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Chapter 19. The loss
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Amalia’s pov
When we came out of the portal I felt down on the ground with our son on my arms and Lycans running towards us ready to reap us apart. And then I felt it, the loss of my mate, I couldn’t help but scream in pain.
I had never felt such pain before, it was as if a part of me had been ripped away. The realization that I would never see him again, never feel his touch or hear his voice, was unbearable. My heart shattered into a million pieces, and I knew that life would never be the same without him.
The soldiers took a step back and i raised my head and looked at my father and brother. At least now my son is safe for now and we are among family I tried to comfort myself but the grief and emptiness in my heart made it difficult to find solace in anything. I knew that despite being surrounded by loved ones, the void left by his absence would always remain.
I couldn't speak to my family, all I wanted to do was go back and
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