Chapter: This Can't Be HappeningAn emergency call from a neighboring pack, caused Alpha Drake to be gone for a few days. I was relieved to not worry about seeing him, yet I felt hollow and lonely in his absence. Those feelings rapidly gave way to anger and then fear. My stomach bug didn't go away but I didn't need a doctor to tell me what was wrong. Wolves are extremely sensitive to changes in our body chemistry. So unfortunately I knew way before a pregnancy test that I was pregnant. First I am angry because how could Drake let this happen, how could I? We should have had more control. Next the fear begins, what am I going to do? I ponder raising a cub since I had always wanted children so I allow my mind to drift lazily into a daydream of a boy in a yard playing. I smile and let out a happy contented sigh until I see the boy's eyes. Those eyes, his eyes. Snap out of my revelry and begin to freak out because it is His kid. There will be no way to hide the fact and I couldn't see Drake all the time and lie to him e
Last Updated: 2023-07-18
Chapter: Chapter 10:Trying to Ignore I arrived back at the little airfield near home late at night and unannounced, much to my relief. I am very thankful no one, especially Drake knew I was arriving. There was a truck waiting for me with a note that said thanks for a great job and turning a new asset. It was signed by my commanding officer and said to enjoy the gift. I knew my assignments had the potential to come with pretty nice perks, but I figured it would be awhile before I saw any. I stare at the red extended cab truck and am in awe and appreciation. In the driver's seat I find another envelope with keys and the title in my name. I slide into lush leather seats and quickly realize this truck has all the extras, including heated and cooled seats. I excitedly start my new truck and drive straight to the ranch. I have a plan for squashing this mate idea that Dra
Last Updated: 2021-07-30
Chapter: Chapter 9:Mission 2 Just as I was preparing for the next play in my little game, I was temporarily sidelined. I arrived back at the ranch after the exhausting discussion with Drake, only to find an envelope on my kitchen table. I had not put it there, so it had to be another assignment from the council. After making sure all my doors were locked, I opened the envelope. It contained instructions on when to be at the airfield and what to bring. I was surprised to learn I would be going to the headquarters here in the states. I was needed for some type of interrogation and persuasion mission. Easy enough I thought. I quickly grabbed my prepacked mission bag and waited for my ride to show up. While waiting I mind-linked Bo and let him know I would be gone for a while. I assured him there was nothing to worry about and all was fine. I couldn't really lie to my brother and I hadn't told him who I was working for yet, so
Last Updated: 2021-07-30
Chapter: Chapter 8:Evidence and DenialI was awake but could not seem to open my eyes just yet, because I seemed very relaxed. I was the most relaxed and peaceful I have been in as long as I could remember. I was so warm and something heavy was on top of me, actually wrapped around me. I slowly peeled my eyes open and realized much to my horror where I was. I was laying on top of Drake with his strong muscled arms holding me firmly in place. The alpha seemed to be sleeping soundly. His scent swirled around me, filling my senses with an unusual feeling. It was like being home, except this was his bedroom not mine and this definitely was not home, he was not my home. It just couldn’t be. I tried to wiggle loose but it was no use, I was trapped beneath the solid muscles and sheer weight of Drake. I was thinking to myself how to get out when Drake’s chest rumbled and he said,”You don’t, just enjoy it.” How did he know what I was thinking? What should I do? H
Last Updated: 2021-07-27
Chapter: The Day After/TalkI must not have returned alone because someone has changed me into one of my silk gowns. And just like that the night’s events flood back to my memory. The achy soreness between my thighs was a reminder of what had happened. I run my hand between my legs and notice that I am tender but have been cleaned up. Oh no, Drake must have brought me home and was kind enough to clean me up. He must know. I am still wallowing in my embarrassment when Drake walks into the room smiling from ear to ear. I flop back on the bed and groan.”Good morning, beautiful” Drake’s sexy voice pursues. “Why are you still here?” I blurt out before realizing how rude that sounds.”Ouch” Drake fakes being insulted then chuckles. “Because I made breakfast and we still need to talk.” Drake walks into my bathroom and begins the shower, he comes out and tells me to shower and breakfast will be read
Last Updated: 2021-07-20
Chapter: Anger and DesireI drift off to sleep on the plane on the way back to Texas, only to awaken after having a very vivid dream or maybe I should say fantasy of Drake. I pour myself a drink and try to relax. I decided to change clothes and freshen up, just in case Drake met me at the airfield. Silly how I have to remind myself this is all just a game. I catch myself wanting him, wanting to please him, wanting to give myself to him. I have to remember that I want to hurt him, make him regret how he treated me. Lila, my wolf also reacts to Drake so strongly I constantly have to reign in. I continue to sip the burning alcohol that I am drinking, my excitement continues to grow at the thought of seeing Drake. Nothing could prepare me for what would happen when we landed.I step through the plane door and I see Drake standing there. My heart fluttered and it to
Last Updated: 2021-07-11