Lahat ng Kabanata ng DESIGNATED BRIDE. : Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 50

VIKTORHave you ever been locked in a dark room, with nothing inside? When you can't see a single thing in the world, in that room? When everything is blinded! That's fear. That is the biggest fear you can ever encounter in your life. The feeling of unknown. You don't fear your enemies, because you know, that they are your enemies. You don't fear your friends because you know them better then anyone. But you fear, knowing nothing. Because you can't make assumptions, you can't make choices on confidence.But the scariness of being clueless is the real fear. And it's not just the dark room we fear. We fear this unknow thing. That what might be in this dark room. And it's not just the dark room and unknown feeling that is bothering us. It's the loneliness in here. That despite you come over the dark room and unknown things. You are still just a

 VIKTOR. The person my eyes saw made my head dizzy, as I felt the whole surrounding revolve for a brief seconds. Clarifying the visions, I again saw the person, clear this time. And was happy with all my might. But then I remembered that I am not in the very well position right now.I had a stripper upon me, her hands were inside my shirt, over my body while she was playing with my ears, with her tongue. While my eyes were settled in Hayl's eyes. I can see her hurtful stare. I instantly pushed the stripper away from me, and she was on the ground, shocked at me, I stood, buttoning my shirts that were opened by the stripper. "Hayl?" I was happy to look at her, but she was clearly not. "I thought we needed a closure. But you seem so busy." She said, disappointed. "It's not like that." I said stepping towards her, but she took her steps back. "You need to bath." Sh

VIKTOR.What will you do if you get lost in desert?You have nothing and no one around you, all alone. You can see many things but, you can't see what you actually want to see. When the whole world seems apart and unbothered. You are lacking breathe. When the heat and pressure is making you crazy. And you are searching your saviour. That's what's I am feeling for all this month now. I am lost again in this business world. I have nothing and no one around me, I am all alone. I can see many things but i can't see what I actually want to see. When everyone is unbothered. I can't feel without looking at someone. All the pain in my heart is making me want to meet her once again. But its impossible. I miss her.So much. We only had one day relationship. I don't have her single photo. And I am dying to see her.Hayl.How can I ever forg

 VIKTOR.I thought I promised myself that I will not think about Hayl again. But Samuel's car is making it impossible for me. Why was the car there? What was Hayl hiding from me? This questions kept revolving around my head for long. What possibly can be the reason. And much more. I thought I will forget her. But apart from this questions. She herself is clouding me. Even when I am on my way to my own engagement. All I care is about her.Am I being rude the girl I am getting engaged too. "Hello! Viktor." She said, hoping for some attention when I was clearly ignoring her. Her brown eyes looking at me with affection in them , her lips curved in an burdening smile. As her head was tilted at the side, waiting for me to reply her something. But all I was capable of doing right now was a nod. I have a her a greeting nod, sunk in guilt. "I never thought I will ever get chance to see you in person.

VIKTOR.I was smiling with all my teeth out, when I was walking outside of the cafe finding her at near the car's door. She was doing something in her phone when she decided to ignore me. And I felt bad. I should confiscate her phone when she is with me. A week already and she is always in her phone. Not giving a damn that I am around her. So slowly, I kept the coffee on my car from the other side, walking towards her side to scare her. With my slow and soundless feet I approached near her, keeping my fingers first and then my ankle on the ground, I looked over her shoulders to find her typing something. I wasn't trying but I did caught the name, before because of my breath on her neck she got aware of me and his the phone in her pocket in haste, turning to look at me with her brow raised, questioning me."I wanted to scare you. But you got aware soon."  I laughed as I embraced her in my arms she relying on my body,"Did I? Okay. I'll close my eyes aga