Jesse Owens became Kelley’s only friend. He bartered a deal with the motel owner and Kelley got a room on the ground floor that had a small kitchen attached to it for a grand a month, payable upfront. The day after the incident Kelley withdrew another ten grand knowing that his cards would be cancelled that Monday.
His dead phone told him everything he needed to know. His father had been serious about cutting him off and out of his life. He truly was on his own now. Jesse helped him to register a new phone and he saw Norah and Hanson’s relationship update on social media, one day after his fall from grace.
Kelley had just enough aggression to play quarterback in football but he wasn’t a fighter by nature. He’d never needed to fight before. Jesse changed all that. He was an ex-marine who specialized in mixed martial arts.
Kelley spent every day with Jesse at his dojo, training and helping out. Jessy never asked him for anything and what he had, he gave freely. Friendship and moral support. In the mornings they’d jog together and then work in the dojo all day where Jesse trained whoever wanted or needed it, sometimes for free.
Kelley grew another inch in that month with the added training that Jesse was giving him, a new training diet and regiment made him fill out even more. With the physical mentoring also came the psychological mentoring and Jesse was a good listener.
“Kelley, stop.” Jesse grabbed the punching bag and he was forced to stop mid-punch.
“Is it time to close?”
“I closed an hour ago. What’s going on?”
Kelley sat down on the mat and wiped his face with a towel. “I’m just working through some things.”
“No soldier fights alone, Kelley. We’re not built to be alone all the time. You’re a good kid, I can see that, but you’re going about this all wrong.”
“I’m not good a kid, Jesse. I left my mom there, all alone.”
“Tell me the story. I’m not an idiot. You’re hurting so much inside and your anger actually just makes you weaker.”
Kelley looked up at Jesse who lowered himself to the floor and sat next to him. “I realized my father is a sick asshole.”
Jesse waited for Kelley to continue but he didn’t. How did he tell this man what his father actually did? He couldn’t get himself to say the words out loud and he hung his head low with shame. His mother had practically begged him to stay away.
“Did you know that I used to work for your father?”
Kelley’s head snapped up. “What?”
“I had just returned from my third tour and I’d failed my psych eval so I was honorably discharged from the marines. I had some issues with PTSD, flinching at every small sound. I started looking for permanent work, trying to integrate myself back into society.”
“I’ve read stories online of how bad it is over there, of men coming back and never being the same again.” Kelley looked at Jesse and his eyes were filled with past horrors.
“Someone has to do it, Kelley. Anyway, I got recruited by this security firm, working mainly as bodyguards. This hotshot guy had a whole team of us doing his bidding, driving girls around, keeping tabs on them, gathering intelligence about his enemies.”
Kelley frowned then. “You make it sound like you worked for some kind of mafia.”
“That’s exactly what I’m saying. I realized too late what they really did behind closed doors. There was one night when I stood outside that door listening to this girl scream and beg for them to stop. Everything inside me told me to bust through that door and get her out.”
“What did you do?” Kelley had shifted to a more comfortable position.
“I barged through the door, pulled my gun out and got that girl out of there.” Jesse looked past him almost like he was reliving that incident, a movie reel playing off in his head.
“I’m guessing you didn’t keep your job.”
Jesse smiled sadly then. “You sign a non-disclosure agreement with your contract. Trust me, I tried. The cops are in so deep with him that they didn’t even listen to what I had to say. They basically raped that poor girl in that room, she was stoned out of her mind, but she still fought back.”
“Why did you help me, Jesse?”
“Sometimes the son turns out to be a bigger monster than the father. You got out, Kelley, you ran and it saved you. Your father never introduced you to that lifestyle because he could see that you weren’t like him. I helped you because you were a kid in need.”
“What happened to the girl you saved?”
“I took her home, nursed her back to health, she was skittish that one.” Jesse smiled as he relived his past again. “She learned to trust me and over time she opened up and confided in me. Two years later we got married and I loved her with everything in me.”
