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Ryan resumed and got out of bed,

"You can stay here as long as you like, and if you desire to leave, you can go."

He walked out of the room and left me with my thoughts. This needed to be clarified. Here he was, acting like the mate I have always wanted, the one I always needed.

I knew in my heart that I would never be able to just up and leave again, not when he showed me there was more to him apart from his usual brooding personality.

"For everything, I know that you might never forgive me, but I want you to know that I truly am sorry. I was an asshole to you the entire time you were here, and when you ran away, I didn't even search for you.

When my beta talked some sense into me, I searched for you. If I hadn't come looking for you when I did, I'm afraid of what they would have done to you." He confessed, looking at me with guilt and regret written across his face.

I wanted more than anything to hate him, but I couldn't find the strength to hate him. I was hurt without a dou
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