Chapter 9

We laid in my bed tangled in each other embrace, our bodies completely spent.

My mind was running a hundred and ten thoughts at a time.

Why was my life so complicated? Was one of many question that kept churning in my head.

Why wasn’t it easy ?

Am I being punished for killing someone in self defense?

Frankly I was still trying to fully understand the situation I was in, I was blackmailed into being married to someone I didn’t know by my mother, while I was in love and even pregnant for my step brother, after being raped and being beaten to a pulp by my husband I was nursed back to health and now just had sex with the man I called Dad, my step father.

I think having sex with my step father was me trying to unconsciously get back at my mother.

I’m I tempting faith but honestly I don’t think my life can not get anymore complicated and fucked up as it already it hell I don’t even fully understand what’s going on.

My life was an enigma even to me.

As I tried to get up Mr Jaxon gave me a kis