Chapter 40

Xander

Damn I’m tired. I let the hot water run down my body and close my eyes allowing the exhaustion to slowly drain. I think about the events of the last couple hours. I've never felt this way before. When I thought of her upset and away from me, not wanting to take my calls, I couldn’t handle it. I think of Hayley as my wife. I have from day one when I helped her get out of her wedding dress. Maybe its because I’ve always been attracted to her. I don’t know but our relationship hasn’t felt like a contract and it confuses me, caring so deeply for someone I’ve only known a couple of months.

I didn’t even know exactly what I was feeling until I got home and pulled her into my arms last night and then it hit me. I love this women. I don’t know how it happened or when but I really love this women. Hayley and her mutts have made my life brighter and I don’t want to lose th