awake

I blinked my eyes rapidly, I feel the strong electric shock radiate all around me, I suck my dry lips and look around the semi dark room, I was in a hospital room, I remember my dad, I remember something… maybe it was a dream, I hear the sounds of the machines, but what had My ttention was the big male holding me tightly to him in the hospital bed, I reach up to touch his face which instantly wakes him up, he looks down at me in confusion and then clears “Emmi… you awake…” he whispers in relief “Alexander…” I say as his eyes becomes glassy with relief “my baby girl…” he chokes out alerting everyone else in the room “I’ll get the doctor,” someone says rushing out the room, Alex leans his forehead against mine as we both tear, “I love you so much Emmi…” he chokes as the bed becomes surrounded. “I love you too Alexander.. I love you so much…” I sniff out as I feel hands on my arm, I turn my head and see a very tired and puffy eyed Lzzy… “mama…” I say quietly and lzzy burst into tears, I