Women, war, and weariness

I'm worn out on my life considering the way that contention has eliminated all that fulfills a youthful individual.Before I replace the dull fix over the left eye, I look at my damaged face and realize that, with my skewed shoulder and the leg that has been severed from the right knee down, no woman can ever again feel a connection to me.Accept that I ought to be a genius.I'm thankful that I don't have any close family members, that I still have a lot of money, and that I can buy love when I need it, which isn't often given the circumstances.What precisely persuades individuals to keep diaries? because egotism is inherent. Self-interest is the most fascinating thing there is. Regardless of how long you expound on your sentiments, diaries can't make you wheeze!Something thoughtful is a clear, white page that is hanging tight for one's impressions!The last night, Suzette and I drank together in my loft; I felt like a monster as she left. After an amazing lunch and two Benedictines

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The search for comfort

Is there something like this? — or is it just a sex fervor for the occasion? — On all occasions, that is the amount of what theseanimals know.Do they ever consider anything other than arranging a new adventure for themselves or a new benefit?I can't currently comprehend how a man, at any point, weds one of them, offers his name and his distinction in such an unsafekeeping. I guess I ought to have been as simple a prey as the rest. Be that as it may, not presently—II have an excessive amount of opportunity to think,and dread. I appear to discover a few ulterior motives in anything individuals say or do.Today, I had lunch with another American, a bright girl who was an heiress of the sunny, jolly variety. Before the war, she was a good person who I often danced with. She explained to me quite naturally that she was polishing the thigh bone of a German prisoner into an umbrella handle. She had helped with the amputation, and the man later passed away. "A really cute souvenir," she

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Doubts and Desires: Love and Choices

This week has been damnation for me: "The new man torques my shoulder every day; it will ultimately turn out to be straight," he says. They have endeavored to fit the deceptive leg furthermore, so those two things are going on, yet the connection isn't yet overall okay.for anything to be done on my left side eye—so that has squashed them. It will be a long time before anything changes.There are a lot of other people who are more disabled than I am and in worse pain, which is truly appalling. Does it give them any consolation to open up a diary? Or, on the other hand, would they say they are adequately ready to keep everything in their spirits? — I used to want to read, but now I find that all books bore me. I can't check out anything, and more importantly, I hate myself. My spirit is furious.Again, Nina returned, to a lunch get-together this time. It was a horrible day with a heavy downpour. She told me of her connections—as asister may—NNina a sister!She can't choose between Jim

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Choosing love and finding strength

Nicholas: "What a terrible idea! I'm seriously considering both, not just to pass the time, remember.""That is all darlings are for, then, at that point, Nina?" "Quit worrying about your thought process; there is not a glaringly obvious explanation to affront me," I used to think."Nothing was farther from my desire."As it had been unsettlingly obscured, Nina's face cleared."Will you send for Jim once more?" "How will you respond if, having met Rochester, you think of yourself as exhausted?""Not; that would be a disaster. If I make a mistake, well, I'll have to stick to it, so I won't jump in until I'm pretty sure I'll find water that's just right."By Jove, what a scholar!" and I chuckled. She poured out a second cup of tea, and subsequently, she looked at me,like focusing on me one more time.Nicholas: "Tom Green isn't any worse off than you are, and he hasn't taken your money. In any case, Tom is essentially as blissful as anybody, and everybody loves him, although he is a cha

Last Updated : 2023-07-18

All Chapters of Passions and Desires: A Forbidden Love : Chapter 1 - Chapter 4

Women, war, and weariness

The search for comfort

Doubts and Desires: Love and Choices

Choosing love and finding strength