“I’m sorry … you don’t have to talk about it.” Kelley could see the raw emotion in Jesse’s eyes and he knew that this story didn’t have a happy ending.
“She never really recovered, Kelley. It took her seeing one of those men and it triggered everything I’d built up within her. I found her in the bathroom, shot her brains out with my service pistol.”
Kelley was surprised to feel the wetness of tears on his cheeks as Jesse’s voice broke. He had never recovered from that either. “I’m sorry, Jesse.”
“The point is, Kelley, there will always be bad people in this world but this world also needs people like you, strong and willing to not be a part of that evil. You have power even if you think you don’t.”
“He showed me a video that night … a video of my girlfriend in a room full of men. She was enjoying herself, asking for more, crawling on her hands and knees …”
“Layla was the first girl that didn’t go in there willingly. Money makes people do crazy things, Kelley.”
“Did you know my mother?” He didn’t want to ask him if she went into that room willingly.
“I never saw her go in there, Kelley. I can see your mind working overtime with that train of thought. I met her a couple of times. She knew what was happening. She knew about all the girls in those rooms. I don’t know if she partook before I started working there.”
“I don’t think she had a choice, Jesse … she flinched every time he walked into a room.”
“You always have a choice. I chose to ruin any prospects of a good career for Layla and I’d do it again. Even when you feel you have no choice, you do. I’m sorry if you don’t like my answer but that’s the truth, Kelley. She might think she has no choice and that would mean your father has some kind of hold on her.”
“How do I stop him?”
“You can’t … at least not now. Good plans take time to hatch. Charles Alexander is nobody’s fool. He has deep pockets and he lines the pockets of the right people. Taking him down won’t be easy but maybe you can start with that girl you love.”
“She liked it, Jesse.”
“How sure are you about that? Does she know any better? Has she been conditioned to like it? The mind can be your strongest weapon but there’s always two sides of the same coin, kid. The mind can also be fragile, manipulated and used. Can you sleep peacefully every night knowing what you know about her?”
“No, I can’t.”
“I’m sorry this happened to a girl you love.”
“I do love her, Jesse, even if I’m not sure she really loves me back. How lame is that?”
“It’s not lame at all. Love is a powerful tool, it can push you to greatness but it can also break you. Be careful what you do with love.”
“You would’ve been a great father, Jesse. I can count the amount of conversations I had with my dad on one hand.”
Jesse didn’t say anything to that but Kelley could see more sadness in his eyes. After a few seconds of silence Jesse stood up and walked into the back of the dojo. Kelley knew that he had truly been saved the day Jesse Owens found him stumbling on that sidewalk.
Kelley jogged from the dojo back to the motel and showered and changed. He had a plan now, thanks to Jesse. Charles Alexander was the embodiment of pure evil and so was anyone else that associated with him.
Kelley parked his Escalade a block away and kept to the shadows on the sidewalk. He wasn’t really afraid of being seen in upper Yorkdare Bay, but he also didn’t want to announce his presence. He knew this area like he knew his own house.
Kelley climbed up the tree that flanked the outer wall of the grounds that housed the double story mansion. He landed with a soft thud on the shed built right against the wall. His feet found the grass next to the shed and he moved quietly through the trees.
The guesthouse lights were on but it was quiet inside and Kelley knew that he was in there. He could see a shadow moving behind the curtains of the bedroom. The sliding door was partially open and he slipped inside just as Hanson walked down the hall.
“Whoa … geez you nearly gave me a heart attack.” Hanson smiled brightly as he clutched his chest and walked closer to Kelley.
“Hey, Hanson.”
“Where the hell have you been? I’ve been calling but your number’s not in use anymore.”
Kelley leaned slightly against the wall. “I’m sure you’ve heard that I’ve been disowned.”
“Yeah, I did. Why, though, is my question.”
Kelley looked at Hanson, the unsure manner in which his hands clenched by his sides. “Does it matter why?”
“I don’t get why you’re such an asshole, Kelley. I mean I’ve been part of the inner sanctum for a year. Your dad saw you as weak, didn’t want to include you until later and then you go and attack him?”
