I walked down the hallway slowly as his words kept repeating in my head, I would laugh it out and then shake my head to push it off, but anytime I did the light kiss that he had planted on my lips in the car would flash through my mind.
The words he had said to me in the car ‘Don’t you dare tell Hinn Carlos that you love him’
I leaned on the staircase repeatedly shaking my head, my mind was clouded, the words Hinn Carlos told me, the words Kate told me and the words Robin told me all mixed. I rub my hand through my eyes.
“Is there something wrong?” I heard Mrs Jane’s voice and quickly looked up, she was staring down at me and my heart skipped a bit, had Robin told them what he wanted to tell them. “Are you okay?” She held my shoulders and examined my face.
“Yes,” I said sharply like I was awoken from a daydream.
“Your father will be fine, so don’t worry.” Mrs Jane said tenderly and a smile spread through my face, she might think I was still thinking of my father.
“I know, thank you very much for staying here with us.” She had been a good help to my mother and I can’t tell if she had the time to sleep at all.
She smiled. “It is nothing.” I looked down at her dress, it was different from what she had worn yesterday and I noticed she had only come here with her handbag and there was no shop for an outfit around here, plus she had not left the hospital, so how did she…
“Robin is a very thoughtful boy, he brought the dress for me." She said like she knows the questions running through my mind.
Thoughtful boy, my butt! I said in my head as I looked away from Miss Jane, I didn’t want her to see the hateful expression I have on my face for her son.
“He was also worried about your father.” I turn to look at Mrs Jane immediately. Was Robin seriously worried about my father or was he here just to annoy me? I wish he didn’t come here and I hope he goes away.
“He also asked your parents to let us take you back to the mansion today.” My eyes dilated, didn’t Robin go to tell them about her and Hinn Carlos, didn’t Robin want her to leave their mansion by all means, what tricks were Robin playing this time?
“I have to stay a bit with my parents, my mother and father need me,” I told Mrs Jane softly as we walked back to the room my father was in.
“Robin told them that your school had announced the winners of the audition and you are one of the many picked.” I was surprised as today was a weekend and Kate had not mentioned that to me. “He told them the practice would commence from Monday and everyone has to be present for it.”
WHY THE F*CK WAS ROBIN TRYING TO MAKE ME LEAVE MY FATHER’S SIDE AT THIS MOMENT! I screamed in my head.
“Your parents accepted that already.” Mrs Jane told me. “I know you want to stay here with your father, but he has your mother and says he would be alright, you heard the doctors report right?” Mrs Jane touched my shoulder. “I will be leaving soon,” She looked down at her wristwatch.
“Robin came with his car, I have a meeting at noon so I will leave first and you would have to come back with Robin, okay.”
My head has a lot of questions in it that I fall to grasp all that Mrs Jane was saying, but I heard her final words, she was leaving and I will have to take a long ride back home with Robin, in his car and there would be silence and coldness in the car all through the journey, or maybe he might drop me off on the road on the way and I have to come home alone.
We got to the door and I stepped in with Mrs Jane, I looked around the room but Robin wasn’t in there. “Ivana.” My mother called out and I looked up at her.
“Yes, mom.” I walked over to where she was and sat next to her, holding her hands, there was colour on her face again and it wasn’t pale as it was last night, my father was fast asleep, he needed to rest I guess.
“I will be on my way now, Rose.” Mrs Jane told my mother and I turned my eyes to her. She was also looking tired, but still had a meeting to attend at work. She was hardworking and nice, and she was a good person.
“Oh.” My mother got up and embraced her friend. “Thank you very much, Jane, I don’t know what I would have done without your help.” She looked at her face with adoration. I wish I knew early that this lady was my mother’s friend. I would have wanted to meet her and get to know her better when I was a kid, but all the same, I know her now.
“It is okay Rose, just take good care of yourself, I will check on you often.” She glanced over to my father who was asleep. “I am glad he made it alive.” She pats my mother’s hand with a smile on her lips. “I hope you don’t be a crybaby anymore and take good care of yourself.
