"Finish the food. After this we go to the shop earlier."
I returned to eating activities. Every now and then I watched him play the tablet. I thought he was doing office work, but the name Dzrilla suddenly crossed my mind.
Ask, no. Ask, no?
I have the right to know the story of their relationship. But I feel uncomfortable when I mention it. The sad face of the iceman last night showed that he was trying to cut the relationship as best he could, even about the feelings of the two.
"Why?"
I feel weird. If I'm confused, I act like an uneasy person. And the ice man noticed. His level of sensitivity made me have to be extra careful in taking action.
"It is nothing."
"Just say it. I know you are thinking of something."
Checkmate. My expression was exactly like a thief caught in the act. Come on Dela..., he just says 'you're thinking about something' not necessarily he knows what you're thinking.
“I think being the CEO is very troublesome. Somehow someone like you can live it."
Yes. Smart brain and my facial expressions are very reliable.
“Being a CEO is not what I want. But because I was the only child in the family, I followed my parents' every wish. The responsibility of parents is very big, I as their child want to repay the favor and service."
"There are many ways that can be taken to repay parental favors and services. You know, this matchmaking sounds ridiculous."
I said finally. Through his words I can get a little bit of his personality. He is a person who is willing to sacrifice for the happiness of his parents.
“Not really, just like your parents. My father and mother also provide relief for me. They already know that I have a boyfriend. These two months are the time for us to find out if we are compatible or not."
We look at each other intensely.
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Wow. I can't stop thinking about what happened this afternoon. We eat together, talk, and buy books related to health. I really enjoyed it as well as being upset thinking about the words of the ice man. His words sounded wise.
But as a woman I felt like I was being played. I'm thinking of being a guinea pig here. Besides, I also feel relieved that both families can understand each other. My eyes stared at the book which was still neatly wrapped.
Tonight I am determined to read it. Tomorrow's my health course test.
“It sucks. Why must you have a boyfriend? If during these two months I had feelings for you, would you choose me?
"Arggh. Can not. I can't be like this. I won't let you play with my feelings. This must be discussed seriously. I don't want to be in a relationship just to make my parents happy. I'll see if we really fit and are destined to live together."
I lay down for a moment, before Mama came into my room.
"Honey, let's eat."
I reflexively looked at the clock. Because I was busy thinking about this, I forgot about the family meal schedule. I looked strange at Mama who smiled seductively. He must be thinking nonsense.
"How was your walk this afternoon Dela?" Papa asked.
So bad, I don't like it. That's what I said in my heart and mind.
“Not bad. We eat his mother's cooking, talk, and go to the bookstore."
I said while eating the mutton soup.
"Deri is a good person, right?"
This time it was Mama who asked. Wait a minute, the taste of this goat soup is familiar to me. The taste is similar to Mama's cooking but there are other flavors that distinguish it.
Alright, my memory is pretty strong. This must be the iceman's mother's cooking.
"Not know. We've only met twice, so I can't judge it yet. This is your ice human's cooking, isn't it?"
I asked in one breath. As soon as I said that I immediately looked uncomfortable at Papa and Mama. What I found was, especially if not a shocked expression.
“Don't call Deri the ice man anymore. Papa doesn't want to hear those words come out of your mouth."
I looked timidly at Papa.
"Sorry, but..., his attitude made me call him that."
"Dela, you two are arranged. Naturally, if Deri is still stiff at the beginning of the meeting."
"Never mind Pa. Dela quickly finish your food, then learn."
Mama already knows that I have a test tomorrow. And regulations are ingrained in our family.
"Okay."
Do Papa and Mama know that the ice man has a girlfriend, well even though they broke up. This should be taken into consideration whether this matchmaking can be continued or not.
Aish... who is that person named Dzrilla?
I am being curious.
Who and what is the appearance and nature...
