{Kelsie}The whole love Jason and I had displayed in front his family felt natural. Though, it was weird to me at first but I later found myself loosening up around Jason when he touches me, a part of me believing the whole thing is turning to be so real. Jason's room was just like I'd imagined. It was dark and large, looking like the typical rich kid room with all those gray designs matching with his eyes. It was as big as the whole bedrooms in my parents house, that's just saying how big it was. I glanced at Jason, shyly having my eyes trace his hands as he undid two buttons of his shirt and flumped on the tempting king size bed with a loud sigh afterwards. I looked around the room again, sluggishly taking in the eye catching expensive designs and the cleanliness of the environment. It looked like it has been cleaned earlier today and that made me understand that his parents had planned this whole sleepover thing. Jason rubbed his forehead with his palm. "Oh, God" He sounded a
{Jason}There is something about Kelsie's eyes that makes it unique from the other blue eyes I've seen. "The first time I saw you in Mildred's coffee shop" I sat on the bed and she also did the same. "Your....sexiness got my attention for a sec I'm not gonna lie" I scratched my eyebrow, recalling how she rocked her simple outfit that day "But the moment we made eye contact, I couldn't tear my eyes away, you know why?" I looked intently into her eyes. "Your blue eyes"She parted her lips. "Even through your thick glasses, there is something hypnotic I can see in your eyes that I don't find in other blue eyes. Kels, you have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen" I narrowed my eyes at her "Why do you have to hide them?" Our eyes were still locked and I could see the raw emotions in them, the emotions she conceals with her fierceness. I've never seen Kelsie break down about something, she does not even show her sadness to people, but today, I could see pains in her eyes. "You don't
{Kelsie}Help!That was the one word I could pass to my subconscious the moment Jason left for the bathroom.My heart is about to explode from my chest and it's scaring the fuck outta me.Actually, I have been doing lots of scary shits recently and I added one today. I told Jason about my greatest fear.Maybe it's silly to be actually terrified of showing people your own eyes, but that's just what I've been dealing with for so many years until Jason came to the picture, telling me I AM KELSIE.He told me I wasn't the cause of anyone's pains and I wasn't supposed to be a reminder of it either.Hearing Jason say those things helped me to understand how I've allowed myself to be abused all these years. I was so blind to see I was better than that.After everything Jason had said to me, I realized I needed to change my line of thoughts about my eyes, but it was easier said than done, so I'll just try. I will try.I placed my palm over my forehead, rubbing, then I remembered the forehead k
{Jason}Round ass on my thighs, not just any ass, Kelsie's ass which was soft. It felt so good to have her sit on my laps again. The mild scent of her perfume hitting my nose is so nice.At this moment, she could easily just tell me; 'Jace, take off your clothes and walk around the company naked', and you know what? I would just do it, I won't even argue. That is to show how she has unknowingly made me a sucker for her and I don't think there's any going back. Right now, I have all my focus solely on her, ready to take action when she wants me to.She sighed, releasing the uptightness she's built up inside her.I expected her to lift herself from my laps but to my delight, she didn't, instead she loosened up around me and faced me squarely, coiling one of her arms around my neck, her other hand on my chest while my hand still stayed at the back of her waist."Is everything okay?" I asked, running my eyes all over her face.She nodded ''Am I being dramatic? I mean I'm taking this t
{Kelsie}The silence from my stepdad made me nervous. I pushed my glasses with my fingers as I waited for him to blurt out his thoughts about my relationship with Jason.He is a very nice man but that does not stop him from being strict when he needs to be, and he is very smart. What if he saw a sign that Jason and I are not in a real relationship? That would be very bad."I have to tell you, Jason" My stepdad started sitting forward. "I am so happy I am going to have you as my son in law"I released a heavy breath while Jason exhaled loudly in relief, his right palm on his broad chest."You have my blessings" My dad said with a big smile."And mine too" My mum added, grinning from ear to ear.My parents lingered their stares on us' and before my mum starts crying and my dad starts preaching, I rose up with Jason, telling them he needs to leave.Jason was behind me while I was walking straight to the door. I had almost reached the door when I felt his big warm hand wrapping around min
{Jason}What does it mean when a lady becomes unusually quiet towards her fiance? Her future husband!Does it mean she's angry?Or it just means Kelsie's nervous about the whole marriage thing? I hope she's not thinking about breaking this thing off....we had a deal, right?Could she have been this way because of her dad? I mean she's been strangely taciturn since we left the hospital, overworking herself, and so uncommunicative. I could've asked her what was wrong but I couldn't because I wanted to give the space she mutely requested for. I wouldn't wanna press her to talk even when I badly wanna talk to her again. Right now, we were supposed to be eating together but she disappeared immediately after she made dinner. Eating alone wasn't an option as I was already accustomed to eating with her almost everyday. I puffed out air and took long strides towards the staircase, my legs leading me to Kelsie's bedroom door. Okay, I can't go back now.I stared at the door for few seconds b
