We wait patiently for this mysterious person to arrive, the same one Keith had mentioned we had a meeting with earlier.
We are sitting at a private booth, in a rather expensive looking restaurant. This is quite the first time we've been really out together as a couple, well to me because to everyone else, I must look like Keith Salvatore's assistant.
Looking at my white sundress with pink ballet flats, I shake my head. Or maybe not.
"They're here." Keith says, I pick up at that.
I notice two females, one , a familiar looking middle aged woman with a much younger pretty one on her side.
" Keith." The older lady says, her curly brown hair bouncing with her steps as she walks over to Keith, with open arms.
"Aunt Jill." Keith greets, giving her a short hug.
He's not a hug type of guy.
"It's been so long." The woman says, leaning back with her hands cradling his face.
"Too damn long." The younger woman says, earning both their attention ,the older lady stepping aside for the younger one to go in for a hug.
"You're quite hard to get ahold of, you know." The younger one says, leaning back
" I've been busy Elena, you know how things are." Keith responds, moving over behind one of the seats, ready to help the ladies into their seats.
"Oh sorry dear - How are you?" Aunt Jill says, coming over to me.
"Um hello Mrs Salvatore. " I say, holding out my hand for a handshake, only for my hand to be pushed aside and I'm then pulled into her arms.
"Oh please, call me aunt Jill. You're family after all." She says, giving me a squeeze before leaning back and making room for Elena to stand in front of me.
Up close, she's so pretty with white blonde hair, light blue eyes and beach tanned skin, tall with a radiance shining through.
" I know we haven't officially met but I'm Elena, Jill's goddaughter. It's nice to finally meet Keith's wife." My eyes widen a bit, briefly glancing over Elena's shoulder at Keith, not knowing what to say.
"She's important to me , so it was only natural for her to know." Keith responds, looking me straight in the eyes.
I swallow the forming lump in my throat. Gosh, how I wish I'd hear him say that about me.
Nodding, I briefly shake Elena's hand and quickly sit down, looking down at my lap, wishing more then anything that I was anywhere but here.
The awkwardness is broken by everyone settling in their seats, and already conversing. All I can do is sit back and let them have their time to catch up.
I drown out their conversation, dwelling into my own thoughts and trying to picture my new life, life without Keith. The life of a divorcee.
"Akiandra." I jolt out of my thoughts and turn to look at Keith, who's frowning at me while everyone else stares at me. My cheeks heat up in embarrassment. "Yes? "
"Order something." He says.
Right when he says this I notice the waiter at our table.
"Oh I'll just have a chicken salad."I say.
"She'll have a sausage beef steak with a salad." Keith jumps in and with a blank look sent to the waiter, knowing not to argue, the waiter scurries off.
I frown at Keith and just when I open my mouth to say something, I feel his hand squeeze my thigh shutting me up. He leans close, his breath fanning the side of my face.
" Not now." He warns.
Gosh his eyes are so pretty, so captivating, I can't look away.
"So when's the divorce?" We both tense up, being frozen in our positions.
How come they know about that?
Keith surely doesn't keep anything hidden. It's quite unnerving.
Keith leans back, removing his hand in the process, taking away the warmth.
" I'm pretty sure we aren't here to discuss my marital issues, now will you tell us why we're here?" Keith says and I want to jump up with a smile, seeing him defend us. Well in my eyes of course.
I notice Elena's cheeks redden while she nods and she look away. From under the table, I take Keith's clenched hand onto my lap, totally surprising both of us. But I'm too grateful to stop.
His eyes stay on me for a brief moment before he looks ahead again, never removing his hand from mine. A giddy feeling takes over and I unclench his hand and start tracing circles on his palm, now feeling calm and content.
"Right, well soon I'll need for you to clear out your schedule. It's family time." Jill says as the waiter returns with our orders.
I watch Keith quirk his brow.
"Thank you." I tell the waiter before he leaves.
" Keith, you can't stay away forever but family is important. I know after Lily - "
"We don't need to go there." He says, voice low, his hand covers mine, tightening a bit.
"It's been two years and I know it isn't easy to - "
" No it isn't, now I have to go." He says, suddenly rising to his feet, throwing money on the table.
" Keith - " both Jill and Elena say as he storms off, leaving us all stunned.
I call upon the waiter, wanting him to wrap everything up for both Keith and I.
