Maddox and I storm to the door. I'm in such a hurry that I almost overlook Cassy standing on the side door, crossing her arms around her chest and raising an eyebrow. I only got the hint she sent me to the last second that my foot hit her leg. Cassy did it on purpose.
I trip upon her leg, making me out of balance. Things happen too fast; when I expect my face to hit the hard tiles on the floor, a hand quickly grabs me on my waist and pulls me up. My breath quickens on the sudden, almost tragedy.
"You, okay?" Maddox asks, his hand still on my waist.
"Yes, good, thank you." I tuck my hair on my ears to clearly see him.
Cassy's eyes are sharply looking at me like she wants to hunt me. My blood boils seeing her face, and as expected, the three idiot friends are present. Cassy dares to look angry after what she did.
"What's wrong with you?" I ask; my voice is soft.
"What? Are you asking me?"
"I saw you blocking my way, Cassy; stop acting innocent." I snap. Students freeze, looking at us. I don't mind them watching us; I'm gonna teach this bitch a lesson.
"It's just you; you are such a lame transferee. Admit it."
I snort. "Lame? It's not me who needs three idiots by my side. I can walk on my own, and I don't need anybody to back me up."
"Huh? Really? How about your night and shining armor?" Cassy teases, glancing at Maddox.
"Enough, Cassy, I told you I don't need anybody to defend me," I retort, my voice hardens in conviction.
"Hey, transferee, lower down your voice. Who do you think you are to talk to me like that. Everyone here respects me."
"Is that so? That's strange; a bully like you don't deserve respect from anybody, especially from me."
Cassandra drew nearer; anger clouds her features.
"Cassy, enough," Maddox chime in. He was listening all the while. Cassy freezes in her track.
"See?" Cassy glanced at me. "Your hero is here to save you. You deserve an award for quickly flirting with Maddox. A whore like you and your mom is such a disaster on this planet. Your kind doesn't belong in our kind," Cassy narrated like she has known my mom her whole life.
My ears heat upon hearing her narrative. Cassy smug, an evil smirk on her face, and even the three idiots behind her. Nobody has the right to insult mom; my mom is a good woman and a good person. How dare this petite girl insult my mom?
"Cassy, back off. Angel, let's go; we need to see Max now."
Oh no, my boy. I give Cassy and the three idiots a stern look before I look away. You wait, your time will come, you will pay for insulting my mom. Maddox takes my hand as we squeeze out of the crowd.
"Sorry about Cassy," Maddox says when we are in his car. "She's a brat. I bet you can tell by the way she has acted since the first day of school."
"I know, but I'm not the kind who takes bullies lightly like she probably expects." I'm gonna teach her and the 3 girls a lesson one of these days. They're lucky I have to attend to my boy, Max; if not because of Max, they'll be embarrassed to death.
Maddox cracks as he shifts on me, his hands on the wheel.
"What's funny?"
"From the moment you introduce yourself in front of the whole class, I know you are different. Even if you are petite..."
"Hey, who's petite?" I ask. "I'm not petite; 5'2 is not petite. Stop that petite calling, okay?"
"You are, and that's okay. It's cute,"
There you go, he said that again. "Don't call me small, ever again," I said, raising a finger to emphasize that I'm warning him.
"I get it; you don't wanna be called petite. Copy."
"Thanks. And Cassy is not tall either, but regardless of her height and body build, I can take care of myself."
"Oh, you can?" Maddox asks, his voice has a hint of doubt.
Here he is again doubting or trying to annoy me. "Yes, I can, without a doubt or a second thought," I said in conviction, assuring my statement.
"Okay, I believe you," he says sarcastically.
"You don't sound convinced, though," I said, shaking my head.
"Seriously, I believe you can take care of yourself," he said again.
"Fine. Now, going back to your kind of people. I'm sorry to say this, but rich kids are insane, except a few like, you know, Luke, Sam, and you."
Maddox ducks his head upon hearing my confession. "You mean, I'm nice to you? Do you really mean that?"
"I do; you are nice. You are my first friend in school."
"Well, you seem like a nice girl as well."
"Sorry, not sorry, I'm not that so nice as you."
