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2024-10-29 19:42:56I immediately get to mom's bed and wake her up as the tension between Angelo and me grows. The only thing that keeps me from venting my anger at him is having mom in one room.
I gently rock mom's shoulder to wake her up. "Mom, he's here; wake up."
Mom must be in deep sleep as she hasn't come back to her senses the third time I shake her arm.
"Angel, you can let your mom rest for a while. I can wait." Angelo says to me while I am desperately trying to wake mom up.
I can't. I refuse to voice it out. I snort at the thought of it. It looks like mom is seriously sleeping like a baby, so I had no choice but to sit opposite Angelo's couch. I throw him a swift glance when his eyes are on mo
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