A kiss?!
Such an outrageous comment!Halle grabbed the glass of orange juice in front of her and chugged like her life depended on it, maybe it did in a way.His smile broadened and his chuckle slowly morphed into a hearty laughter. The sound was like bells from her grandfather’s church in her ears. It was melodic and as much as she didn’t want him to stop, she couldn’t help the annoyance slowly turning into anger.No, she wasn’t angry at him but at herself for imagining a well-detailed occurrence of those full pink lips pressing over hers, their softness rubbing against her skin and that pink tongue that made an appearance every now and then, she pictured how it would feel when it slipped past her lips and tangled with her tongue.Fuck!Now she was quiet, looking at him like he was a steaming hot meal on a cold winter night.His laughter slowly died down when his eyes met hers, could he see the emotions in them?That would be embarrassing if he could see through her thoughts.Halle brought her fingers to her head and massaged her temples.She had spent her entire life staying away from men, being cautioned by her mother so many times not to get too close to the opposite sex and sometimes even punished for the littlest mistakes she made with them, being this close to this man felt like a taboo, something that was wrong.She felt her mother would burst out from the corner and condemn her for her thoughts even though the woman was at least two continents away.She had to stop thinking dirty. Just because she had the freedom didn’t mean she should be attracted to every Tom, Dick, and Hottie that lands on her doorstep.“How’s your breakfast?” He changed the topic, his expression shielded again, almost like he never uttered those words in the first place.“When are you going to leave?”“You haven’t even thanked me for making you breakfast,” He pouted with mock offense. Halle caught herself staring at his lips again, that faint pout looked like an invitation.Focus!She grabbed the glass of orange juice and emptied its contents, then shoved the rest of her food into her mouth and swallowed with much difficulty.“Thank you for the food,” She said hurriedly, “When are you leaving?”He chuckled and took both their plates to the sink, the action momentarily catching her off guard.“I will be out of your hair as soon as I’m sure you’ll keep your mouth shut,”“ I will!” Halle replied immediately.He shook his head and turned on the tap.He was doing the dishes.He was doing the freaking dishes!Halle quickly made her way to the sink, her hand brushed against his as she tried to take the sponge from his hand yet, her whole body stiffened from the contact.“I’ll do it,” Halle said in a breathless rush, her heart was beating so fast she felt like it would explode from her chest.He turned his head to look at her, he still had on that serious expression as his eyes threatened to drown her in their brown depths.“You can dry the dishes, I’ve already started,” He replied, his voice low, his eyes never leaving hers, he wasn’t going to back down, Halle realized.Everything in her went against watching a man do the dishes. She had to endure watching him cook.The ghosts of her past were haunting her again, she kept feeling like her mother would just jump out of any corner and whack the living daylights out of her for letting a man do work in the kitchen when both her hands were working just fine.Halle begrudgingly took the drying rag from the plates’ rack and began drying the dishes he’d cleaned up.The dishes weren’t much and weirdly enough, they both stood in comfortable silence as they worked. Halle’s eyes occasionally drifted to his face whenever his hand brushed against hers. He didn’t say a word though and neither did she.Once they were done, he turned to her and smiled.“I’ll be out of your hair before your boyfriend comes and starts to think we’re doing something else,”I don’t have a boyfriend.Halle wanted to reply but instead found herself pursing her lips and nodding. She just wanted him out, she hated how hesitant she was to voice it out though.“First, I’ll take a shower,” He stated, “Then you’ll check your stitches, then I’ll leave,”“I don’t have any clothes you can change into,” Another lie but she wanted him out as soon as possible.Right?“I’ll wear what I wore last night,” He grinned, looking like he’d just won a battle.One day, Halle thought, she would that grin off his face for good!“But you—”“I won’t hurt you, Halle, you have my word,”He knew her name from her student ID but hearing her name on his lips stirred things in her that she didn’t think existed.