“You know what they’re doing?”
Hanson chuckled low in his throat. “Don’t become all righteous, you’re no saint, Kelley. Norah told me how you pinned her down on your car, took her roughly from behind.”
“You were all righteous in your own way, Hanson. The feel good people, remember?”
“I had a momentary lapse of guilt that I’d been sticking it to your girl for a year. She loves the inner sanctum though, screams for more every time.”
“You’re sick, Hanson, what you’re doing is wrong.”
“We’re not raping them, Kelley. Shit man, is that what you think of me? They’re all willing, they love the money, the feeling of power they have, they love cock.”
“It’s not right, Hanson.”
“Your father was right about you, right to disown you and kick you to the curb. You’ll never be one of us, you’ll never be good enough to fit in.”
“I don’t want to be one of you.”
“Yeah, Kelley, you weren’t complaining when you screwed Norah. Did you know she came to me during every party after you fell asleep? She always needed more and you couldn’t give it. I wonder now if Marley will be the same.”
Kelley’s fist landed on the square of Hanson’s jaw and he fell backwards against the wall as Kelley kept punching him. “You’re abusing these girls. They’re not here for you to do with as you please!” Hanson slumped against the wall but Kelley didn’t stop and when Hanson finally fell to the floor he straddled his waist and punched him more.
Kelley sat in his Escalade and rubbed the raw knuckles of his hand. Hanson had passed out and Kelley had left him like that, blood on his face and spatters on the wall. He had seen red when he mentioned Marley’s name.Even if she was mean and rude, she was still his sister. He wasn’t driving to the house he grew up in though. He needed to see someone else first, needed to clarify a few things. He didn’t have far to go, just another four blocks from Hanson’s house.The empty garage told him that her parents weren’t at home so Kelley rang the doorbell instead of sneaking in like he’d done with Hanson. Kelley stuck his hands in his jacket and waited as he heard Norah yell at the dog.The door opened and Kelley turned to face her, her gasp audible in the quiet night. “Kelley … what are you doing here?”“Can I come in?”Norah opened the door wider and Kelley stepped inside, the house warm and sterile at the same time. “Are you okay? Your dad told mine what happened. What happened to your f
It had been another ordinary day, as ordinary as could be. Mason James was an only child and he was okay with that. He liked the solitude and the quiet. His mother, Carey James, worked as a nurse at Yorkdare Medical. She was a beautiful woman, even if she looked tired most of the time. She worked shifts and Mason learned long ago how to look after himself.Mason’s father, Jude James, was rarely home and his deployment lasted months at a time. Jude James was a marine in the army and they lived a moderate life, comfortable even. Mason thought his father was the greatest man alive, brave and strong, fighting for what was right.Mason picked up the ringing phone and leaned against the kitchen wall. “Hello.”“Good morning. Is Mrs Carey James available?”“Just a minute.” Mason pressed the phone against his chest and turned towards the hall. “Mom! Phone!”Mason put the receiver down on the counter and headed back upstairs to his room. He still had to get dressed for school. Mason was fourtee
The basement smelled dank and musty, the windows having been painted shut many years earlier. Lee’s form was huddled into the corner, his fingers and toes having lost all feeling. He shifted against the metal bars of the cage and the chain leading to the collar around his neck rattled and echoed around the basement.The metal band around his neck had rubbed the skin raw and his eyes flitted open as his body shivered in the cold. A cough wracked through him, the phlegm tearing up his throat and making him gag. His throat was raw and it hurt to swallow, his tongue swollen from lack of moisture.The smell of urine permeated the air around him and his eyes closed again. He had no semblance of time and he had no idea how long he’d been down in the basement. His shoulders stiffened as he heard the key in the lock.“I brought you some porridge.” Another key scraped against metal and Lee’s eyes focused on the woman in front of him.“Mommy … please …”“I can’t let you out, Lee, you know what h
