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2024-10-29 19:42:56When you try your best but you don’t succeed,
When you get what you want but not what you need,When you feel so tired but you can’t sleepStuck in reverse,And the tears come streaming down your face,When you lose something you can’t replace,When you love someone but it goes to waste,Could it be worse?Lights will guide you home And ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you. - Fix you, Cold play........................................................................
They have set the funeral soon for Jay’s mom after two days of her death and Jay’s uncle took care of everything for the funeral.
Jay continued to stay with us even after the funeral. I didn’t know why he refused to stay with his uncle and grandma but they did
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