“I just need to clean all of last night’s grime off me…” He looked down at his feet, the sincerity in his voice clawed at her heart, she didn’t want to believe him, she didn’t want to feel anything other than hate and disgust towards the man but yet here she was asking herself what was his reason for killing the other man last night.And if he deserved it.“Then I’ll leave your life and you won’t ever have to see me again,” When he lifted his head, his jaw was hardened and his gaze steely. He wasn’t lying and Halle wished she dared to ask him the questions that ran through her mind at that moment but instead…“I have spare toothbrushes in the medicine cabinet next to the mirror,” She heard herself say.His shit-eating grin returned, “Thanks Flower,” He said with a nod and then walked out of the kitchen and made his way to the bathroom, the phone still in his pocket and the butt of his gun showing from his waistband.As Halle watched his retreating back, she couldn’t help but feel that intimidating aura around him dissipate and turn into one of loneliness.A man with a past.A mysterious man.Get it together Halle! You don’t even know his fucking name?Halle ran her palms down her face and let out a frustrated growl.“What are you doing...Fuck!”She rambled warnings to herself as she made her way to her wardrobe, putting on underwear and a bra.Then she went into her suitcase and brought out some of her father’s old clothes she had brought with her. She sometimes wore them and lay on the bed just reminiscing the happy parts of her childhood before everything went to shit.Now they had lost their scent but she was sure they were big enough to fit the man in the bathroom.Was she ready to let her father’s clothes go?Halle fought back tears as she placed the black t-shirt and grey pants she had brought with her on the bed.Then she closed her and slowly made her way to the front door.He would come outside, put on the clothes, and leave...She will be in class by then She has so many classes and shifts to cover today, she could not afford a day off.She won’t report him to the police, Halle decided.Although it played on her conscience. She would let him leave and push this occurrence to the back of her mind and continue with her life. Halle held the door handle and pushed it down.It didn’t open.She pushed down again, this time harder than the last. The door didn’t budge, it was locked from the inside.Where were her keys?She had brought them inside with her even with the pressure she was under. The door had to be open unless...Halle’s heart rate kicked up again as she began to wonder just how many things the man had done while she was unconscious. He had even brought her to the bed.The bathroom door opened and he walked out leisurely, a white towel around his waist and his folded pants in his hands, Halle’s phone and his gun placed on top of it.He looked up at her and then at the door, he smirked and shook his head.“And here I was thinking we had made a connection,” He tutted, sounding like a disappointed father ready to disown his kid.Then he turned from her, she wasn’t going to be a problem to him because the door was locked.“Where are my keys?”“In my jacket pocket,” He said and pointed at the bloody jacket that had been on the bedside table the entire time.Are you fucking kidding me?!Halle glared at the man as he made his way to the bed, he looked down and smiled when he saw the clothes she had set down for him.An action Halle was now regretting.“I was right,” He looked back up with a smile, “We did make a connection,”That smile made her heart almost stutter to a stop, two dimples appeared at the sides of his cheeks and white teeth were on full display.If he wasn’t handsome, maybe she would’ve felt disgusted as she ought to but damn it! It was hard to hate a man with this sort of smile.“How long do you intend to keep me locked up?” Halle asked angrily, her finger pointing out.“I’ve already told you Flower, I don’t like repeating myself,” He dismissed and then dropped the towel.Halle’s eyes widened with shock and she gasped.She turned around immediately, the image of his tattoo-covered ass ingrained in her memories for what she feared would be the rest of her life.“What the fuck!” She exclaimed, her annoyance increasing as she heard his humorous laughter.“You know for a woman who seems so innocent, you sure do cuss a lot,” He said.“Are you mentally okay?” Halle rolled her eyes, she still had her back turned to the crazy man.“My therapist has asked me that so many times,” He laughed, “We end up naked in her office after that,”Oh. My. God.He was insane.Halle heard the shuffling of clothes and then a zip.“I’m done flower, you can turn around now,”Why did he keep calling her that?