My mother chuckled. “That should be my line, you were a crybaby in the past, I guess you are now strong and I hope you continue this way and be healthy.” I looked at Mrs Jane, anyone who sees her wouldn’t know she had had any reason to cry in the past, but now I heard my mother say that and Mrs Jane didn’t argue about it, that means It was true.
What must have made Mrs Jane cry in the past? Was it Robin? Was it her husband? Now that reminds me, she was divorced, it could be… I shook my head not wanting my imaginations to run wild.
“Go safely, my daughter will be coming with your son, is that right?” Mrs Jane nod and I waved her goodbye, after that my mother walked her to the door and returned inside,
“Mom, I would like to stay with you for a while.” I held my mother’s hand. “I want to stay with you and dad for a while.”
“No Ivana, you hate staying at the hospital and your dad will have to be here for a week before he is discharged, whereas you have school to attend, so you should go back today.”
“Mom, tomorrow is Sunday, I can stay here until then…”
“I know you are worried about your dad, he will be fine.” My mother cuts me off. “You should go back today, it is a long drive to the city and you should have enough rest on Sunday.” She touched my cheek lovingly. “I am so happy when I heard you made it through the audition, you will be a star soon.”
I smile, my mother was so adorable when she says it like this, but she didn’t know there is a lot of amazing student in that school, people I don’t think I can beat in the show, I heard that it was only three people that made it past the main performance last time and was crowned stars, also only one of them is now among the BHDS group and the other two were just news.
“I hope so mom.” I smiled and then turned to my sleeping father. “I will have to wait for him to wake up before I leave, hope that will be okay?”
“Yes, sure.” She responded.
I excused myself and went in search of Kate and Hinn Carlos. I need to know if Kate knew about the audition result, also if she made it through, I figured out that Hinn must make it through since was good at what he does.
Just as I got out of the hospital, I saw Robin waving his mother goodbye, she peeked at him and drove off, before turning around with a smile on his lips, his eyes met mine and my anger overshadowed me, now I remembered I have questions for him.
I took each step closer to him, my lips pressed together, my jaw clenched and my palm balled up in a fist. This devil dares to play his tricks on me yet again.
While I stepped close to him, he tilted his head while giving me a once-over, then he touched his chin and scoffed like an asshole who had evil thoughts in his head.
“Let me guess…” He spoke up before I could say a word. “The reason you are here and glaring at me this way with your hands balled in a fist as if you can hit me when you know you won’t dare is because I told your parents I was taking you back to my mansion when I want you out, isn’t that right?”
I stopped in my tracks when he explained fully well what questions I had in mind to ask him. “Yes and I want an answer, what games are you playing this time?” I shouted.
He walked close to me with a smile on his lips. “I told you, princess,” He raised his hands and touched my cheek as he caressed it, his penetrating eyes fixed on my eyes. “Not to dare tell Hinn Carlos you love him, but you went ahead and did what I told you not to, and the worst of it all is…”
His lips curled up and his eyes darkened. “You want him to stay here with you while you both play romance in a hospital and this town.” He raised my chin forcefully with his hands and looked into my eyes. “I won’t allow that, I want you back to the mansion where I can keep a close eye on you.”
My brows furrowed and my heart skipped a beat, Robin had heard when Hinn Carlos volunteered to stay here with me while my father recovered and now he was saying he would keep an eye on me. What the heck!
Robin leaned close to my ears and whispered the words that only made me stiff and froze my heart. He leaned back but while doing so, his lips brushed against mine and a smile escaped his lips, he left my chin and walked away whistling to himself.
I just couldn’t move, the touch of his lips that were on mine yet again clouded my mind and the words he said in my ears just kept on resounding as silence filled the air where I stood, only the words he had just said arrogantly, yet sweetly, played on in my head.
