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"You claim to hate me because I'm an animal but look at how your c**t has soaked my fingers," he brought his hand to my face and indignation washed through me when I saw how soaked his fingers were from my wetness. I tried to avert my eyes, to look away but my eyes were latched on his hand and he brought it to his mouth to lick his fingers clean and he released the last one with a pop with his eyes locked on mine. And I died. Literally. **************** Nadine Singh is a human in the normal and she works in a real estate company. When she proposes a development plan to convert a forest into a mega city, she doesn't know that she's stepping on the toes of the race of werewolves that inhabit the forest and are unseen to the humans until she's kidnapped by their Lycan King. Kai Cruz, the Lycan King and the Alpha of the surviving werewolf race that lives in Eden City, a city that looks like a deep forest to humans is forced to make a drastic decision to save his people. He's forced to kidnap the human that's hell-bent on converting their natural habitat into a mega city. He plans to convince her to stop the development and he's not prepared to discover that the human is actually his mate, a mate that he has been looking for for years because she's the only one that can put a stop to an impending doom for the whole werewolf race. Will Nadine accept her fate as being mated to a Lycan King and fall in love with him or will she fight her for her freedom all the way to the end?

Dua tahun menikah dengan Samuel, Serena tak pernah merasa bahagia atas pernikahannya. Pria yang berstatus sebagai suaminya itu terlalu memprioritaskan Kinan, sang mantan istri. Menyakitkan. Serena menyadari bahwa sedari awal tak pernah ada ia di dalam hati Samuel. Ya, Samuel terlalu abu-abu. Ingin dengan Serena, tetapi enggan melepas Kinan. Lantas, bagaimana kalau ternyata pernikahan itu tak terselamatkan? Akankah Samuel lebih memilih kembali bersama Kinan dan meninggalkan Serena?

For sixteen long years, Eulalia Clearwater gave everything to Percival Dunraven, her first and only love, only to be cruelly pushed aside for his new infatuation. Percival believed that without Eulalia, a world of happiness awaited him, a fresh start with a new love. But when he stumbled upon Eulalia's devastating medical diagnosis, panic set in. Rushing to her side, he found her hand entwined with another's, her eyes filled with a resolve he had never seen before. "Why didn't you tell me about your stomach cancer?" he demanded, his voice trembling with fear and regret. Eulalia's response was a bitter laugh, her eyes gleaming with a mixture of pain and liberation. "Didn't you wish for my early demise?" she mocked. "Percival Dunraven, in the final moments of my life, I no longer want to love you."

Adrian Lester woke up with a hangover. Sleepily, he yawned and sat up, only to remember that he had a date with Lola and went drinking himself at the bar. How did he get home? Suddenly he realised he was stark naked. He stood up quickly as the vague memory of the previous evening flashed through his mind and he smiled. The blood stain on the bed, the rumpled bedspread and the feeling of sexual satisfaction made him wear a broad gin. Lola finally gifted him her virginity! With that in mind, he would be responsible for his mistress henceforth. More reason why he needed to get this horrible marriage over with that tramp surnamed Leon. From that night on, Ava Leon's life kept going down in despair, until eventually, her husband Adrian Lester had her jailed and sent to prison.

Rara thought that moving to Germany with her husband would all go well. However, their love will be tested there. Can Rara survive this hardship or she end up leaving Gerald because of an unforgivable sweet mistake? Love, betrayal, longing, opportunity, trust, quarrel, all packed into one story.

Derrick, a billionaire, was enraged after being set up with his mother's maid. A night he regretted ever happened. To clear his mind, he tossed a check at the maid to leave and never show her face again, but what happens when he can't forget their sinful night?    Miranda, a poor orphanage, was shocked to discover she was pregnant. Well, to keep the baby, she established herself in the city instead of leaving. She was aware that Derrick Luis wanted her, but she didn't want to have anything to do with him again.    'A night that should have never occurred,' she thought.    However, what happens when Derrick discovers the little boy that looks so much like him? After 6 years of searching, he wasn't mistaken.    "Who is your mother?" he asked the little boy. To clear his mind, he kidnapped the boy and waited for the boy's mother to declare a search warrant for her son.    However, Miranda didn't...    Read to continue.

Meet Alexa Johnson.she's an orphan girl who had hoped, found and got love. She had everything she hoped for. The perfect life, perfect house, perfect husband. But nothing had lasted long for her, neither her marriage. When she found out her husband cheated on her, she was so hurt. She didn't even get a chance to tell her husband that she's pregnant. What's more hurt is that her husband said that he doesn't love her anymore. Heartbroken, Alexa does the only thing that she could do is that signed the divorce papers. Now meet Elijah Perkins.The man who had everything in life. He's Handsome, brilliant and extremely rich. He thought that his marriage was the biggest mistake. Man in his age just enjoys their life by going out with another woman. So, he just thought that why would he be tied up so early when he still can enjoy and have fun with his bachelor life and go out with a different woman every day before he completely settling down.But now after 3 years, he feels his life empty without her. So, he wants to claim her back and makes Alexa his again like the old time. But the things is, Alexa didn't want him anymore cause she already hurt a lot from what he did to her 3 years ago. Will Elijah be able to claim her back? Or maybe it just going to be his biggest mistake for letting her go?Read to know more...

Falling for him was her greatest mistake. That was what Gemila Prescott realized when she watched the video of her father and twin sister's brutal death. He had caused their deaths. Her father and twin sister didn't deserve to die like that. Harry Robinson is a well known drug dealer and leader of the most notorious mafia gang known as the SCORPIONS. He wasn't aware of Gemila being a twin and so to him, she's already dead. Little did he know his men had killed the wrong Prescott. She should never have fallen for a mafia boss as dangerous as he was and now? It was time for her to get revenge on him. She was ready to make him pay for the pains she felt but along the way, will buried feelings wake up and jostle their way into her heart, into the way of her revenge?

Acara pengajian yang seharusnya menjadi tempat mencari pahala, menambah ilmu agama serta mempererat silaturahim justru dijadikan sebagai ajang pamer oleh segelintir warga toxic. Bu Evi dan geng yang selalu merasa berkuasa di dusun'nya tega mempermalukan Suci--salah satu warga yang membuat nasi kotak dengan menu sederhana. Mereka memfoto dan men'share nasi kotak tersebut di group dan dijadikan sebagai bahan bully'an. Suci yang selalu dihina dan direndahkan hanya karena nasi kotak, akhirnya tidak tinggal diam. Perlahan, tapi pasti, Suci mampu membungkam satu per satu warga toxic yang selalu berkuasa hingga tak mampu berkutik.

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