All Chapters of The Iron Alpha: Chapter 141 - Chapter 150

Kyra’s pov I stood around the corner, looking at them for a while actually. I didn’t go to train with Gamma Talia today, she had a free day today. I just didn’t want to spend it with Ari. But here I was. Secretly eavesdropping and watching Ari from a distance like a freaking crazy person. I just needed to know the “nice” Ari was actually for real. I wanted to hear what he was like with other people. I thought he would flirt with that girl for sure, but he was merely friendly. I didn’t even see him look at her ass when she walked away and it was a nice looking ass from what I could see. And then he started to dance with the kids and I had to see. I had to come closer and see how he danced. Stupid mate pull. He actually had some nice moves. “Maybe it’s something more?” Mea suggested, but I ignored her. Riker, the cutest little four year old ever, asked me to dance and I couldn’t say no. I love to dance, but I dance like nobody is watching. Mostly because literally nobody is ever wa

Kyra’s pov I had no idea why I was telling Ari what I liked about him. Maybe because he sounded so sad or maybe because he had chosen the beach for our date. Hearing him say what he liked about me, almost made me smile. It was special knowing someone was paying attention to me and none of the things he mentioned where remarks about how I looked. He even gave me his shirt, without me saying anything. He smelled so nice. “He’s starting to grow on you, isn’t he?” Mae asked. “No!” I was way too stubborn to start liking him now. I saw he was trying, but that was part of the problem. It took work for him to be this way. I wished it came natural for him. How could I be sure once he had me, Ari wouldn’t go back to his misogynistic ways. How could I be sure he would treat me well and give me the life I wanted? I knew how mom was treated before my granddad and Alpha Osiris took over. Kids were taken out of school and were turned into soldiers. They had no choice and women had even less of

Kyra’s pov I felt bad for Ari. I really did. That kiss was amazing and I knew he was trying, but he was trying for me. Once he had me he would go back to his old behaviour. I was sure he wouldn’t go see doctor Angela or do anything that actually required hard work. This was all just for show. Guys like him don’t just change. “You said you would give him a chance.” Mae said, disappointed. “Give him a chance, Kyra, to prove himself.” A small part of me had hope he could be the man I wanted him to be. That together we could have a life where I could have everything I had dreamed about. I could start again at his pack, no one would disrespect me if I was their Luna. I could fight beside Ari, help him lead the pack. But that could only come true if Ari was a different person. If he was able to care for someone else than himself. I didn’t see Ari the next morning. I was busy training with Gamma Talia. She was awesome. Everyone respected her and no one treated me badly. Every person he

Kyra’s pov I was so hurt when Ari rejected me. I had been so strong, I was making sure I was still able to reject Ari if I needed to. I convinced myself I didn’t like him, that he was an ass and I was better off without him. And when I had a moment of weakness and I kissed him, he rejected me. He said he still wanted me. But I had never given myself to someone so easily, been so naked around someone and let my self go so without hesitation. I hadn’t been this way with my ex. We had to hide and secretly meet up. When we had sex, I had felt shy and insecure, which I hated. But I saw how Ari looked at me. How much he wanted me and how beautiful he thought I was. I didn’t have to hide around Ari and when I showed everything, he stopped. It made me feel insecure all over again. “Your ego was bruised, just like Ari’s was, when Maggie turned him down. And you reacted in the same way he did, with anger.” Mae scolded me. She was right. I had been behaving petty, but I wasn’t ready to see A

Kyra’s pov Shit. Ari said to let go and I really did. Twice. We had sex twice and it was amazing. Ari’s touch was addicting to me. I couldn’t imaging going without his touch now. We both said we loved each other, but we hadn’t talked about it. I pretended I didn’t hear him when he said it, during an orgasm. I mean, does it count when you say it during sex? Or are you just in the heat of the moment? And I said it because he bought me a freaking beach house. A beach house!! But now what? We just skip over all the drama, pretend I didn’t reject him the first time I met him and go on with our lives? Hope for the best? “Why not?” Mae asked. “Because it’s not that easy. It’s been less than a month. Can you really change this fast? Can I move here, without talking to my parents first? Stop training under Gamma Talia and just move in with a guy I was pissed off at, for weeks?” I laid on top of Ari’s chest, in this perfect bedroom looking up at the ceiling not knowing what my next move w