“For some reason, I can’t trust you,” Halle retorted and bit her bottom lip.She still turned around though, and sure enough, he had put on the clothes she left for him.The shirt hugged him like a second skin, something that she had half expected to be loose, the pants were a good fit though.Halle remembered her father had long legs, he was almost seven feet tall, just like the man in front of her.“Your boyfriend has nice tastes in clothes,” He sounded a bit annoyed by it but his eyes gave nothing away.“They belonged to my father,” Halle said in a low voice, her eyes soaking in his appearance.The clothes were a perfect fit. Like they were made for him unlike when she wore them and looked like they were borrowed.They finally found their owner.She felt a pang in her chest. Was it relief?“Oh,” He simply replied, “Thank you,” he nodded in appreciation.“You’ll have to take the shirt off, I have to make sure your stitches are still intact,” Halle quickly explained before he read a different meaning to her words.He nodded and took the shirt off immediately. He sat down in the same position he was on last night.Ignore the body! She chanted in her head as she brought out her first aid kit and then soaked the wool in spirit.While she cleaned the wound, a shrill sound came from their side, disrupting the heavy silence that sunk both of them.It was her ringing tone.He turned to look at her with narrowed eyes then he reached for the phone and brought it closer.Halle looked down at the screen.Her friend Greta was calling, she’s probably noticed her absence in class.“Try anything stupid...” He set the phone between them and then carried his gun and turned off the safety, “Say anything stupid and the next bullet goes in your head,”The warmth around him and the smile he had was suddenly gone, replaced with a dangerous man with dark eyes.He answered the call and put it on speaker.“Hello?” Came Greta’s worried voice, “Halle?”“Are you there? Hello?”“Uh…yes, yes I’m here Greta,” Halle said quickly, she had been so shocked by the gun being aimed at her head that she’d forgotten to speak and breathe.She could hear Greta’s breathing through the phone, waiting for a reply, something else but Halle wasn’t sure what.“Well?”Halle looked up at the man, their eyes met at the same time, their faces holding the same expression of confusion but he didn’t bring his hand down, rather he moved it closer until Halle could feel the nuzzle press against the center of her head.‘Speed it up’ he mouthed.“Well, what?” Halle replied, trying to steady hard to steady her voice just so Greta wouldn’t notice anything off. She was a perceptive bitch with trust issues. Greta was suspicious about everything and everyone, one of the reasons why Halle loved the woman honestly. She was one of the first friends Halle had made when she came to a new country, she couldn’t help but have a soft spot for her.“Tell me, did you see t
He brought out the keys from his jacket and handed it to her. As she slowly reached out to take it from him, he held her hand and pulled her close. Her chest pressed against his, Halle looked up at him...His face moved closer to hers as well, his warm breath fanning against her eyelashes and caressing the sensitive skin of her lips. Yet his eyes told a different story, they were dark with emotions she couldn’t identify, serious, and sent chills down her spine. It awed her how quickly the man’s expressions he gave away could change and it made her wonder just how many years he had spent honing this impressive skill. “The people that are after me are much worse than the police, Flower, they will do horrible and unimaginable things to me once they find out my location,” He whispered, “Think about this when you open the door and when you speak to those officers,” Why was he telling her this now? People are after him? Halle bit her lips and reluctantly took the keys from him, her clamm
How is it possible that in one day, one man could change the way Halle saw everything?Over six hours had passed since the Officers had left, Halle hadn’t said a word to the man who sat on her bed.His eyes were on her, following her every move as she began to clean every inch of her apartment, looking for a way to distract herself from the lies she’d told and what she had just pulled herself deeper into.This has become much more than a hostage situation and because of her ‘soft heart' that her mother often said would get her killed one day, now she was in a situation that would definitely get her killed.Halle felt bile rise in her throat. She never lied to anyone! Sure she told half-truths or sometimes switched up stories but only when it was necessary but yet this man had made her lie so many times in a span of just a few hours since coming into her life.Is this was they call a toxic relationship?Halle bit her bottom lip to keep herself from groaning out loud, unfortunatel