Mason James stood in the hallway on the first day of senior year and nodded his head at Lee Munroe. Lee had only started playing football the previous year but he was a natural and they slowly became friends. Lee didn’t talk much and Mason didn’t mind.At the lockers Lee nudged him with his shoulder and Mason followed his gaze. “Isn’t that Kelley Alexander?”“What the hell is an Elite doing here?” Lee shrugged at Mason’s question.Mason and Lee started down the hallway and stopped a few feet away from Kelley Alexander. “Are you lost, pretty boy?”There were enough students in the hallway and the sudden hush was almost eerie. Kelley Alexander turned toward them slowly and the first thing Mason noticed was the new scar around Kelley’s left eye. It made him look meaner and somehow it only added a mysterious note and took nothing away from his looks.Kelley turned away from them, pulled his backpack over his shoulder again and started towards their homeroom without answering. Mason looked
Coach Maxwell stood just inside the locker room and looked around. It was two hours before their first match against Smith’s Private School. “Kelley, in my office.”The guys jeered and laughed as Kelley grabbed his shirt and pulled it over his head before exiting the locker room and heading to the Coach’s office. He knocked on the door and opened it, closing it behind him and sitting down in the single visitor chair in front of the desk.“Yes, Coach?”“Why are you at Public, Kelley?”“Coach … it’s a long story and personal. I’d rather not discuss it.”“I’m not just your Coach, Kelley, I’m also a person that has your best interests at heart. I care about every single player on my team.”Kelley had been running drills and practices with the team for two months now and it seemed for the time being that Arlo O’Neill had pulled his head out of his ass. Kelley still didn’t really have friends but on some occasions he sat with Lee during lunch, when Mason wasn’t there.“Coach, if I tell you
Mason skidded around the corner and stopped the Escalade over two spots as he parked in front of the public hospital. Lee parked next to the Escalade just as Mason opened the back door. Blood had smeared over Kelley’s face and Mason pressed two fingers against his pulse.Lee opened the other door and grabbed Kelley’s shoulders and pulled him out of the car slowly. He kept his head in one hand as Mason came around the side and grabbed Kelley’s legs. “My mom’s working tonight.”Lee nodded as they headed towards the electronic doors and walked inside the reception area of the hospital. “Help us!”“Mason? Oh, dear Lord, what happened to this boy?” Carey James grabbed a gurney and quickly placed the stethoscope on Kelley’s chest the moment Mason and Lee put him on the gurney.“Kids from Private attacked him in the parking lot after the game. He took a baseball bat to the head.”“Dr Ingwe!” Carey was now pushing the gurney as two other nurses joined her into a trauma bay and another nurse b
Kelley spent the next week in the hospital before he was discharged and he walked into the lobby of the hospital to find half of the football team waiting for him along with Jesse. Applause rang out and the guys all slapped Kelley on the back. Even Lee gave him half a smile.“There he is!” Jesse grinned and gave him a bear hug.“What are you all doing here?”“You’re officially Public now.” Arlo’s voice was slightly over confident.“It took me getting beaten up to be official. I didn’t know I was your type, O’Neill.” Laughter rang out around them and Arlo grinned broadly.“You’re not that hot, Kelley.”They all walked to the parking lot with Mason carrying Kelley’s bag and Kelley was surprised to see his Escalade in the parking lot. The guys all made their way to various vehicles, some of which didn’t look roadworthy at all, and drove off with well wishes.“Thanks, Mason … for everything.”“You’re welcome, Kelley, I mean it. Now, it’s time to take you home.”Kelley froze in his steps a
Mason and Kelley fell into a brotherly routine. Nobody seemed surprised or fazed by the knowledge that Kelley was now living with Mason and his mother. They took turns with the Escalade and Mason’s Ford F-150 truck to drive to school.After school Kelley would stand on the side lines while the rest of the guys practiced football and he found that he actually liked helping the Coach. He gave advice when he saw mistakes and gave them the rundown on each and every team they’d play that season.Kelley found that he could remember mundane little things about different players and coaches from previous games and his knack to recall game details proved invaluable. It was a week later when Kelley sat at the kitchen table and drew up old game plans of every other Coach’s gameplays.Coach Maxwell sat in silence as he watched Kelley. Lee and Mason spoke in low voices. “That’s everything I remember.”“Kelley, this is amazing.” Kelley grinned at Coach Maxwell.“This run I remember from Heathcliff