You belong to me and no one else!“Ivana.” I heard my name as someone touched my shoulder. I looked up at the person like a stiff wood who was only whirled around to be cut off by the owner. “Are you okay?” Hinn shook my shoulders lightly pulling me from my thoughts.“Ivana, are you okay, I just saw Robin walking away with smiles on his lips, is there something exciting? Tell me.” Kate asked with a smile on her lips.They must have seen Robin while coming here. Kate said he was smiling, should I be happy that the devil was trying to tempt me while tricking me at the same time? Or have I succeeded in what Kate had told me before the audition practice?I wanted to tell that to Kate and let her tell me what Robin was thinking or what was wrong with me, but Hinn Carlos was here and I decided to seal my lips.“Ivana.” I heard Hinn’s deep voice call my name again, his hands were still on my shoulder and he was staring at me closely, I was still silent and I know if I didn’t speak up they ma
I sat down in the mansion going through my phone with my headphones on my ear playing nonsense songs in particular, I wanted to stop myself from the anger I felt inside.I had been clear when I told her to dare tell Hinn she loves him, I had told her she belongs to me, but she went ahead saying yes to him.I ran my hand through my hair, now she was his girlfriend. Hinn was my best friend here, but he had made her his girlfriend.I chuckled, Hinn mist knew what love was since I don't, Hinn must know to love a lady because I just don't think I can, love makes one weak, and it makes them go crazy, I didn’t want to be like that, so I wouldn't do it.I shut my eyes, love wasn’t for me, I had to block it, it was a good thing since she was that girl, it was a good thing she has Hinn Carlos who loves her.I heard the sound of a car engine outside the mansion, I knew she must be the one who had returned, and it was Hinn Carlos who had brought her home so I didn't bother to get up and check.A
I walked downstairs to the living room with my bag over my shoulder, I was already dressed for school and was sure my mother was still at home and hadn't left for work.I heard some sound coming from the dining room so I walked over in thought to find Ivana there, but was suddenly disappointed since she wasn’t the one. “Good morning, mom.” I greeted her as I made my way over to her and pecked her cheek.“Morning son, how was your night?” She handed me a coffee she had just made for me and I took a sip while I glanced around the dining room to see if I could catch a glimpse of Ivana."It was good, yours?” I asked, joining her on the dining chair, if we were to have breakfast then Ivana will be down soon, then I could see what he
I got up and walked out of the practice room, heading over to the main hall. I exhaled sharply before opening the door and the moment I stepped in, all eyes were staring at me like I was the celebrity who walked into their daydream.I was handsome, cute eyes, straight legs, nice abs, but not everything a lady would want, I was broken inside and I was aware I am a mess, a mess that couldn’t fall in love with just any girl, a mess that despised that word love because I watched it ruin my mother.“Hi, Robin.” I heard Katherine’s voice and turn to see her smiling at me, she was beautiful, she wore red shorts and a white top, she tied her hair behind her head and her eyes had twinkles in them, she must be happy she made it after the audition, she was very good at what she does, but she seems lost in the head and heart, just like a robot.“Hi.” I cur
I got to the end of the hallway after the big assembly hall, I looked up at the tag on the black glass door, a smile formed on my lips as I knocked on the door.“Yes, please come in.” I heard a female voice call out from inside and I stepped in and was surprised when she turned around. It wasn’t the person I was expecting to see, at least not so young. “How may I help you?” She left the drawer she was rampaging and glanced up at me.“I am…” before I could tell her who I was looking for she grinned and I could see her eyes lit up.“You must be Robin Hiesten.” She pointed at me, getting up from her chair as if I was too popular, I only looked at her quizzically while she made her way over to me. “I know you mus
Seeing that I had lost sight of Hinn Carlos and Ivana, I glared at Clara as if she had been sent to distract me. “Just get lost!” I snapped and turned to leave but she blocked my path with a creased forehead.“Why are you so rude to me?” She asked me almost the same question Ivana always asks.“Because you are a pest and I hate pests.” I glared at her. “Now move.”“I don’t care if you see me as a pest, I only wish you could be friendly to me, a smile and polite words would do,” Clara uttered the words that made me think of Ivana. Was I that bad?I exhaled softly. “I am sorry to burst your bubbles Clara, I don’t make friends with just anyon