His lips came back down on hers, his tongue delving into her mouth and tangling itself with her tongue.It was like a battle, they pushed and pulled, bit and nibbled until Halle was flushed and out of breath, he pulled away slowly, breathing just as hard as she did.“Halle…”Halle wished she had something to call him, his name. She wished she could moan out his name and make it sound as sinful as he made hers sound.Her eyes slowly cracked open, brown eyes were just a few inches above her, boring deep into her with a burning gaze that made her lower belly burn with a need that she still didn’t understand.His hand moved down to her thighs, slowly went up her dress, and caressed her bare skin. His hot fingers touching her in ways no one else has.Halle moaned from the burst of pleasure she felt from his touch, her hand grabbing fistfuls of his hair and bringing him closer.She wanted those probing fingers of his higher, but he never moved them from the top of her thighs, he kept
Halle awoke with a start. She gasped for air as she felt her back drenched in cold sweat and her hair matted to her forehead. Her heart pounded like she’d just run a marathon and her sleepiness had completely left her. “Halle?” She heard a worried voice from her side, a warm hand holding her shoulders and trying to shake her out of her unexplained state. “Flower…” He called out again. His baritone voice was enough to bring her back to her senses. “What’s wrong?” His hands moved up to her face, bringing her face closer, cupping her chin, and brushing tendrils of her curls away from her face. He was here, with her on her student bed that could barely contain two people. In his brown eyes were embers of worry, he didn’t let go, not even when she had forced a reassuring smile and tried to pull away from his grasp. “Nightmare?” He inquired, his eyes didn’t leave hers. It only then occurred to Halle that his eyes were bright, with no sign of sleep in them. Sunlight was seeping past t
THREE YEARS LATER... “I’m done for the night,” Halle announced, her eyes heavy with sleep and her shoulders slumped with exhaustion. She had succeeded in pulling off five all-nighters without passing from exhaustion or ripping out someone’s head from the annoyance of this cursed week.It was their boss’s birthday five days ago and he had chosen to make it a one-week celebration, Halle at first had considered her final exams and how much time she would need to read and prepare for them. That was until her boss, Gregory, told her the perks of working overtime.After considering the amount of money she would make from those five nights alone she accepted without hesitation but feeling the tremendous pain in her shoulders and thighs she was now beginning to regret her decision.“you’ve worked harder than you have in a long time, I feel like giving you a raise,” Gregory said humorously, his eyes holding their usual glint of lust as he spoke making Halle roll her eyes in exasperation.“Just
Halle’s apartment was only two years old, she was one of the first tenants to move in, the building called to her like a siren when she had gone house hunting, the apartment was bigger than the last one she left, it had more than enough space to contain everything she owned and even more. It had a living room and a bedroom separate, a big kitchen that could survive her working on her cooking skills, and despite it being way above her budget, she paid for it as a treat for herself…Greta began to visit more often after that, well that was until Simon came into their lives.Halle hated to admit it but the fact that her friend and boyfriend didn’t like each other gnawed at her, she’s tried so hard to finally make things work for herself and in turn also help them in as many ways as she could, couldn’t they both at least just be happy for her? Even though they had to pretend.Greta was well on her way to becoming a famous reporter, she uses that as an excuse now to stay away whenever she le
EMAIL SENT!Halle stared at the screen of her laptop for the longest time, she had just sold her soul… maybe she was overreacting…it wasn’t that bad.It was good money and if they gave her the job, shed be set for life, maybe one day after her graduation she would be able to go home, to her mother and show her that she could actually make something of herself, something great.By carrying another person’s child, came the nagging voice at the back of her mind.Halle had just sent out her application to the email address Simon had given her, filling up every information they had asked for and never hesitating as she pressed that button. Her teeth dug into her bottom lip as she began to question every single thing she’s been taught as a child.“Surrogacy is an honorable job,” Greta sighed, “I don’t understand why you look like you just signed a deal with the devil himself,”Maybe because she felt like she just did?Greta was here the second Halle sent her a text about the job offer and ev
