The weekend was supposed to be our night—Lucas Howl and I had planned for it.Like clockwork, he undressed me, his hands moving with precision yet devoid of warmth. Nothing seemed to stir his desire.I knew how exhausting his days were as the pack's Beta, burdened by duty after duty.So, I leaned in, hoping a kiss would reassure him. I wanted to tell him we didn't have to do this if he was too tired. But the moment I touched him, he recoiled—like I was laced with wolfsbane. He pushed past me as he bolted into the bathroom where the sounds of violent retching echoed. I was left standing, a wave of shame washing over me.I had planned everything—the red wine, the music, the underwear, the perfume. I had envisioned a perfect night, but Lucas couldn't even bear to touch me.Why?I turned to the mirror, searching for an answer in my reflection.Behind me, the gagging continued, each heave slicing deeper, over and over. It was as if my mate was vomiting out his revulsion for me.
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