Novels by Arshi

Anaya POV:i was working in cafe . i suddenly felt the pain in my lower abdomen . i hissed and sat down on chair . "anaya are you alright ", sarmad ran to me and asked . "yeah ..its nothing ", i said then suddenly a shriek left from my mouth due to sudden pain in my back . "you are not k so how you can say you are alright . let go we are going hospital ", he said while taking my hand . "no i'm alright . its normal . you don't know . i will just take some rest ,he i will feel ok ", i said . "ok let go . i'm taking you home right now ",he said . "no its really alright . i will go by myself ", i said . " but sarmad . what bout cafe . ", i asked . he looked me with emotion which i don't understand "anaya its ok. they will mange ", he said . he grabbed my hand, take me to his car and open the door for me .

Anaya POV :how can i forget tat day . that day not only i shattered .infact everything shatter into pieces that day . shehryaar and relation. everything . he thinks that's its my mistake if i didn't come out this will not happen . he didn't listen me for once . lack of communication makes our relationship difficult . how i can tell him . why he didn't hear me . she was also my baby .my own part. he cant feel my pain . i saw the murder of my daughter in front of my eyes . i still can feel the same pain . my iqra .i can feel the pain in my chest . why he didn't think about me , my pain . i was her mother . i cried my heart .i cried wit hiccups . that's my life ,i ant be happy . love is not for me . i love him with all myself but he also broke me into pieces . i want the simple life . first my fath

Anaya POV :i took the pregnancy test . my both minions were sleeping. my hands were shaking . if I'm pregnant then . how i will handle everything . i have no one by my side . after five minutes saw the two lines which means I'm PREGNANT. i sat down on floor and start to cry. how i will take care of this baby. what will happen . I'm pregnant. that's Shahryar's baby. again same night started to roam in front of my eyes . why shehryaar ...i will never forgive you . you make my life difficult .'anaya when was your life easy to live '. i laughed like a person who don't know what should to do. that's my fate. my life was and will never be easy. "I'm tired. now what", i complained to my allah . but Anaya you have to live for the baby in your womb and your little boys . they need you . you just cant be hopele

Anaya POV:now far away from him . he will not able to find me . that's what he want . he want me to leave his hose , his life and him . now i'm here all alone with my boys . ts been one moth when i left that place ,when i left him . i don't know anything about him . what he is doing , hows his life is doing . but my babies are really missing him . they are asking again and again about him . but have to lie to them .i have to tell them a story that place is not safe for us that's why you dad send us here . he will also come and we will go with him . they are innocent . i don't want that they are get to know about the doings of their father . "mom wen will dad come to take us ", behram asked again . i cupped his cheeks "son ..soon but now you should sleep. its quite late ", i said and kissed

Anaya POV :tomorrow I will leave this house . I never thought that one day I have to leave this house. i never thought that one day my happy life will take this turn . i love him with my heart and soul. I was that much fool in his love that i let him use my body for his pleasure .but now I'm sure what i'm doing is best for us . now he can live his life happily with his lover as I'm his maid now .today he made me do all work again and again . he asked me to make the dinner for all members of mafia. It took me three hours to make even the simple dish . is even care about me ? i'm her wife, and mother of his children . then how he can do this with me .I was in the guest room. as I don'

shehryaar POV :My life had changed after that incident. but I can't leave anaya nor I leave my child. I don't know what to do . I knew what I'm doing with anaya is wrong but what I can do . whenever went near her, that's the incident when I lost her started to roam in front me . I don't know whose fault at all in that scenario but know that I cant forgive anaya . if you listened to me then she will be with us now . I don't know what to do . now the shehrooz is not here also who can help me in this matter. why Anaya you make everything difficult for us. our life was perfect but just because of your wrong move. everything shattered.Anaya POV :