" Akiandra." I turn ahead, facing the two ladies.
" I've got something for him." Jill digs into her bag , pulling out an envelope, handing it over to me.
" I know we might not know each other that well and that's probably our fault for not stepping up, and giving him room to block us all out. I know things might be complicated between you two. But I need you to give him this and convince him to come." Jill finishes, her eyes soft with a plea.
My chest twists in pain for her. I nod, offering a small smile before rising to my feet with our packed food." Have a lovely day."
"He's still here. " I mumble, thankful that Keith didn't leave me.
Upon seeing me, Alex opens the door for me, where I slide in right next to a leaned back Keith, his eyes closed.
" Keith- "
"Take us home. " Keith tells Alex, who's just entered, eyes still closed.
Panic starts up at me. Home? - Where is home? I hope-
" Alex please take us to the park." I tell Alex, who peeks at me on the rearview mirror, his brows quirked up.
" What?" Keith perks up, his eyes boring holes to the side of my face.
Taking a breath , I slowly turn to face him, my eyes connecting with his." Alex, please take us to the park, Mr Salvatore is taking the day off, so I'd appreciate it if you informed his secretary." I end off, eyes still on him.
A minute or so of silence passes before I take his cellphone, switching it off, right in front of his face, though his eyes still stay on mine.
" We're here." Alex says, breaking the moment and giving us a reason to look away.
"Let's go." I say, jumping out of the car.
Walking ahead, my heart beats hard in my chest, not believing that I just did that. I don't know what took over me. Turning around and expecting to see him, my smile slips off my face when I don't see him, only Alex, who stands leaned against the driver's door.
Looking at Alex, I see him shake his head and my shoulders sag in disappointment.
What did I think, that he'd take my invitation and come? I know that maybe I overstepped my boundaries but I thought I was doing something good for him.
Guess I was wrong.
Closing my eyes for a second, I turn around, about to continue my way when I hear a car door slam shut. I spin around to face Keith, who's arms lean up against the car.
A relieved smile takes over my face. " So what do you have planned?" He asks.
" Nothing!" I call over, shrugging my shoulders.
He comes around to the other side, whispering something to Alex before coming over to stand in front of me.
" Lets go do nothing." A real smile takes over my face as I nod in agreement, leading the way with his hand, at the small of my back.
It's a weird but nice feeling to be sitting in the park, with my husband.My husband. I smile at that."What's that smile for?" My smile slips off my face at Keith's question." Oh nothing." I quickly say, looking away.I feel him lean close, where his breath fans my neck, giving me goosebumps." Akiandra." He says, close to my ear."Mhm." I refrain from looking at him, heart beating hard against my chest." I don't like you not telling me anything. Now tell me."" It's nothing really, it's totally silly." I turn my head to look at him , only to be frozen in place when I see how close our faces are to each other.There's like a small amount of space between us, dangerously so. " Kea...." He murmurs leaning in.I can't move away, why can't I move away? I mean it's bad enough that he won't be mine for much longer, not
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I've been avoiding him today, I remained locked in my room, I mean room. It's no more mine anymore. I couldn't face him after last night.I might have left him with parting words but a part of me feels bad, it isn't by choice that his heart chose someone else. I love him, I do but I can't force him to see me in a certain way or reciprocate my love, it wouldn't be fair to the both of us, because at the end of the day he'd be kept away from his true love and I'd be left heartbroken.A bigger part of me feels relieved that I voiced out something. I don't like when he shouts or yells at me, it hurts my feelings and makes me feel small. It hurts more when the person you love does something like that to you.I couldn't control my mouth and sure had to release something, it might have been a mistake but right now, I'll stand by what I said."Sweet girl, I was about to come up there and force feed you. Don't sc
" Akiandra. Kea come on, wake up. " I hear someone say from a distance as I'm shaken awake, but I don't want to." Kea, goddammit wake up!" Keith? Since when does he wake me up?" Kea?!" Again I'm shaken awake and this time I hear shuffling." Why's she not waking up?" Is that Maria sobbing, why's she crying?" Kea please." No this is all wrong, Keith wouldn't say please.The shaking continues , totally irritating me." S-stop," I murmur . Wanting the person to stop." Wait, Kea talk to me." Keith says close." S-stop, I want to sleep. " I try push the person away, only to push on air.Soon I hear a chuckle and a sigh." Oh thank God." Maria breathes out of relief, I detect." She's fine -she's okay." Keith says beside me and I feel hands touch my face, moving hair away from my face. Th
