{Kelsie}Jason stared at me like he was studying me. Seriously? Study me? Normally, with some guys, I do not like it when they have their gazes fixed on me to study me like a book because I try to keep a lot of things from people, but Jason staring at me like that, I was comfortable and at the same time have my heart was acting funny. I haven't felt that way in a while. Jason's dark gray eyes which I could clearly see was mixed with little dark green roamed my face, making me feel extremely hot. I understand why he is a playboy now. He could easily get girls when he looks at them the way he is staring at me right now, especially with strands of his soft hair falling to his forehead almost reaching his eyes. Any girl with blood, vaginal and hormones would want to brush his soft hair with their fingers.Unfortunately and fortunately, he was the first to avert his gaze as I wasn't ready to stop gazing at him. "You are so good at a staring contest " He remarked. I chewed my inner che
{Jason}My living room feels different with Kelsie in it, sitting like she owns the building. I can't even act like a house owner in my own house anymore. Kelsie was curious and at the same time planning my death if I come up with something unfavourable to her. I uttered a polite ahem "I want us to have a serious talk" "The serious talk we haven't had" She noted. I think her mission in life is to point out my mistakes. "So..." I clapped my hands once. "As you know I am not feeling too well...." "And let me guess, you're gonna blame me""That was fast" I blurted out. "I wasn't even gonna blame you" "Oh" Her sexy mouth formed a circular shape. Anyone who gets to kiss her would be so lucky and also unlucky. "Yeah, I've lost a lot of energy" I said, watching as she stared at me carefully as if she was still expecting me to blame her for my illness, but I wasn't gonna do that. I've come to understand that any of this wasn't even her fault. The aches I felt were as a result of the s
{Jason}Sunday morning, I was downstairs, answering messages on my phone. The messages are not work related by the way. I give all those horny girls my attention on sundays, texting or sexting, it all depends on what the girl wants and in down for anything. Bad or decent, but so far, I haven't even gotten a clean message. It's always description on how horny they feel. Horny, bad girls are interesting. Really. But they can be annoying too. "Hey" The word sounded light in my ears and I knew it was Kelsie's voice. I tire my gaze away from my phone to look up at her face and my jaw dropped. God. Have. Mercy. Kelsie was supposed to look holy, sinless and little like a nun in a church outfit but she looked devilishly sexy with her hips slightly shooting out in her long straight dress. There was a scarf tied around her head, pulling her long dark hair back. The scarf gave her a different but beautiful look, especially with that round glasses, covering her eyeballs. "I already made br
{Jason}I already switched to the passenger seat while Kelsie was in the driver's seat, behind the wheel. I saw her swallow her saliva hard as she started handling the wheel, her blue eyes looking so hard with focus and her pink lips in a round pouty shape. "I'm trusting you with this because you said you're a fast learner" I said when I saw signs that she could be struggling with this, but it's a natural thing since she's still learning. "When I said I was a fast learner, I didn't say I was this fast!" She barked, keeping her eyes at the front. "You sounded like it takes you five minutes to learn anything" I said back to her. "I'm human, not a superhuman, you don't expect me to learn that fast especially when you're a bad teacher" She retorted, attempting to make a turn. "I'm not a bad...." The sharp turn of the car interrupted me, forcing me to stop. All I could do at this moment was pray not to get killed in a car accident at my own front yard. I gave her a side eye, catchin
{Jason} The cup of coffee on the table looked so good and I was sure it would taste nice. I brought the rim of the cup to my lips to have a taste but I ended up swallowing the whole content at once. I sighed. I'm obsessed with coffees, I like how it feels on the tongue but this particular coffee has something different. It was good but not having the taste I expected and that shows how obsessed I am with Kelsie's coffee. Mildred, being my patient friend, which is why I had her as my best friend in the first place, stared at me, reading my expression. "You want more?" I shook my head and sighed. "I think this is okay for now" She didn't take her gaze away from my face, curiosity written all over her own face. "You never bothered to visit your best friend at her cafe all because you have a girlfriend to take care of you" She smiled teasingly. "Coffee, meals, house care" She mentioned, shaking her head. "You are one lucky guy" I almost groaned aloud. If only she kno