It was a week later when Jesse called him. It was a go. Nobody talked about his little meltdown, instead they walked on eggshells around him. Lee and Mason hovered, worked out of his study and at night Milana occupied his mind with sex. It wasn’t a bad deal, except that they all watched him, constantly.Nobody told her that it was Ernesto that he had killed and neither did he. He kept quiet and he waited. He tried to be himself, it was hard, but he tried. It didn’t fool his brothers though. They knew something was up and Connor finally broke the ice.“I can’t really decide who’s the crazier motherfucker, you or Lee.”Kelley looked up from his laptop and Lee huffed out a laugh. “Kelley. Definitely Kelley.”“You stabbed your father over thirty times, how am I crazier than you?”Mason leaned back against the sofa and took turns to look at them. “Did you see that guy’s face? You caved his skull in with your bare hands!”“Soft in the head just took on a whole new meaning for me,” Kelley sa
The front door opened as Kelley walked up the two wide stone steps. “Welcome to Meadow Lake, Kelley.”“Ernesto.”Kelley followed him to his office and they sat down on the two sofas facing each other. Ernesto poured them each a drink, assuming that Kelley would want one. He didn’t really but he took it and emptied the glass.“So what brings you to my little town?” Ernesto looked smug and Kelley fought to keep the sneer from his face.“I want to know where Milana’s mother is,” Kelley said.“I see.”Kelley’s expression remained stoic and he could see Ernesto was thinking about his answer. It wouldn’t be a good answer, Kelley knew that too. Kelley shifted slightly and pulled the pistol from under his jacket.Ernesto’s eyes followed the movement and his left eye twitched as the pistol came to rest on Kelley’s thigh. “Where is she?”“She’s dead. She killed herself four years ago,” Ernesto said calmly.“You didn’t think to share that news with her daughter?”Ernesto shifted and Kelley’s han
Kelley walked into his study with a grin on his face. He’d barely slept the previous night, despite his exhaustion. Once hadn’t been enough and he’d reached for Milana a few times until the sun rose and he’d gotten up for Kyzer.He walked over to the couch area and moved the one he and Milana had been on back to its original place. His tie was on the back of the other couch and it slipped to the floor against the wall just as he reached for it.Kelley moved the couch away from the wall and bent down to retrieve his tie. The wooden part of the skirting lay on the floor and he pushed the couch further away and picked it up. He looked at the piece in his hand, the edges a little jagged, like it had been cut out.He pulled his phone from his pocket and turned the flashlight app on and directed the light into the hole that had been hidden by the skirting piece. He lay flat on his stomach as he moved his phone and something caught his eye.Kelley stuck his fingers inside and it gripped the
The dining room remained quiet for exactly twenty seconds when Kelley walked out before everyone started talking at the same time.“That was intense,” Sylvie breathed.“You!” Marley stood up and pointed her finger at Sylvie. “You couldn’t keep your eyes off him the entire time. Get over it, he’ll never love you. He loves her!” Marley pointed at Milana and sat back down.“Shut up, Marley,” Jesse said softly.“Is that true?” Mason asked. “Are you still in love with Kelley?”“I should go talk to him,” Lee said.“No!” Milana said fiercely. “I’ll go talk to him, if any of you go up there now he’ll probably kill you. He won’t hurt me.”“Says the one that tried to kill him,” Marley muttered.“You created this whole mess, Marley. You should listen to Jesse and shut the fuck up,” Milana hissed and walked out of the dining room.Nobody moved and then Jeannie stood up and glared at all of them. “This is all levels of fucked up but Kelley’s right about one thing. You all want to get angry and gla
