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I want your heart and your love.

Author: Dark Goddess
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-28 18:13:29

ALESSIA'S POV

I felt fulfilled tonight.

Maybe because Cassius told me everything about him without hiding. It meant that he didn't abandon our relationship.

He didn't give up on whatever relationship we shared.

Though he might not be the romantic kind of guy, it's weird to say that I liked just rough and dark.

I am the type who loves princess treatment, but after knowing Cassius for over two months now, I got used to his dark and rough lifestyle.

“ Thank you for not giving up on us.” I said, trailing my fingers against his chiselled chest.

“ I don't give up on what belongs to me.” He said in a hoarse voice, drawing an imaginary circle around my back.

“ But, what do you feel about me?” I suddenly asked after a few seconds of silence.

That question has been eating me up for a while, and I am glad I was able to get it off my mind.

“ I don't get the question.” He cocked a brow.

“ What do you feel about me other than lust and a sense of ownership?” I asked, my eyes seared into his, searchi
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