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Lorea AsheThis is the classic scenario of the trauma bond. She knows he’s not good for her, but she can’t convince her body that, like being addicted. The anxiety and shame of missing him only drives the depression even deeper. Oftentimes, it's difficult to get out without help and support. JUST BECAUSE IT FEELS WRONG, DOESN’T MEAN IT IS WRONG. We’ve been conditioned and trained to believe the opposite. Why do people go back? Because they convince themselves the pain they are currently experiencing during this time frame (it doesn’t have to be a few days, it could be weeks, or months) is so much worse than the (emotional/physical) pain that was actively inflicted on them.
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