I lay on my bed, tears streaming down my face as I was filled with resentment towards my mother. Her devilish nature and manipulative ways made me despise her more with each passing day.
The memory of Matteo, our former gardener, still lingered in my mind. I recalled the day vividly, the events that transpired, and the consequences that followed.
Tomorrow was my graduation day, a milestone I had been eagerly anticipating for freedom. However, Bianca had other plans, and I vehemently rejected them.
My heart belonged to my stepbrother, Maxwell, and I yearned for escape from my mother's manipulations.
Lost in thought, the alarm pierced the night's silence, and I silenced it, checking the time – 1 am. That was the exact time I always sneaked to Maxwell's room.
Tonight, after my distressing conversation with Bianca, I needed it more than ever.
I stood up, wearing my red nightgown, as usual, with nothing underneath – that was exactly how Maxwell loved it.
Wiping away my tears, I approached the window. Quietly opening it, I slipped out. Sneaking through the window ensured minimal noise – no creaking door or footsteps in the hallway to betray us.
Arriving at Maxwell's window, I slipped in quietly as usual. Finding him on his bed, he turned to me and said, "I thought you weren't going to come."
I replied, "Why?" He hesitated, mentioning "nothing... maybe because of what happened at dinner."
Smiling, I approached him on the bed. He sensed something was off, realizing I wasn't my usual self. Concerned, he asked, "Are you alright?"
I only nodded, attempting to conceal my emotions. There was no way I could tell Maxwell that... that I was a murderer.
Suddenly, his elopement plan flashed in my mind. It seemed like the escape I needed from Bianca. Turning to face him, I said, "Yes."
Surprised, he asked, "Yes?" I nodded, gathering the courage to express my desire. "Let's run away Maxwell. I want to be able to love you freely."
Maxwell's face lit up with a big smile.
"I… I wa…." I tried to speak, but he gently placed his hands on my lips, urging silence. "Shhh"
His touch trailed down my chest, sending butterflies fluttering in my belly as my chest rose and fell with each heartbeat.
He pulled me closer by my thighs and whispered, "Just kiss me."
His hands rested gently on my thighs as I looked him straight in the eyes. A shiver ran through my entire body as he squeezed my thighs and I moaned in pleasure. He bit his lower lips and watched my face squeeze with my mouth open.
With a soft intake of breath, I found myself pulled gently by the neck to face him, our eyes locking. As he leaned in, our lips met in a passionate yet tender kiss.
My hands explored his head, tracing his curls on his hair. In a hushed voice, I whispered, "Maxwell..."
He responded by moving his mouth to my ears, creating a warmth that only he could evoke. No one else could make me feel the way Maxwell did.
He gently pulled off the hand of my dress as he kissed my neck down to my chest. He whispered, "call my name baby"
I made little moans as I tried to whisper his name, "Max… max...." Fuck! The force he pulled in me couldn't let me and he didn't stop.
Moments later, he lowered me down, removing his shorts. He urged me to say his name more firmly, with a gentle smile "say my name!"
I whispered Max... Maxwell!! My chest weaving with anticipation. My legs began to wobble as he went in slowly at first – exactly how I loved it.
Gosh! I squeezed the bedspread tightly as I moaned. Instantly, he placed his shirt in my mouth to prevent the loud moans from going out of the room. Then he began going fast – real fast.
My stepbrother was goooood; he knew exactly where to hit! He kept on going harder! Harder!! Harder!!! Till we both reached ecstasy – then boom!
We never used protection because we enjoyed the raw intimacy – but we both agreed I'd be on a birth control pill to avoid any risk of pregnancy considering the taboo it would be to conceive with my stepbrother. As we sat breathing heavily, Maxwell squeezed my hands.
Suddenly a knock on the door disrupted the moment. I quickly covered myself in panic when we heard Bianca's voice: "Maxwell dear."
Maxwell stood up instantly. "What's she doing here?"
I whispered as he hurriedly tidied up the room wearing his shorts.
Bianca asked again: "Were you asleep?"
Maxwell cleared his throat: "Uhm... no no."
Bianca responded: "It's about your sister love can I come in?"
Surprised and curious – I didn't return to my room but stayed behind the window eavesdropping...
I wondered what Bianca wanted to discuss with him at this time of night...
Maxwell hesitated: "Uhm... let's just talk here."
Bianca agreed: "Okay I know you're friends with Hunter so I want you to…..."
I couldn't believe the nerve of my mum....