Maddox cracks again. "Stop that; you're too cute. It would be best if you got used to hearing people saying you are nice. Don't be too hard on yourself, Angel."
Shit. Maddox is doing an excellent job of making my heartbeat racing.
"Fine. But what you've said proves that you are a good person. Must be lucky to have you as a friend."
"You are indeed lucky. Don't worry; I got your back even if you can take care of yourself."
"Thanks, anyway. Mad, I have a question. Who are those three girls tailing Cassandra? Those four are inseparable."
Maddox sigh. "Right, they're inseparable. Those fours believe they're superior among girls in junior high. I don't even know what made them think that way, although I have a clue. Cassandra is the richest among junior students. Her dad is a business tycoon based in Manila, and so are the other girls."
"I see, but the other junior students are rich, aren't they? Well, except me, of course."
"Yeah, but they have that kind of ranking based on their financial status. Avery, Scarlett, and Chloe are below Cassandra. I don't acknowledge this kind of shit; it has nothing to do with studying. These people love parading what they got in their bank accounts instead of what they can get and give in studying. Angel, there are things you still have to learn on our campus."
"I know; they're kind of strange to me."
"Yeah, we are on the same page, Angel."
"How about Luke, Sam, and you? What are your rankings, if I may ask."
Maddox stays mute for seconds. "Like I've said, not my cup of tea, I opted to be out of it. Sam and Luke have a good position in the ranking. But neither of them is interested in this shit. The school does not even recognize it; only domineering students founded this kind of system a few years back."
"I see."
"Angel, don't fall for this trap; this is a distraction. Just focus on your studies and ignore these arrogant students."
"I know, so good at it. It's the only way I repay my mom for all her hard work for the both of us."
I stay quiet for a while, and I barely notice we're near Dr. M's Veterinary clinic the next time I glance at the window. "We're almost there."
"Yeah, Max is gonna be okay." His dark black orbs say he is sincere as they stare into my eyes.
He knows how to console an anxious dog owner. Sweet.Maddox's Mercedes Benz S-Class Coupe parks in front of Dr. M's Veterinary Clinic. I rush to the Vet's door, unbothered if Maddox is following me, and immediately find someone in charge where I can ask the whereabouts of my buddy. So the Veterinary clinic is enormous, and the best idea to ask for help from their staff. "Hi, my neighbor brought my dog here earlier; his name is Max. Where can I find him?" I ask the woman at the front desk. "Please, have a seat while I retrieve his file," said the woman, and then she proceeds on hovering on the desktop computer. I refuse to take a seat and wait for the result instead. It didn't take her long to find it; Maddox was by my side by the time. "Max is in the Critical confinement are
"Angel, let's drop by at the nearest Jollibee to get lunch. I'm sure you're starving," Mad says when we are in his car."I'm fine; I'm not hungry, Mad. We can head straight to school; we can't be late for our class.""No, we should take our lunch. We still have 20 minutes; it will be enough for a quick bite," Mad insists."Yes, let's do it then." I know he hasn't had his lunch yet. He must be hungry by now, and I'm guilty of not agreeing to his suggestion at first.Mad shows a brief smile as he glances at me. "Max needs you; you should take care of yourself too. My mom always says that we can't take care of other people if we are not well enough.""Thanks.
It's the weekend, and I can't wait to see my best friend Lea after a few weeks that we were both busy. Lea still goes to the school where we attend grades 7-10, a public school. Since third grade, we've been solid, and I am sure nothing can separate us apart."Mom, don't forget I'll be out later with Lea and new friend Maddox. We have to check on Max in the clinic."Mom nods as she coughs, putting on her high heels while getting ready for work on the weekend. She only has Sunday as her day off, making her haggard even more, especially these days. Her cough is quite stubborn some days, it's gone, and the next day it reappears. I'm worried about my mom."Mom, take care of yourself; your cough is back again. You should see a doctor and stop self-diagnosing."