I waved Hinn Carlos goodbye after he drove me home, I was glad that I didn’t have to ask Robin to take me home or have him drop me off halfway, also after what happened in my room the other day, I wish never to run into him, but that wouldn’t happen, we attend the same school and lives in the same mansion.I exhaled sharply already aware Robin would be at home, while I was leaving the school with Hinn Carlos I had noticed Robin’s car was not in the parking lot. I mentally calculated how I would sneak into my room without having him see me.Taking a deep breath I turned to go into the mansion, but I halted when I saw him by the door looking straight at my face.Speak of the devil!I looked down at h
I walked out of the bathroom after taking a long shower, I let the water run down my hair to cool off my anger and surprisingly it did. I took the towel off my hair and glanced out of the window to where I had seen Robin, but he was no longer there.I opened the curtains wide, peeking out at every corner but he was gone, I sighed, perhaps he was back in the mansion. Now I can’t wait for Mrs Jane to return, that would be the only time I would love to go downstairs.My stomach grumbled as I made my way to my closet for a comfortable outfit, I had to rub my hand on it and spoke a few words to it to behave itself. Hey, you can’t be hungry right now, we have to wait for Mrs Jane to return first okay?I smiled when my stomach no longer rumbled, but deep down I knew I w
I never thought I would think back to those days again, it was a pain that my dreams remain dreams.It was funny how you only hope for something and hold onto it in your heart but can't catch it.Just like the days ahead, just like waking up, just like the air you breathe and just like the future you expect but gets something else in return.My dream has only been just one, to make it up on stage and get those lights flashing on me while the crowd erupts with cheers, but, those dreams stayed as dreams, just a few days to make it up there, it all got drained like the sand in the sea.Although the pain was lasting, the hurt still felt sore, but I still had something to hold onto, I still got that dream I couldn’t achieve two years back, that hope that I would one day stand on stage still lingered within me and that was what I have decided to leave in my heart."Ivana, you will burn down this house!" I heard my name and turned around just to see Robin turning off the gas. I have been sta
I was not so happy thinking about Ivana who might show up here wearing those miniskirts and shirts that reveal everything.I played the guitar with Hinn Carlos but I didn't stop glancing around for any sight of Ivana.Although I didn’t want to think of it, now I was worried, I shouldn’t have walked away like that, I should have still wait to drive her over here, the thoughts of her getting into a bus and having those boys stare at her in a flirtatious manner was now getting me worked up.It was fun here, crowded with a lot of people who were not only here to listen to our music or watch the show but also to ogle at us, they were flashing me and Hinn Carlos smiles but I was only distracted scanning the place for Ivana.After performing, I stepped out from the crowd. There were a lot of people here and it would be hard to find Ivana in the crowd. This was an outdoor show, it was different from the school show where I could spot her.I glanced at the event list, after my performance with
I knocked on Katherine’s practice room door and turned the doorknob when there was no answer. I can still remember the last time I was here, I had caught her kissing Robin.She has a crush on Robin but it all seems like she has put that aside because of Hinn Carlos.I have no idea who she loves. She has a crush on Robin, but is always with Hinn Carlos and was smiling at Henry when he was introduced by the director. She also has a past with Ryan who she now avoids like flu.I was glad, at least she knew Robin and I were dating since it wasn’t something new.I walked in and met Katherine’s stern gaze. "I said thirty minutes and you are just coming now, do you have a habit of making people wait or you just don't know how to be punctual?"Blah blah blah I said in my head and walked over to her. "I had something to attend to, can we just start?" I told her and she scoffed."We hate each other and I wouldn't let you into my practice room if the director hadn't asked me to do this with you.
