All Chapters of On your knees: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

(before 5 years, past) My phone rings with a massage while I’m driving. Kai: Where are you? Me: I’m going to Dom... Kai: With a car? ‘ I smiled at his words and giggled silently. Me: No with the horse. ‘ I had put smiling emoji I was smiling like an idiot too. Kai: You will get lost. ‘At the end of his text, he also adds a smile and I can imagine how he is laughing at me or maybe smiling with that cute smile on his face and which shows little dimples on his cheeks. Me: No I won’t get lost! I’m using navigation….

  I cried all night on Dominick's lap while he just brushed my hair with his fingers. Kai was sending messages to him all night because I left my phone somewhere. But Dominick didn't say what he wrote he just rolled his eyes or snifted air from his nose with annoyance when he was answering Kai's messages. When I  stopped crying and almost began to sleep, but suddenly began to feel sick and quickly ran to the bathroom. Dominick didn't sleep almost all night too, all the time was checking me with fear in his eyes until we both closed our eyes.***I was at Dominick's house for almost all three months. Most days I was in bed I knew soon I must come back home but I was avoiding that day I was so afraid that my belly soon will be bigger. I am afraid to see my mother's reaction. I only said that I'm at my friend's Emma house. She was my friend but we got to fight and didn't speak from that day. But my mother liked her. Dominick's parents rarely were

Who is this guy?he looked at me for a few seconds but for me, it seemed like an hour. My heart was beating like crazy. I began to breathe hard I wanted so much to know who he is? Why he is here watching me. Somehow I wasn't afraid of him, of a strange man with guns, but soon he turned his head away from me and pushed with his hands steering-wheel of his bike, even one of his tires jumped up. I couldn't blink as he was gone from my view and my ears only could hear the sound of it.I stepped a few steps from the window and brushed with my hand through my hair. Who the hell are carrying such guns on their backs in the street at night. Do the police not notice it? Is it even legal? Maybe he is some creep or terrorist. But of course, I'm thinking about how he is exciting and somehow sexy, even in the dark I could see that huge body covered by a black suit. I shook my head from my stupid thoughts and went to my bed.I was so tired from thinking all the time of Kai, o

Kai disappeared in the dark and I was happy that he didn't follow her anymore. I couldn't watch how he destroys her with his words or just existence.  I am looking at the car where my best friend is sitting as she was frozen into ice and  I so afraid to go to her, this day should have been the most fun day, most beautiful and we should have had a laugh until tears drop from our eyes or laugh until stomach would hurt.But there she is, a pregnant woman without money or properly family, without anything and I afraid to look into her eyes. Should I say that everything will be alright? or should I say that Kai is a dork, or that I love her so much and I will be with her be matter what...I deeply breathed and went by that car, I open the door but she didn't look at me. And all thing which I should say to comfort her just disappeared from my head. Nothing will comfort her, not one my word. And everything that I would want to say to her is helpless.-"Come o

Me-'Hi nerd, are you smart enough or just pretending to be one of them to make impress me? I put a wink emoji. And didn't need to wait as he responded to me.Tom- 'Try me. he added a smile in his text.Me - 'We don't have a phone but there was send a video message in it, can you say who had sent it?- 'Um can I ask who is we? To whom belongs this phone, Dominick? I sighed and began to scratch my back it really hurts but the more I touched it more I felt weak and sick.- 'So you can't do it, I was right. I added a smile. He sounded jealous and it made me smile. - 'Do you have the number of a sender? "No emoji? You really are jealous and irritated, don't you? I smiled of thinking. -No we lost the phone as I mentioned we don't have it. As my head was a little bit dizzy I sat down by the table. What is wrong with me did I something eat yesterday.- Well do you remember the number of the phone's owner? I quickly se