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wondering

Author: Adhara Rigel
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Alex pov

I stared at my phone irritatedly, well fuck, I didn’t speak to Charlotte for hours, the only reason I answered was that I thought she wanted to know about Emmi and Noah, but she needed help with her computer, I was so frustrated that I just helped her step it up waiting for her to talk about my Angel but she just said absolutely nothing and hung when she was done, I noticed Emmi stopped calling the next day, my beast begged me to fight for her to go to her but I couldn’t seeing her so close to Noah and smelling that lust I couldn’t. But my beast continuously echoed in my mind to get her back.. so after a half week of helping my pack in Italy and flying back to Glasgow. I gave in to my beast, I ached for her, I needed to see her, and then found the box with everything I bought and cash with scribbled notes saying for Anna’s gift and her books with printed out emails of all the returns she made over the last week.

it had me so riled up and annoyed I couldn’t stop myself from ca
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