~Naira Audzrilla~My eyes wandered away. Memories of two weeks ago took over my mind. I understand the reason he did everything. Right now..., I just miss the moment with him.I know this isn't true, but the memory just comes without being able to prevent it."Deri. Why don't you want to fight for our relationship?"I imagined the things that made us in a relationship. At that time he was still a friend. We met at the library..., I who are of mixed Indonesian and American descent, have special access to be more familiar with him.At that time he easily said that he was tired of using foreign languages, he really missed the language of his birthplace.I smiled at the thought then looked at our picture."Goodbye Deri. Wish you happiness. Maybe it's better if we just be friends."Correct. Tomorrow I will fly to Indonesia to learn to take care of the family business as well as move campuses. I'm going to settle down and spend time
"Er... Hiery, do you think I look like a relationship breaker?"I don't know what I'm thinking. I just want to hear Hiery's opinion."Do you think?""Gosh, I asked you but you asked back."I said, pursing my mouth. If I'm upset my lips can move a few inches.“Brother Deri and Dzrilla match. But their relationship is only in the past. Here you guys are arranged so I don't think you're wrong. We'll see the progress."“He said his family already knew that he already had a girlfriend. Then why do they keep matching us? It will only hurt one of us. And it starts from Dzrilla.""Hey, if it's not yet a match, that's how it is. Take it easy the ribs will not be swapped.""I have no idea. this relationship made me confused and scared. You're the one who told me to mean it. So sooner or later there will be feelings that I don't know what it is.""Then you are meant to live together.""What's living together, I s
"Oh yes. Sorry Ner, I'll think about it later,"I said finally."Dela I really ask your help. I on behalf of Ziyath Press chairman hope you can help us."I laughed half forced. I know Neron doesn't have any intention except for the things he talked about earlier but I have to be careful with him, I mean the people who admire him."Yes Ner, as long as your fans don't make strange news I will definitely help UKM Press."I paused for a moment, it seems I said wrong."I mean, if we can manage the timing I'll participate."I said with a makeshift laugh. It's definitely not my usual self. Why can I turn out like this?"Of course Dela, we will adjust your schedule. Thank you for the help.""You're welcome."And the call was stopped. I grimaced softly. Hopefully there won't be any strange news after this."Oh yes, I can ask Hiery to accompany me. Aish..., why don't you think?"I smiled briefly before continu
"There are still some people who take part in the competition. How about you ask one of them for help?""Ah, right.""They have often participated in UKM Press activities. And now we want to find new sources. Are you really unable to help Namith Zela University Ziyath Press UKM?"Ah..., Neron mentioned the name of UKM Press with campus at the same time. I can't bear to hear it Besides that. I, who was very proud and had a sense of belonging to the campus, was very touched to hear that sentence."Okay l will. I ask for guidance and patience from Ziyath Press Student Activity Unit because this is the first time for me."Hiery looked at me in shock. I also don't understand why I'm acting like this. But when it comes to the name of the campus, I can't tug like that.Since the beginning, this has been a campus activity. I was just too shocked when I heard that there was going to be a video."Thank's Hyerin Delaxa.""You're welcome."
I waited anxiously for Dzrilla. I cursed myself for coming to the restaurant too soon and now I even look uneasy like this. I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly."Calm down Dela, calm down.""Hello Dela.""Jeez."I was shocked to death to hear the voice of the person who had just come."Are you okay?"Dzrilla held my shoulder."Yes, l'm fine."My eyes fixed on seeing someone who was with Dzrilla. His face looks really cool. As if he understood the direction of my gaze, Dzrilla immediately introduced the person."Dela introduced my cousin, his name is Dinar.""Dela."We shake each other."Why did Dzrilla even invite his cousin?"Dzrilla's cousin then ordered food. I waited for 12 minutes accompanied by five glasses of hot chocolate that had been empty since earlier. The plan was that I wanted to order the sixth glass if I didn't remember the large number of glasses."Dela really likes
"Hello. Sorry to bother you late afternoon like this Dela.""Of course it doesn't matter."I put the cellphone away for a moment and grinned slowly then brought it back to my ear. I waited for the ice man to speak but not a single voice was heard. It makes me see if the call is still connected or not."Why did you call you?"I asked finally."There is something I want to discuss with you.""About?"Not the answer I got but a vague deheman. Heard from his voice I thought the ice man was hesitating whether to say something or not. This time I decided to keep waiting."Dzrilla, he came to Indonesia. I don't know how I can tell you but..., I hope you understand that he came to Indonesia not to find me but because he wanted to spend time with his extended family and learn to manage his family's company."I was speechless hearing the words of the ice man. Were they still in touch until he found out why Dzrilla had come here?
