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Telling Her

Author: Billiejo Priestley
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Zade

The night dissolves into shadows and silence as I sit here, watching Izzy sleep, wrestling with choices that feel impossible. There are two paths: stay, unravel every guarded part of me, and let her see it all—or walk away now, hide everything, and pretend she never mattered. But I know that’s a lie. Walking away isn’t an option, not this time, not with her.

I’ve done it a hundred times before. Any woman who stirred something real in me, who might have torn down the walls, I left them in my dust. It was easy, necessary even. But Izzy? I can’t shake her. No matter how much I try to convince myself that she’s too young, too untouched by darkness, the idea of walking away cuts deeper than staying ever could.

She shifts, her eyes flutter open, and for a moment, there’s that raw vulnerability that grips me by the throat. She looks around, her gaze lands on me, and she opens her mouth, questions already forming. I lift my head, feeling that if I don’t tell her now, I’ll never be able t
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