Chapter 112 Cleo I have come to the conclusion that my child are psychic and they have the sixth sense. I didn't feel well for the past couple of days. When Amy decided to play phlebotomist and draw my blood out for testing , I wasn't worried in fact she asked me why I was pale and what have I been eating lately. I want to believe that; the bouts of nausea were caused by something else and not because , I suspect I am pregnant or the twins who seem to be aware and all knowing think I have a baby inside my tummy . Yesterday after lunch Pia and I finished decorating her room and it looked stunning . The stickers we bought were able to come off if we decided to change things up , but I loved what we came up with . Pio seemed to be accepting of me going away . I don't think he missed me at all . I was waiting for my blood work results and funny enough Amy had called yesterday to tell me that ; She would come through tomorrow morning to talk to me . When she asked about m

Chapter 114CleoI've come to the conclusion that ; "acceptance isn't the end of  the grieving process .  It is the ones who are living, a and left behind; that have to deal with the fact that they have lost something that cannot be replaced ,and they want it back . Just when I'm dealing with my brother in law's suicide , that was investigated and ruled as a suicide... I have to deal with losing my third child with my husband .Angelo wasn't there when our first two babies died...and that left him feeling guilty because he had to learn to let go and come to terms with not being there when the unthinkable happened . This loss however happened when he was present and it happened after a misunderstanding that gave our marriage bit more character and depth .They say that ;when the one thing you've  always been afraid of happens to you , you are not afraid of it happening again. Death however is  a different kind of monster especially 

Chapter 116 Cleo I don't know what you call it when you don't want to talk about what you've been through but you have to talk about it in order to hear but part of you hasn't healed so you pretend that everything is ok and you get on with life as per normal. I have three beautiful children and I'm so thankful that I have two baby girls and a boy. It's been a while since I could just breathe and say that I will be ok. I am ok and I'm doing ok. The past six months have been a challenge for me and surprise surprise I thought that I was going to be an aunt but it turns out that I wasn't going to be in on it was just wishful thinkin  All in all my brother didn't end up with the girl that  he loved, Daniel still loves Eleanor but she loves him like a brother so I guess that he went from being friendzoned to being in a friends with benefits so then he became a friend who is like a brother to her like I can do complic

Chapter 118 Angelo It's been 6 months since I can say that I'm ok, everything is okay and my family is doing alright. The past 6 months have been difficult for me as well as healing. I wanted to get better for my family, not only that but get better soon for my wife. it's she hasn't told me anything since that day at the hospital and I don't want to force her to tell me anything I want her to do it on her own terms and when she's ready she will tell me I know that she will tell me because she hasn't straight away from me nor has she slept with anyone elseI'm very sure of that because we've shared a bed together for the past six months but it's either I'm knocked out cold or she's knocked out cold and we can't seem to get a schedule to align together but I did recently since the holidays coming up we are slowly getting back to the way things used to be especially with the kids. Ava has started speaking baby talk,the twins are constructing their sentences probably

Chapter 120Angelo I'm really worried about my father . The last time he checked in with me was before he flew back from Italy . Call it having daddy issues but Claudio always checked in with me every time he left and he would leave messages with his assistance if I had missed any calls due to meetings I had been attending. Now that I found out that Claudio is not my father and that I'm half Massa and half Luka , it's a different ball game. I didn't like Romano . I seriously didn't like my own father. It took a lot of time for him to gain my trust and once I started trusting him he started trusting me back and since my twin brother decided to side with my uncle I'm now the only Massa / Luka guy in charge . As far as days go, this has been the most hectic day because Sienna I had closed a very lucrative division in her father's company. She knew that if she closed the shipping division it would cripple the whole company and it was only a matter of time befo