The weeks sped by and Kelley became broodier and quieter than ever before. He spent more and more time in his study catching up on work and spreading their business further, moving across continents and into other markets.He went to sleep each night with his back turned towards Milana but they always woke up attached to each other in some way. Today would be a test for all of them. They were planning a family dinner and Kyzer was already three months old.He rubbed his temples, wishing the headache would go away. It was the one constant ever since the coma. He had one every night and probably would for the rest of his life. He had an hour before everyone would knock down his front door.Milana walked out of the bathroom, a towel wrapped around her body as Kelley closed the bedroom door behind him. She didn’t look at him but rather looked past him. His grip on her arm made her waver because he hadn’t hurt her, not once since that night he gave his ultimatum.“Mila …”“I need to get re
Kelley was standing by the crib when Kyzer’s face scrunched up and he picked him up before he had the chance to scream. He changed him and then sat in the rocking chair as he fed him the bottle he’d made. He didn’t feel like he’d missed anything but Kyzer was bigger and heavier and his face had changed a little.The door opened and Kelley looked up just as he pulled the empty bottle from Kyzer’s mouth. He placed the bottle on the table next to the rocking chair and lifted Kyzer to his shoulder. Three burps later and Kyzer was already half asleep.Milana had remained standing in the doorway, leaning against it. Tears were running down her cheeks and she hadn’t bothered to wipe them away. Kelley tucked Kyzer in, sighing softly in his sleep, before he turned to face Milana.He gripped her hand in his as he walked past her and pulled her behind him towards their bedroom. His bedroom, since none of her things had been in the dressing room when he’d changed earlier. He waited until she was
Kelley’s eyelids fluttered and he blinked a few times before the ceiling came into focus. He tried to swallow and felt the nausea rising. Kelley’s hand rose to his face and he felt the tube going down his nose.He started pulling, slowly and swallowed the nausea down. The pipe seemed never ending and when the last bit popped out of his nose, he gagged. The beeping was low in his ears but irritatingly there. Kelley turned to look at it with a frown and then he switched it off.He ripped the patches off his chest and stumbled to the bathroom. His hand was against the wall because his balance was up to shit. Something was trailing on the floor behind him and he felt for the light switch and stepped back as his reflection appeared in the mirror.“What the fuck,” Kelley whispered.He looked down and saw the bag half-filled with urine. ‘Why the hell do I have a catheter?’ he thought to himself as he picked it up and placed the bag on the counter. His head felt fuzzy but he wasn’t in pain at
Five weeks later …Mason looked at his phone for the hundredth time. It wasn’t going to magically ring. He rubbed his hands over his face and walked out of his office at the warehouse. His calm veneer was cracking, his soul was splitting off piece by piece.Their family was breaking and he had no idea how to fix it or even if he wanted to try and fix it. Carey wasn’t talking to him, Marella wasn’t talking to Lee and Connor was like a bear with a sore tooth. Grace had been with Carey for two days now, she’d taken her for the weekend.Marley was the only woman that was talking to them. Steel had drifted to the other side, he’d had no choice. Milana was his detail and he stuck to her side. Connor had lost his shit, broken three chairs and Steel had had to drag him away from Milana.Kelley had survived brain surgery, even though the odds had been stacked heavily against him. There had been swelling, another brain bleed and another surgery, he’d survived that as well, even though his docto
Two weeks passed and they’d fallen into a routine with Kyzer. Kelley did most of the heavy lifting, bringing Kyzer to their bed so Milana could feed him. The doctor’s timeline had been four weeks and Kelley made sure she stuck to it.She looked healthier, her hair shining again although she hadn’t gained any considerable weight yet, though Kyzer had. His pediatrician was happy with everything and Kelley felt like he could breathe easier.He hadn’t heard from Sylvie and he doubted he would and as the days passed he felt more comfortable. Mila looked more and more like herself again and at night she slept in his arms, her head on his chest like they’d always done.Kelley opened his eyes and gripped his erection through his pajama pants. He hated sex dreams, especially now. It was still early, not even six am yet. Milana’s side of the bed was empty and his cock twitched at the thought of her.Kelley closed his eyes again and tried to adjust himself in the loose pants. “Do you need help w