“Do I really need to be blindfolded for this?” Halle asked with a warm chuckle. Xavier just grinned mysteriously in response, guiding her by the shoulders through what sounded like a set of heavy doors given the echo. “Patience, Flower. I promise, it’s worth the surprise,” he assured her, amusement and excitement dancing in his tone. Halle smiled and cooperated as he led her slowly ahead a few more steps. Her heart swelled, trusting Xavier so completely even when she couldn’t see. After everything they had endured, Halle knew without doubt he would never lead her anywhere dangerous again. “Just a little further,” Xavier coached. “Watch your step.” His sturdy hands on her waist aided Halle in navigating what felt like a small staircase. A few more shuffling paces forward and they finally halted. Halle quivered in anticipation. “Can I look now?” “One moment…” She heard the smile in Xavier’s voice just before he moved behind her and untied the blindfold at last. “Now you can open your
When Halle awoke late one night from another vivid episode of panic, Xavier recognized a shift had finally occurred. He gathered her quaking frame close while she wept, exhausted and heart sore. “Shh I have you, just breathe,” he soothed until the tension slowly left her muscles. Halle clung to him like an anchor amidst stormy waters even once fully awake. “I’m scared, Xavier,” she admitted in a small voice once sufficiently calmed. “Scared she’ll find us again.” Xavier steeled himself before answering gently. “Then it’s time I put real end to this. For your peace of mind, and our son’s future.” Halle’s arms tightened around him briefly at the implication. But she simply nodded bravely when she pulled back. “Just promise me you’ll come back safely. I can’t lose you.” Her palm cupped his bearded cheek with profound tenderness. Turning his head, Xavier pressed a kiss into her open palm. “I will always come back to you Halle,” he avowed passionately. His piercing gaze bore into hers,
Xavier paused in the open doorway, gazing at the scene before him – Halle curled protectively around their three week old son as he nursed, her expression tired but content, Damien was at the edge of the bed, curiously watching and asking questions, his wide eyes innocent and childlike, just like it ought to be. Xavier’s heart swelled at the simple domestic sight, still scarcely able to believe he had nearly lost them forever.Halle had begged for Damien to be close, so the second they left Halle’s birth country in Africa, he had Monty bring the young boy out from hiding and back with them, where he belonged. After Halle had been safely recovered and gave birth, Xavier wasted no time whisking her away to a secluded estate where they could focus solely on healing without fear of Martha’s lingering reach. And healing was no small feat after the trauma Halle had endured. Though her physical wounds were minimal, the psychological toll left lasting scars.She was plagued regularly by v
Halle drifted slowly up towards consciousness, clinging to the last visages of a dream where she was enveloped in tender warmth and comforting strength. Even semi-conscious, she instinctively recognized the sensations cocooning her now were real, not imagined. But after endless days and nights of torment, believing rescue could only manifest as a fantasy, Halle desperately avoided opening her eyes fully. What if this beautiful illusion shattered the instant she woke up? The possibility made her heart seize with renewed panic.No - the arms cradling her were solid, the scent of juniper and fresh rain surrounding her unmistakably Xavier’s. This precious peace was real, it had to be. Halle focused on steadying her breaths, mentally grasping for fragments of memory through the haze still clouding her thoughts. Flashes filtered back now – the frantic escape attempt, searing contractions hitting, Xavier appearing through her delirium of pain like a saving vision…the sweet sound of her chi