"Elara Harrington, congratulations on your outstanding achievement!"I was lost in thought about the previous night, oblivious to my name being called out. My mind was still consumed by the conversation my mother had with Maxwell, and it pained me not knowing the details.Last night's security check around the compound had made me rush back to my room. If I hadn't hurried to my room with my nightclothes in hand, we would have been exposed. So, I didn't get to hear the entire conversation my mother had with my stepbrother about me."Elara Harrington!" I was called again.Bianca tapped me and yelled, "Elara!"That's when I snapped back to reality. Looking around, everyone was clapping. I quickly stood up with a smile as I rushed up to collect my diploma. My stepfather, my stepmother, and my mother joined me on stage.After receiving my diploma, I was about to step down when Bianca whispered, "Let's stay for a family photo."I sighed; Bianca loved being in the spotlight. We all stayed on
I felt the blood completely drain from my body as I thought of the possibility of me being pregnant for Maxwell. I rechecked my phone calendar to confirm my calculations. “FUCK!!!!!!.....”, it was correct, I immediately fell to the floor, it was officially the worst day of my life, I always thought the day my father dies was the worst day of my life but honestly it can’t even hold a candle to today.Just in one day I graduated, got practically forced into an engagement with someone I barely know, broke the heart of someone I loved, and now finding out I might be pregnant for him. “I’m so fucked…”.My mind could not even processes what was happening at the moment, my brain completely went blank, all I knew was that I was royally fucked. I cried my eyes out on the bathroom floors, my phone kept ringing, my mother was obviously looking for me probably to flaunt her graduate and now engaged daughter, what a great day it must be for her, I thought with a bitter laugh, I’m sure she’s look
Royalty was a fancy restaurant for the crème de la crème, from what I heard it took a whole 6 months to get a reservation at the back tables of the restaurant, but here I was sitting with this cheating bastard bragging about how he got window seat reservations in under 2 days, money was truly a luxury.Honestly if he didn’t irritate me so much I’d actually be impressed. The way Ryan was grinning at me while he told the waiter our order made me feel sick to my stomach.Frankly, I didn’t believe it was possible for someone to irritate me so, maybe it’s because I was pregnant.But truly I was still hurt by what I saw, I felt like stabbing him with the beautiful cutlery of the Royalty restaurant, but I didn’t think the head Chef would be pleased to hear about it.“Anastasia, you look exceptionally beautiful today, I can’t believe we’re few weeks away from getting married” Ryan said with a smile as he reached across the table to hold my hand.If I didn’t see him making out with another wo
Here I was sitting alone at the 12 seat dining table, eating. How pathetic I thought to myself as I filled my face with food.After eating I just sat there thinking about Maxwell and how I really needed to talk to him and explain what really happened and tell him that I was currently carrying his child.I really hope hearing about the contract and the baby would make him at least hear me out and give us another chance. I plan on keeping no secrets between us, even the fact that I accidentally murdered someone and how my mother was using it against me.Beatrice clearing the table brought me back to reality and I decided to see if my missing groom was still alive.“Beatrice is Ryan home?”“Yes Mrs Morgan, he came back a few hours ago”.“Where is he?”“In his study I believe”On hearing that I stood up, then she asked“Would you like me to show you the way” helpfully “Thank you Beatrice, but I think I can find my way “.To my surprise I didn’t get lost, I found my way to the study witho
I don’t even know how long I cried for that night but then I eventually passed outI was awoken by the sound of Beatrice gasping in surprise as she saw me, still laying in the same position Ryan had left me after he raped me“Oh my God what happened ?” she asked but it was quite apparent from her facial expression that she already deduced what had happened to me.Without waiting for my answer she helped me up and took me straight to the bathroom where she gave me a bath and administered some first aid to meAll I did was sit there like a husk of my own self staring at my reflection in the mirror as she tried her best to help me.My face was completely battered with bruising and little cuts from his ring as he slapped me, I couldn’t even recognize myself and I doubt anyone who knew me would be able to either.My eyes were also so swollen from my excessive cryingI looked like I had been in a terrible car accident, but this accident didn’t involve any car, just my dear husband.After sh
We laid in my bed tangled in each other embrace, our bodies completely spent.My mind was running a hundred and ten thoughts at a time.Why was my life so complicated? Was one of many question that kept churning in my head.Why wasn’t it easy ?Am I being punished for killing someone in self defense?Frankly I was still trying to fully understand the situation I was in, I was blackmailed into being married to someone I didn’t know by my mother, while I was in love and even pregnant for my step brother, after being raped and being beaten to a pulp by my husband I was nursed back to health and now just had sex with the man I called Dad, my step father.I think having sex with my step father was me trying to unconsciously get back at my mother.I’m I tempting faith but honestly I don’t think my life can not get anymore complicated and fucked up as it already it hell I don’t even fully understand what’s going on.My life was an enigma even to me.As I tried to get up Mr Jaxon gave me a kis
Maxwell's face turned pale, and I could see the anger building up in his eyes. He took a deep breath, trying to keep his cool. Without saying another word, he walked over to the fridge in his room, opened it, and took out a bottle of water.He unscrewed the cap with a swift, almost violent motion and brought the bottle to his lips, gulping the water down his throat in large, hurried swallows.I stood there, watching him, my heart pounding in my chest.The silence between us was thick and heavy. Maxwell finished drinking the water and tossed the empty bottle into the trash can. He walked over to the sofa and sank into it, his eyes fixed on the TV. He picked up the remote and turned it on, flipping through the channels as if we hadn't just had a life-changing conversation."Max, please talk to me," I pleaded, my voice trembling.He didn't respond, his eyes glued to the screen. The flickering images from the TV reflected in his eyes, but I could tell his mind was somewhere else.I could
Maxwell was about to say something when my mother, Bianca, came into the sitting room. "What is going on?" she asked, her voice sharp."Nothing, Mum," I said quickly, trying to clean whatever tears I had on my face."You both have started fighting again. Don’t you know you both are siblings?" she said, her tone accusing.I just ignored her, even as she spoke. "See her speaking as though she cares," I thought to myself. Meanwhile, Maxwell formed a fake smile and said, "We're cool, Bianca. Nothing's wrong between us."Bianca narrowed her eyes, clearly unconvinced. "It doesn’t look like nothing. Anastasia, your face is red from crying.""I’m fine, Mum," I insisted, trying to sound firm. "Just a bit emotional, that's all.""Emotional about what?" she pressed, crossing her arms. "Maxwell, what did you do?""I didn’t do anything," Maxwell said, still trying to keep the peace. "We were just talking about some... personal matters.""Personal matters?" Bianca repeated, raising an eyebrow. "Wha