I heard a knock on my room door and I groaned covering my ear with my pillow. My alarm had only gone off a few minutes ago and I had only turned it off to go back to sleep but then this knock. I knew who it was, just like the past few weeks, Robin was knocking so early to make me get up for exercise. The main show was in a week and last week ran as fast as it could. I was so stressed out with practice since the director was no longer taking it easy on us. I was exhausted with it coupled with Robin’s consistently waking me up to go with him for a morning run. I take back my words about Robin being caring if ever I have said that in the past, I had told him I needed to practice hard for the show not for him to torture me to lose weight, I can't tell I it was payback for ignoring him and using practice as an excuse. My room door was pushed open and I bit down on my lips, I thought I had locked it when I went to sleep last night. I must have been so tired from doing that. "Wake up
I drove back to the mansion with a gloomy look, I walked inside, it was big and empty, my mother will be home late today, she texted me saying there were businesses she has to attend to.I walked over to the kitchen, taking a bottle of water from the fridge. I drowned it.My thoughts turned back to Ivana walking away and I sighed. "She loves practice more than she loves me." I sighed.I glanced down at my wristwatch, she must still be practising right now, I have no idea when she would be done either and I didn’t check on her before returning home, she didn’t want me to be clingy, perhaps that's a bad sign of dating.I walked back to the living room and turned on the music show. I rarely watch any show, but I have no one to call right now and don't have anything fun to see on my phone and in order not to call Ivana I have to keep it far from me.The show was lovely but I can't stop thinking of Ivana even when I enjoy the music they sang.Honestly, this Anniversary party didn't catch m
Katherine raised her hand and the director turned to her. "Yes, you have something to say, let’s hear it.""Sir, who then is the female lead since we have the male lead already?" She asked and the director smiled as he scanned the room and settled his eyes on me and I blinked rapidly as his lips parted to answer her questions.My heart raced as he looked into my eyes and I pursed my lips, is this what I think it is?"You will find out after the practise since it's already in the newspaper." The director said the words and we all whined, what is the point of keeping us in suspense.Ryan turned to look at me and I saw his gaze from the corner of my eyes. "What?" I asked him, it was offending me that he was always sitting next to me during practice, I wish he could just go somewhere else."I can hear your heart racing." He looked down at my chest and I glared at him. "Don't worry, you are not the female lead." He looked away from me with a smile.He truly has the knack for annoying peopl
The next day there was a crowd gathered around the billboard and I made my way over with Kate who pushed through. The director had told us the names of those who made it to the main show would be on the sign and I had been so nervous all through the night hoping that my name would come up.As we made it over I could see some of the students who had practised with us with tears and disappointment on their faces, my heart raced and I was sure Kate’s heart was racing too.I closed my eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath. I opened them to check if my name was part of the list, the first name I saw was Katherine’s. of course she would make it, she was good at dancing.“Ivana, why don’t I see our name?” Kate said the words and fear struck me as I looked at her with a wide gaze, it seemed like my dreams were shattered right now and I felt tears fill my eyes.“That is because you are looking at the wrong side.” I heard Katherine’s voice next to us and we both turned to her as she pointed b
It was busy at school the next day, they were setting this up at the practice hall, the sub show would commerce in the room and everyone seemed nervous.Just yesterday the director has made it clear his intention for this show and it was the same as what was on the board a few days ago, I was not nervous this show wasn’t for me, the act to be performed was not my part to play so I was going to be on standby.It only has to do with the choreography and picking out who wouldn’t participate in the next show. I was with the instrumentalist but we have only composed the song to be used for the show. We would be doing the live performance on the main show but as for this one, they will use the record.I crossed my arms as I stared at the eager reporters who were on standby and also the directors who were here to grace the show. They were talking to the school president and the director. I looked at the stage, they were done with setting things up and the show would be beginning soon.I coul
“Hi mom, Hi Dad,” I sat down in my room talking to my parents over the phone, it was late at night and tomorrow was going to be the first show before the main show, the day I may get eliminated or the day I will have to stay, I don’t seem so confident and need motivation, this was not only the reason I was calling my parents, I know their voice was going to be my strength.“Hi baby, how are you doing?”“I am good,” I told them, they had the phone on a loudspeaker so they could both hear me so well. “I am sorry I have not called for a while now.“We know you have been so busy with school, from over here we heard of the audition and also the show.” My dad spoke and I was surprised it got to them, but then I recalled there were televisions and radio, we weren’t in the ’90s “I miss you too,” I told them, I was glad to leave that town since it was boring and still the same routine every day, but I miss seeing my parents and holding them close to me. “We miss you more Ivana, I hope all is