As I am approaching the lobby, I wipe my cheeks, making sure there's no stain of tears on my face anymore. I don't want to appear messy in front of Maddox. For my best friend Lea, it will be fine. She's been my confidant ever since we became friends, so she knows me well; I could be vulnerable when it comes to Max.Maddox and Lea seem to be cool with each other's company. They must have a good conversation as the two face each other; while Maddox is holding Logan's leash. "Hey, guys."They both shift on me, and I don't have to ask them, but it seems they noticed my swollen eyes. "Let's go?" I say as I look away, avoiding any questions from them."Angel, what's wrong?""Yeah, what's wrong?" Lea repeated Maddox's ques
The following week, Max still shows a negative response, and it's taking too much of my thoughts for weeks already. I'm not expecting a much worse morning, but a devil dressed as an angel appeared on my way to our building. Wearing her trademark heavy make-up, raising an eyebrow and her lips pouted like a stubborn child."Hey transferee, I heard you're in such a dilemma with your dog now. Poor furbaby, she has an irresponsible owner; I bet he won't leave long," Cassy says as she's approaching.I don't even know how she gets her information; she must be eyeing me even outside the campus. I snort. "I didn't know you have so much time collecting information about me. Am I that important to you?" I reply in a sarcastic tone, intentionally to annoy her."Shut up, transferee, disg
My eyes caught Mad entering our room and walking closer to Sam and me. "Hi, I saw you and Cassy talking. What did she do now? I wasn't able to catch you since I had to park my car." Mad asks me while Sam is listening."Nothing to worry about, Mad; I can handle her." I give Mad a side smile, my way of convincing him that I'm fine."If you say so.""Goodness, Cassy hasn't changed, such a bully. Don't worry, Angel, we got your back, me, Luke, and Mad." Sam reassures me as she squeezes my hand. Sweet girl."Thank you guys, but I'm perfectly fine. You don't have to think about me; I don't intend to be a burden...""No, you're not; Angel, we're friends.
The following day, I'm having lunch in the canteen with my friends. It's a typical lunch; the place is quiet as everyone settles on their own table. I'm starting to get used to it since I have Maddox, Luke, and Sam."Mad, have you asked Angel?" Samantha says when we start lunch. She looks at me and then at Maddox. I look at her back, squeezing my eyebrows, wondering what Maddox has to ask me."Oh, I haven't. Angel, I'm inviting you to our afternoon basketball practice after class. I can drop you home if it's convenient for you.""Angel, please come; we can watch together; Luke is also one of the players." Sam chime in.
We are excited about the basketball practice as we head to the gym. Samantha and I hand clasps while Maddox and Luke behind us are already wearing their royal blue jersey. I am comfortable joining them as mom had given me permission to do so when I called her. And I already informed the driver not to pick me up since Maddox will surely drop me home."We should sit close to the players, so it's easy for us to assist them when needed." I didn't know we got a role to play here, probably an assistant or water girl.Sam is funny, but I guess it would be expected for her as Luke's girlfriend and me as Maddox's friend. "Yeah, I'm sure there's plenty of seats since this is just a practice.""Guys, we will join our team; you two find your seats there," Luke says, and then he
“Mad?”Maddox pulls me close to him and wraps his arms around me. My hands voluntarily wrap around Maddox’s body. He is warm, unlike the Christmas weather. My heart is pounding in my chest like the beat of a drum as we keep our bodies close to each other even more.We are both speechless until I hear Maddox cry. I feel so bad for causing so much pain to him. I hate and blame myself for every hurt Maddox is bearing. I gently pat Maddox’s back.“I’m sorry. I’m really sorry, Mad.”“It’s okay.” Maddox loosens his arms around me. I glance up at Maddox, trying to make eye contact with him.I can't
It’s December 24, the loneliest Christmas in my life without mom. This is the only yuletide season that I don't like celebrating. I've never felt like having Christmas since mom was in her bad condition.Dad asked me yesterday if I’d want to have an out-of-town vacation with my friends but I declined. I don’t want to leave the city as it seems like leaving mom. I know dad couldn’t ask me to join them for Christmas since his wife would be against it. So, I told him I'm staying in my condo.I'm having instant food for breakfast as I am starving already. If mom was here, she'll surely prepare something nutritious for me, she won't settle for instant breakfast.The doorbell rings while I'm eating my morning oatmeal. I wonder who would want to visit me as
On my first day without mom, I visited our old apartment in the hope of reminiscing about those times with mom in our nest. I fix the things mom left as well as my room for me to stay in. Everything is in chaos.There are spider webs on the ceiling, and dust on the sofa and on the floor. The apartment smells like an old building that hasn't been used for years. I can’t believe how much dirt it accumulated during the short time we’ve been staying in Singapore and at my mom's funeral.I start cleaning the small living room, the kitchen, and the dining area. It took me almost an hour to finish even in just a small area. Next is my room before cleaning my mom’s room. My room is just as messy as the living area. I have to put some of the papers in the trash to make space for my school materials.