{Kelsie}I am now Jason Storm's wife, and that Jason freaking Storm happens to be a guy loaded with money, power and sexual appeal in every girls dream, including mine. Jason is the sexiest man to ever appear in my dreams, not like I've been seeing any other guy while I sleep, it's just been Jason from the start giving this sexy vibes to make my dream erotic.''You like this place?''He had to use that smooth deep voice just when I was thinking about how he makes my dream erotic. ''This place?'' I quickly spoke up as I can't let the cocky asshole know that he affects my body temperature with his voice alone. I looked around the spacious cottage that has been designed for us to spend our honeymoon. It was beautiful and peaceful, I would be able to relax here without any form of disturbance, or i maybe wrong ''I love it'' I commented. A charming smile curved his pink lips ''Really?'' "Yeah, I mean I...." My gaze swept the cottage again. "I wasn't expecting this""You thought we wou
{Jason}Kelsie was upset. I could see that in the way she sat on the bed, puffed out air and crossed her arms beneath her round attractive boobs. It was hard not to stare at her tits, or not to imagine sucking on them. I heard a loud displeased sound from her, it was a sign that signifies her irritation, making me shake my head. Women are confusing, seriously. I could tell Kelsie wants the same thing I want and I could also tell she wants the other thing I do not want, meaning after the sex we both want, she would go ahead to curse my life and my next life-which is the other thing I do not want. Everything simply means she was feeling the sexual tension and wanna act on it badly but she wasn't so sure at the same time. She could end up regret having sex with me. It might not really makes sense to other people but it does to me. It is why the word 'confusion' can be used for this situation. I sighed. She could sleep on this anger tonight and maybe she'd wake feeling good. Maybe.
{Kelsie}I have been feeling my mum's questioning eyes on me ever since I entered the kitchen for breakfast. My mum staring at me is the least of my problems when I still have the clear erotic dream I had with Jason in it. I sat on the barstool to have my breakfast but I changed my mind when my mum kept staring fixedly at me.I took my meal to my bedroom, no one would stare at me there, but as my AMAZING luck would have it, I met my stepdad at the staircase giving me the same questioning stare my mum gave me. Can they all just stop? They way they have those big eyes on me makes me wanna cryyyyyy!!!For fuck sake, they should stop before I really starts to cry over the fact that I miss my husband so much. ***Going downstairs for anything, anything at all, was difficult for me to do. I stayed in my bedroom, curling up myself in a ball most of the time to think about my loving husband. Why am I even doing this to us? Okay, I remember, to save him from having a great heartbreak tha
{Jason} I assessed Kelsie, from her long, soft hair that I wanna run my fingers through, to her smooth thick thighs. I searched her blue eyes, they lacked the light that brightens them up, the glint of mischief I used to see has disappeared and that makes me sad. Kelsie was too quiet, too calm, too peaceful and it bothered me. I prefer the Kelsie that questions me, groans in irritation, yells out her annoyance, shows how pissed she is at me. Damn, I prefer the Kelsie that throws lots of curses at me. When Kelsie is being fierce, fighting me with her mean words, glaring at me, it makes me feel like things are normal, my life is not out of order. That is kinda insane, right? And very hilarious, but it is true. "Are you okay?" I asked, worried about her. "I am okay" That's not true at all, she looks hopeless. "You're not" I told her. She gazed away "Why are you here, Jason?" "I. . ." I frowned at myself "I don't know!" I said, still thinking about her question. "I gue
{Jason}When I woke up, I knew instantly that something was off somewhere. I scanned the room and saw that Kelsie wasn't there. Something tells me that what happened last night was gonna change a lot of things but I don't want to believe that until I saw a note on the bedside table which says:'I'm sorry I left. I just can't do this anymore, you are too good for meKelsie' I crumbled the paper in my hand, feeling like I'm about to burst. She does not have to leave. She does not have to leave. She does not have to. . . .Fuck!!{Kelsie}Things happened so fast that I can't handle it anymore. Maybe it didn't happen that fast, maybe it's just the complicated me thinking it did. My phone beeped and I glanced at it, just as expected, it was Jason who had sent another message. He has called and sent numerous message. 'Where are you?''Please tell me you're okay' 'Kelsie, why'd you leave?' 'We need to talk' 'I miss you, babe''Please just tell me you're okay''Call me if you need