A FEW HOURS EARLIER… The scorching sun beat down as Xavier surveyed the sprawling, dusty streets from the backseat of the nondescript sedan. It had taken tremendous resources and calling in more favors than he could count to get boots on the ground in this remote country so quickly. But nothing could deter him from his mission – finding Martha and making her pay for taking Halle.Taking the woman he loved and then sending him papers to sign while at it. Xavier gritted his testy as he thought about the phone call he had gotten from his aunt, she’d sent papers to his mail…asking him to sign over everything to her, that was her endgame. If she couldn’t get it from Damien as she’d originally intended, she’d get it directly from the man himself. Xavier had agreed to her deal but…he wasn’t really going to sign those paper. Stone was his legacy and he’ll be damned if he let’s and overly ambitious bitch take over and ruin everything he’s built. His mind wandered inevitably to images of h
Too spent to argue, Halle permitted him to gently help her ease down onto the padded nest now warming her chilled legs. Though hardly ideal accommodations, at least she was off the frigid concrete floor. Monty seemed satisfied with his efforts.“I must inform the Don that you have been found before he burns the brothel down,” he announced. Before Halle could wrap her mind around the significance of his deliberate phrasing, Monty had disappeared back down the cellar corridor with a final instruction tossed over his shoulder – “Try to focus your energies, I will be back as fast as I can.”Xavier…was here, for her. Halle couldn’t hold back her relieve tears but of course that feeling was short lived. Then Halle was alone again with her body’s urgent demands. She closed her eyes, trying futilely to center her wild thoughts through the intensifying contractions. But it was impossible to find any inner calm or fortitude. Not with her heart pounding anew wondering how much longer until
Halle’s heart hammered violently in her chest as the first contraction seized her swollen belly. There was no denying it now – the terror and physical exertion of her escape attempt had triggered full blown labor. Her child was coming, ready or not, even as Martha’s henchmen battered viciously to break in.“Shit!” Halle cursed under her breath as she held her belly, the pain hitting her unexpectedly and making her whole body sway and her legs shake. Leaning heavily on the dusty desk, Halle fought to stay upright and quiet through the painful tightening. But despite clenching her jaw, a low moan still escaped through her gritted teeth. The dampness soaking her dress kept spreading. “Why are you so impatient…” Halle cursed through gritted teeth, trying her best to stay up right so as to prevent any complications. From down the cellar corridor came another resounding crack – the stubborn old door’s hinges were splintering rapidly under the men’s force. In mere minutes they would be
Halle awoke with a gasp, her heart already racing. Today was the day – the day she would finally attempt her escape from this nightmare. She lay still for a moment, focusing on slowing her breathing and gathering her courage. The gloom shrouded the cramped room, but Halle’s eyes discerned the packed bag hidden beneath her cot containing the supplies she had managed to secretly squirrel away over the past week. The last week had been utter torment, forcing herself to endure her mother’s assaults and the groping hands of repulsive men trying to lay claim to her while pretending total resignation. More than once she had nearly faltered, the will to fight slowly being crushed out of her. But she would gently caress the swell of her belly. She could not – would not – let this place and its monsters claim another child if there was any hope of escape.Moving slowly to avoid any sounds of creaking, Halle eased herself up to sit on the edge of the mattress. Her heavy, cumbersome belly m
The days dragged by in agonizing torture as Halle remained trapped in her personal hell. Time ceased to hold meaning within the dingy confines of the small room that had been hers as a teenager under her mother’s cruel control. The peeling walls oozed with memories of past suffering, the very air thick with hopelessness.And now, heavy with her unborn child, Halle felt more trapped than ever. Her mother’s daily visits always ended with fresh bruises blossoming on her skin, dark reminders of her powerlessness. When not enduring her mother’s rage, Halle spent the empty hours curled miserably on the cot, arms wrapped around her belly as if to shield the precious life within from the darkness pressing in around them.On the fifth night, Halle lay tense and sleepless, every creak of the old brothel putting her nerves on edge. She stared dry-eyed into the gloom, too weary even for tears. The baby’s steady kicks were her only comfort.When the familiar scrape of the main door opening reached