{Kelsie}There are sometimes I find Mildred's cafe to be full of bad luck. People like Jason brings the bad luck and that really annoys people like me. Ever since I got fired by him, I swore I would never set my eyes on him again and because of that, I avoided Mildred's cafe a lot and went job hunting. I never told Mildred about Jason firing me or anything but I guess she knew about that through Jason. I wasn't ready to visit her until I was sick of boredom and decided to check on her at the cafe only to have her talk me into discussing with Jason. The same cruel guy that had my parents questioning me since I left his company and his big, luxurious house. Mildred knows how to sweet talk me into doing anything so I agreed to talk to my wonderful ex boss. Hm. Really a wonderful ex boss. "Why didn't you respond to the emails sent to you?" He asked in a tone that pissed me off. He never stopped being an asshole and he never became less handsome. "You really expect me to respond to
{Kelsie}The night was quiet, the house had also gone into a quiet mode with everyone already in their rooms, planning to sleep or already sleeping. I've also planned to have a good sleep even with Jason's handsome face disturbing my mind. I have tried to push his image away. I have tried and tried so many times but my efforts were in vain. Somehow, he still finds a way to appear in head no matter how I tried to stop thinking about him and his words. ('About my request....')I clearly recalled when he had mentioned that while driving me home but until now I still don't wanna think about his request. That would be putting my mind in trouble and at the end I might agree work for him again after everything he's put me through. If I work for him again, he would think he could just talk me into doing anything for him. I don't want him to think he could control my thoughts. But he actually....kinda....sometimes....control my line of thinking. I can't let him know that. ('Please be consi
{Kelsie}Jason's eyes scanned my room, a sexy smirk playing on his temptingly shaped lips. "Cool" I flicked my eyelashes to his face and unexpectedly locked eyes with him. Saliva suddenly filled my mouth and I swallowed hard. "Are you hungry?" My voice was low, whispery and unclear. "Oh, Kels" He grinned. I felt heat on my cheeks at the nickname 'kels' again. "You already know a lot about me" When he said that out loud, I realized I really do know a lot about him, but not everything about him. At least I know enough to compose a little definition of Jason. I know he loves his work. That company is the love of his life. I know he loves sex. Sex with different women and feels like he is exploring and having a taste of different flavours of icecream. What an experimental guy. I know he likes clubbing. He literally goes to club almost every night to have fun with different half naked supermodels he's got no pure intention with. I know he likes eating after clubbing. The dickhead ma
{Kelsie}I have been feeling my mum's questioning eyes on me ever since I entered the kitchen for breakfast. My mum staring at me is the least of my problems when I still have the clear erotic dream I had with Jason in it. I sat on the barstool to have my breakfast but I changed my mind when my mum kept staring fixedly at me.I took my meal to my bedroom, no one would stare at me there, but as my AMAZING luck would have it, I met my stepdad at the staircase giving me the same questioning stare my mum gave me. Can they all just stop? They way they have those big eyes on me makes me wanna cryyyyyy!!!For fuck sake, they should stop before I really starts to cry over the fact that I miss my husband so much. ***Going downstairs for anything, anything at all, was difficult for me to do. I stayed in my bedroom, curling up myself in a ball most of the time to think about my loving husband. Why am I even doing this to us? Okay, I remember, to save him from having a great heartbreak tha