{Kelsie}The shock of my life? Jason being serious about the words; 'I love you'Yeah, that's shocking---and scary. There are so many girls he could have fallen in love with, perfect girls that fate would have paired him with, but he had told me he loved me instead of the other girls. I can't love him in the right way, I would end up breaking his heart just the way I did with the other guys. I can't keep a love relationship for a long time, especially with someone that loves me the way Jason does. Matt loved me, and I left him right after breaking his beautiful heart, God bless the guy, he was so good to me. Now, Jason is in love with me, I would leave him too one day. My mum was right when she said I wasn't all that understanding. It's why I can't form a good lasting relationship with the guys I've dated. Maybe Jason is still confused about his feelings. It's probably just lust messing up his brain. I know that it's been a while he's had sex with a girl, maybe after releasing
{Jason}I was feeling that heat again, not the sexual one, I'm not always horny. It's the heat of anger. "You shouldn't have let this happen!" I hissed at the two women standing in front of me, and man, I was missing my wife already. Her magical presence and that amazing coffee would have calmed me down a bit, but she does not work here anymore. She is now my wife. "I am so sorry sir" The two women chorused. I clenched my fist, trying hard not to yell at them. "We are sorry sir" I don't think I can actually stay quiet anymore. "Fuck your sorrys" I cursed not giving a damn about their wince. I wanted to say more, spit out more curses but I remembered Kelsie again. If she is here to hear the venom in my voice as I throw curses at my employees, she would be displeased. "You know how much I hate failures" I stated my usual sentence firmly and they nodded quickly. "You both should have known how much I hate. . .delays!" "We are sorry, Mr Storm" They mumbled with their eyes on the g
{Kelsie}Jason was surprised to see me, no doubt and even I was surprised I ended up at the door of his bedroom. I never knew I was that bold to do something like that, but I guess having a lustful mind can make you courageous to do crazy things. My hot husband had a flirtatious look in his eyes as he regarded my short night wear that barely hid some certain parts of my body. His cheeks turned pink as his eyes traced the shape of my breasts in admiration. I expected him to ask me a question like, 'what are you doing here?' But he didn't. "Are you not gonna ask me what I'm doing here?" I asked as I reached the front of his bed. "You are my wife, Kels" He folded his big strong arms across his hard broad chest. "I shouldn't be asking a question like that when we should be sharing a bedroom in the first place"I twisted my lips, feeling my cheeks heat up fast as I knew he was right. He strode towards me, his gaze moving from my hair down to my legs. I felt nervous and my heart was
{Jason}The business discussion with Mrs Lions was over and I was more than happy to leave the restaurant. "It's barely a week since you got married and you are already a changed man" Mrs Lions remarked as we walked out of the restaurant together. I arched a brow at her, wondering what she meant by that. "You used to be very quick to anger, but now, not so much" She elaborated politely, grinning. "Oh" I commented as I wasn't sure if she was complimenting me or not, but I knew she was right. Kelsie had unknowingly taught me to be slow to anger."I'm not saying every signs of your short temper has disappeared" I creased my brows. What is this woman even saying? "But I can still say you're a better man than you were before" I hummed. She is literally saying I wasn't a good man in the past, but I can't be that bad, right? Maybe I'll ask Kelsie. By the time I got home, dinner was ready and my lovely wife was already sitted at the dining room. I guess she's been waiting for minute
{Kelsie}Why had Jason told me he loved me? I have no idea. But why I have been avoiding him since the time he said those scary words to me? Yeah, I understand my reasons. He avoided me a lot too and I don't know if that was supposed to make things easier or harder. I can just say he's made things difficult since the time he said to me 'I love you'. I am so complicated I don't think a guy should just LOVE me romantically. Loving me is not even such a good idea. I didn't marry Jason because I love him, I married him because. . . . Because I love his money, I love the benefits this marriage is gonna bring to me, I love it that I was gonna get married to someone insanely attractive like him, someone my family likes, and he knows all that so why bring such intense and terrifying feeling into this marriage to mess it up. Love would only mess our marriage up and he is smart enough to understand that. Now that we were done with the honeymoon that got ruined the moment Jason had said '
{Jason}"I love you, baby" I subconsciously mumbled those words and snapped my eyes open. Oh, SHIT. I glanced at my surroundings and realized it was a bright morning already. The empty space beside me told me that I had woken up a bit late today probably because I had dreamt all night about confessing my love to Kelsie. ('I love you, baby')Those words. . . Why exactly did I even think about them. I puffed out air, pushing my fingers into my hair with my eyes shut. All I have been thinking about since the night of the wedding was 'I love you, baby' and all I've been doing was stammer whenever I try to say it out loud. I am such a fucking coward. I love a girl, yet I am frightened. I am scared I'm not gonna be that good at loving her in the right way, scared of the commitment issues I've got. I sighed loudly and started to climb down the bed. Time to face my wife today and I hope I don't do something stupid like I did on my wedding night, stammering my love confession. Minute