CassieThe night seemed long, I couldn't sleep so I put on my headset blasting music to rid me of the vacuum I felt. Secretly, I wished I could attend the same party as Thea, arms in arms with Knight... I let out a deep breath, I was doing this again for the hundredth time, thinking about Knight and fantasizing the impossible. I felt my eyes sting with tears which I quickly sniffed back. We already resolved this, there was no me and Knight. I needed to get rid of my feelings for him by all means but instead I thought about him more often than normal. I had been too scared to admit to myself but the more I pushed my feelings away the more I fell for him deeper than I ever did. He was a thorn to my heart and yet the very one that made it flutter. I needed some saving yet I kept getting drawn to him. "Fuck you Cassie... Just forget him already." I cried in frustration tossing my headset aside. I sat up on my bed and reached for the side lamp, switching on the light. I buried my face
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