Time stops…I don’t even know where Cassy and her minions get the nerve to visit mom’s funeral. The audacity they have is incomparable.“Hey, what do you guys think you’re doing here? Seriously? This is not a show.” Lea asks Cassandra as she gets close to mom’s coffin.Cassandra snorts. “We come here with good intentions. I know this is hard for Angel to lose everything, right? Not just her mom but also Maddox.” Cassy says the latter with a hint of tease. "That's why we're here to ease her pain. I know how it feels to be left alone."“Cassandra…”I can’t be wrong, I know exactly
Lea comes to us in mom’s room. Lucy is on the left side of the bed as she was trying to help mom make it comfortable and probably breathe easily. Mommy is like running out of breath which is worse than usual.“Mommy…” I hop on the right side of the bed.Mom only moves her teary eyes. She looks at me, her lips parting like she wants to speak up but is unable to because of the shortness of breath.“Mom it's okay, I’m here. You don’t have to say anything, mommy.”“Angel, is Aunt Athena normally like this when she wakes up?” Lea asks, her voice trembling in fear.“No Lea, this is the worst one but mom will be
It’s another day in Singapore and our last day to be exact. With a heavy heart, I pack mom’s stuff to prepare for our flight.“Mom, are you sure about this?”“Angel, this is the best decision I know. Let’s not argue about this anymore. We will have more time together in the Philippines.”Dad didn’t disagree with mom last night. I don't know why. Dad probably only wants to give whatever mom wishes. He immediately booked tickets for all of us. Although it is hard for him as well. I saw it in his eyes last night, he was sad.I knock on dad’s door to check on him. He let me in. Dad's luggage is open while his clothes scattering on his bed. "Dad, let me help you," I volunteer as I
“What is happening here? Ms. Lucy? Candace?”They both look back at me while helping mom on the bed. I see mom is having difficulty breathing.“Mommy, I’m here.” I walk over to mom’s bed and sit on the edge of it.“I already gave her the medicine Angel. Athena will be fine in a few minutes.” Candace says.“Thank you guys, but you should have told me earlier.”Mom holds my arm. “Angel…” Mom says between breathing heavily. “I told them not to…” She pauses for another heavy breath. 'I’ll be fine, don’t worry.” It’s hard for mom to utter a sentence.
Around 11 in the morning when mom wakes up. Mom’s eyes look tired, the dark circles have been getting bigger and bigger for the past few days.“Angel?” Mom smiles lazily as she looks at me.I smile back at her as I walk over to the bed. “Mommy, I’ll help you sit on the bed.”Mom is so light that I think I could carry her like a baby. She loses too much weight while battling cancer. I sit mom in the bed and put a pillow at her back to make it comfortable.“Mom, what do you wanna have for breakfast? I’ll cook it for you.”“Angel, what’s wrong?”
It’s 9 in the morning and I’m here in the bathroom, looking at myself in the mirror. The dark circles in my eyes are getting bigger. I wash my face with water hoping it will help me awake as I only slept for at least 3 hours.It was hard to watch mom in pain last night. I was helpless thinking and knowing there was nothing I could do to ease her pain. Angelo and I were with mom until she was able to sleep.Mom is still sleeping when I walk out of the bathroom so I head to the kitchen to drink some water and check on Candace, Lucy and Angelo.“Good morning, guys. Were you able to sleep?” Candace and Lucy turn back as I grab a glass to pour some water.“Good morning, Angel.” They greet me in unis