~Naira Audzrilla~I'm busy making donuts. My cooking skills are not that great. So far I have only mastered how to make several cakes, one of which is donuts."Beautiful."I smiled broadly at the first cake that I just gave the topping. The first layer is brown and the second is colorful mussels."Sis Drie, don't!"It's too late. My first donut was grabbed by this nosy brother.“Not bad. My Bonnie is getting better at baking."I looked at the 'thief' with annoyance.“Oh my god, cute. Quickly make it again."My cheek was hit by the pinch target. I'm heren. Many people say I look creepy when angry instead of cute. But Drie always pinched my cheek as if I was really cute in his eyes."Yes! Do not bother me Mr. Drian Audrikza.""I still want to eat Bonnie's donuts, please make some more."Drie's puppy eyes instantly enchanted me."Okay. But please stop that stare."I said lazily
"Oh, then where are you?"Just when Dzrilla said that, his eyes caught Hiery and me."It would be better if she found out we were friends of me straight away than he had mixed thoughts if she knew we were friends without knowing my point of view."Hiery nodded in understanding. It's just that there is still a clear dazed expression on his face. I'm not too worried about that, Hiery act like that because the mind is still innocent."Hy."“Hy. Well here is the friend I talked about earlier."Dzrilla stared at Hiery for a long time.“Hiery. You're Hiery Mayry, aren't you Deri's distant cousin?"I felt strange hearing Dzrilla mention the name ice man while Hiery smiled kindly. But I can quickly change facial expressions."It's great if you guys already know each other."Both of them smiled. Hiery also looks very happy."How are you Hiery?""Good. you yourself?""I am also fine."
I saw Mama took a deep breath and then exhaled. I was not comfortable seeing the attitude and expression of the parent. It's just okay, I don't want to make things worse.Bad because Papa will scold the hospital all out. To the first incident maybe Papa has done something that I mentioned.I don't know, actually I don't want to think negative about papa. It's just that according to my observations my Papa can turn into 'someone else' when I'm in danger or trouble.Even so right now maybe Papa is now taking care of several things, for example the office.Right, office affairs.Just positive thinking, Dela. It's your own dad."Okay honey, but now you have to rest first, okay? Mama and Hiery will accompany you here."I nod. Rest that you mean is sleep. Okay, even though I don't really want to do that, I'll still sleep following Mom's advice.If I don't follow his orders, my return will surely be postponed. Whatever Mama says, I sh
"Who?"Dinar's expression turned tense. I don't know what the person is thinking.Like prejudice and guesswork?I don't know, about this, I feel confused about what happened.will not rule out. Lots of things could happen, right?No one knows.My mind was divided."Will you investigate," said the man at last after a long period of thought."I'll help too, Brother," added Drie.Dinar nodded. Not only them, I too will investigate this.Dela..., he is my responsibility, for that I will definitely take care of him.If you keep doing this, it's the same as Dela's trouble even though we are there with her. It's useless there are many people beside him if he's not okay himself.I want him and us both in terms of many qualities and needs. There is nothing missing."Then let's go to the administrator of the hospital."After that we nodded simultaneously then left.Dela, I will definitely stay with you a
Audzrika Dinar"Brother, I did not find kak clari anywhere. I've been looking everywhere."Driean, my brother just said that.I'm worried about my wife's condition. Last night Ara inhabited me completely. The innate influence of being pregnant and her unstable emotions made her act just like that.Ara has just become pregnant with our first child who we reportedly didn't know for too long.Still very new and warm. A good news for the whole house folks.We had to find him-without causing a fuss. I have to stay calm. However, Clari must be found soon.One hour. Wn hour and a half.Calm slowly disappeared. We have searched the entire house and still haven't found Clarissa.I massaged the head in a huff. My wife's cellphone is also offI'm really really worried about her situation. Really, I'm worried if anything happens to Clari. I don't want that to happen to her and our baby branch.Clari, I'm so worried about you, hon