We stare at each other. That's what we've been doing as minutes passed by." Akiandra what is this?" He steps into the room, closing the door behind him." Just as you can see, I'm giving you, your life back. "I watch his head drop down, hands on his hips. He bites at his lips and nods his head before looking up at me again." We are still married.""Not for long" I quickly say, cutting him off." Is this about yesterday because I - " He stops short of his words.He can't do it." You don't have to strain yourself or force yourself even, to say it. You can't apologise, it's not you, it's not in you to do so and you know what? - I've made peace with that." I take a breath before turning away from him and taking my bag in hand." I've made peace with a lot of things, handled a lot of things and still I stood. But last night was a different
" Come on, you have to do it sometime today." I say, palm against my cheek." Urgh I can't." He throws his hand up in defeat, slumping against his chair and glaring at the piece of vanilla cake in front of him.I bet he wasn't exaggerating when he said, it makes him uncomfortable and takes him back to that time." You know you'll never conquer your fears if you don't try," I say." It's just staring at me." He shudders." You know what, I've got this." He suddenly perks up, taking the small plate in hand.I sit up straight, hoping that he's about to take at least a bite, only for him to change direction and throw the cake away." What are you doing?" I ask in disbelief." I couldn't do it, it had to go." He says, sighing in relief."O.kay, would you like chocolate cake then?" I pull out the piece of gooey chocolate cake out of the fridge, p
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My lips twitched into a smile as he trailed kisses up along my exposed back, awakening me from my sweet slumber. He ascended up to the back of my neck, where he earned a low moan from me."Good morning my love." He whispers in my ear, nipping at the earlobe."Morning to you too, I should be mad at you right now." " Why's that?" " Well you just woke me up early in the morning and the sun is not even up." I tell him, rolling onto my back, pulling the sheet with me, so it covers my chest.He hovers above me, arms on either side of my head." I love this sight." My brows pull together. "You in my bed, hair sprawled out on the pillow after we made love." He whispers the last part in my ear.My cheeks warm up and I look away, only for him to tilt my head up again, so I'm facing him."Don
The Wedding..Part two.I am the most smiling bride I've ever known, I'm afraid my face will crack seriously.The ceremony was so beautiful and magical, I can't help but gush each time I think of his vows, and him taking charge with the kiss like that, in front of everyone.Gosh, he can be such a show off.Pictures have already been taken and I can't wait for them to come out, we had so much fun with it. Keith was carefree and playful, the guys pictures were of them teasing each other, funny faces and more, and us ladies didn't let down either.The moment was over too soon because the best part was coming, it was time to party.I had changed into my second dress and I have one word for it. It is stunning. It's a long sleeved, all lace white backless gown, I'm a bit nervous about Keith's thoughts on it, I know how he can go all commando, when extra sk
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Few days later.I stood behind Keith's office door, taking a nervous breath before knocking." Come in." I entered inside to find him busy on his laptop. The minute I stepped in, he looked away and focused his attention on me, an instant smile taking over his face." You're still busy." I accuse." No I'm not, I was just checking my emails." He chuckles, rising up on his feet and coming over to where I'm standing." You know I can go alone right, you don't have to come if you're busy." " No way am I wasting the little time together we can get, right now for anything, come on." He says, taking his phone and wallet, before taking my hand and leading me out of his office." I can't believe they're here." I say excitedly." Yeah you wouldn't have slept if I hadn't forced you to." I playfully
I couldn't face him after last night, I would blush so hard, just by glancing his way and he made no secret with his knowing smirk. That's why I'm sitting at the opposite end of the table this morning, doing all I can to not look at him. I trusted him last night and let him have his way with me. Let's just say I had to get a mouthful of air just to not lose consciousness, my rapid beating heart was the only thing, reminding me that I'm still breathing.So last night was last night and today is a new day, I've got quite a busy day ahead, well we both do and we won't get to see much of each other. I'll miss him dearly but preparations need to be done." Kea?" " Hmm?" I look up at him, to find his eyes already on me." You're very quiet this morning." He mentions." Am I?" " Hmm, and you barely touched your food," he gestures to my full plate.