I glanced at Hiery. That innocent person's face was still as usual.Behind that, what did he feel?Is there nothing?Brother Drie, the one who made her mind go crazy. Then at this time that person even introduces another person as a college friend.Moreover that person is Miss Nessa who I myself do not like the person.I really am furious more than anything.I could have guessed and guessed about Hiery's feelings.It's just that I think Hiery looks more self-controlled. Hiery must have been trying for this.For that I must not think about it all kinds of things. That's all I think about right now.Don't disturb Hiery.My gaze turned to Audrikza and Mahendra's family, precisely at Clarissa's sister. The older sister looked so happy that a smile was always etched on her face. Suddenly my head got dizzy.All the characters in this story make my brain dry. Not water, only my nerves are short so many thoughts.Still
I don't really understand what is happening right now. All I know is that I immediately got mad at the ice man. I wanted so badly to strangle the man by the neck so that he would die.Maybe what I think right now is for the person to die afterwards no longer breathing fresh air. Those lips have sinned!A mistake?It's just up to what happens.I really feel angry, that's all I think for now.Whatever, I really don't really understand and can accept.All i know is i'm angryOkay, I'll stop right now. Everything has already happened. My first kiss has been taken away.Whatever!Of all that happened, all that was left was that I was talking with my own mind. See how I control myself properly.Maybe for some things, I can for that. yeah... alright.When that person kisses me, you know ..., i push the person upside down.Just let him, the important thing is I give him a lesson. Just don't care!Feel it!My
In one fell swoop I managed to keep the madman off Maes' body.Luckily i followed where they went otherwise, it is possible that this secretary will do even further."Don't ever do it again," I said to the annoying secretary who instead looked at her confusedly as if asking what I was doing.An annoying trapping expression.This secretary is more suited to be an actress than an office secretary!"Dela?"I also looked at the ice man.What I'm going to do after this is to get angry!It's just that what kind of expression is that?These two people are the same.Pretending to look stupid."Maes. Miss Nessa, your secretary. She accidentally fell over your body. Don't be easily fooled," I said to the person."Dela..., Nessa just fell. It was pure accident."Hold on. You have to endure Dela.No, I really want to go on a rampage right now!Maes, you are blind due to false trust. Even though there is no
Neron holds my wrist."Ra.""I understand Neron. Very much. It's just that now please give me some time.""You don't doubt me, do you?"A question that gets straight to the point. I feel like this is really, really bad more than anything. I was really, really angry about that.very!******I looked into his eyes deep into the deepest part."I have no idea. it's just that I don't think we both believe it," I said to the person.Regardless of what happened between us, I really am really free very badly from anything.I felt like slapping that face for some reason.I intend to continue the journey. Seeing Neron's gaze only made my mood worse. To be more precise, I need some time alone.Then he should be willing to do that for me. Yes, I guess so."Ra.""Please give me some time."All I can do is bow deeply.Somehow it felt like crying stupid, isn't it. earlier I wanted to slap and get angry
"You must know what I mean, miss. Tell me, did you do this?" I said that was not too emotional anymore.Calm down..., even though I'm angry with anger, I still have to be classy. Especially now on campus.Not.I mean the emotions will only make things worse.My hand is calm enough to point to the campus noticeboard in front of which there is a photo of our disgrace.The person doing this is simply insane!"Don't accuse carelessly. Do you have any evidence?"Aaa..., proof. She turned out to be pretty good at evasive too."For now I don't have itbut Miss, after I got it don't ever think you can get away from me."I put on a proud face. Hands crossed to her chest and gaze absentmindedly.You declare war first Miss, so I must blow the warning trumpet."We'll see. Me or you are in the wrong."The crowd grew more and more.I don't really like being the center of attention, so what I do is take out the photos ear
Damn, I feel like an idiot."Then prove it."Enough, I can't anymore.I immediately pulled over the car.Picking up someone, I think it's better to use a car than a motorbike."With what, what am I supposed to do?" I asked quickly.Naira takes a deep breath and exhales slowly.For a long time we met each other's glances."Kiss Me."I am shocked. Really shocked."You're surprised right. Then forget it."I got rejected?Is this how Naira rejects someone.She looked straight ahead again.Just a fraction of a second the person did that, I reflexively pulled his neck and kissed. Just as he said.The difference is my goal is not my cheeks, let alone lips. A kiss on the forehead.***~ Naira Audzrilla ~"Kiss Me."I said that knowing the person I was dealing with was Neron Wardana. I could say that I have a lot of faith in this person.I haven't known Neron that long. But