{Jason} I assessed Kelsie, from her long, soft hair that I wanna run my fingers through, to her smooth thick thighs. I searched her blue eyes, they lacked the light that brightens them up, the glint of mischief I used to see has disappeared and that makes me sad. Kelsie was too quiet, too calm, too peaceful and it bothered me. I prefer the Kelsie that questions me, groans in irritation, yells out her annoyance, shows how pissed she is at me. Damn, I prefer the Kelsie that throws lots of curses at me. When Kelsie is being fierce, fighting me with her mean words, glaring at me, it makes me feel like things are normal, my life is not out of order. That is kinda insane, right? And very hilarious, but it is true. "Are you okay?" I asked, worried about her. "I am okay" That's not true at all, she looks hopeless. "You're not" I told her. She gazed away "Why are you here, Jason?" "I. . ." I frowned at myself "I don't know!" I said, still thinking about her question. "I gue
{Jason}When I woke up, I knew instantly that something was off somewhere. I scanned the room and saw that Kelsie wasn't there. Something tells me that what happened last night was gonna change a lot of things but I don't want to believe that until I saw a note on the bedside table which says:'I'm sorry I left. I just can't do this anymore, you are too good for meKelsie' I crumbled the paper in my hand, feeling like I'm about to burst. She does not have to leave. She does not have to leave. She does not have to. . . .Fuck!!{Kelsie}Things happened so fast that I can't handle it anymore. Maybe it didn't happen that fast, maybe it's just the complicated me thinking it did. My phone beeped and I glanced at it, just as expected, it was Jason who had sent another message. He has called and sent numerous message. 'Where are you?''Please tell me you're okay' 'Kelsie, why'd you leave?' 'We need to talk' 'I miss you, babe''Please just tell me you're okay''Call me if you need
{Kelsie}The shock of my life? Jason being serious about the words; 'I love you'Yeah, that's shocking---and scary. There are so many girls he could have fallen in love with, perfect girls that fate would have paired him with, but he had told me he loved me instead of the other girls. I can't love him in the right way, I would end up breaking his heart just the way I did with the other guys. I can't keep a love relationship for a long time, especially with someone that loves me the way Jason does. Matt loved me, and I left him right after breaking his beautiful heart, God bless the guy, he was so good to me. Now, Jason is in love with me, I would leave him too one day. My mum was right when she said I wasn't all that understanding. It's why I can't form a good lasting relationship with the guys I've dated. Maybe Jason is still confused about his feelings. It's probably just lust messing up his brain. I know that it's been a while he's had sex with a girl, maybe after releasing
{Jason}I was feeling that heat again, not the sexual one, I'm not always horny. It's the heat of anger. "You shouldn't have let this happen!" I hissed at the two women standing in front of me, and man, I was missing my wife already. Her magical presence and that amazing coffee would have calmed me down a bit, but she does not work here anymore. She is now my wife. "I am so sorry sir" The two women chorused. I clenched my fist, trying hard not to yell at them. "We are sorry sir" I don't think I can actually stay quiet anymore. "Fuck your sorrys" I cursed not giving a damn about their wince. I wanted to say more, spit out more curses but I remembered Kelsie again. If she is here to hear the venom in my voice as I throw curses at my employees, she would be displeased. "You know how much I hate failures" I stated my usual sentence firmly and they nodded quickly. "You both should have known how much I hate. . .delays!" "We are sorry, Mr Storm" They mumbled with their eyes on the g
{Kelsie}Jason was surprised to see me, no doubt and even I was surprised I ended up at the door of his bedroom. I never knew I was that bold to do something like that, but I guess having a lustful mind can make you courageous to do crazy things. My hot husband had a flirtatious look in his eyes as he regarded my short night wear that barely hid some certain parts of my body. His cheeks turned pink as his eyes traced the shape of my breasts in admiration. I expected him to ask me a question like, 'what are you doing here?' But he didn't. "Are you not gonna ask me what I'm doing here?" I asked as I reached the front of his bed. "You are my wife, Kels" He folded his big strong arms across his hard broad chest. "I shouldn't be asking a question like that when we should be sharing a bedroom in the first place"I twisted my lips, feeling my cheeks heat up fast as I knew he was right. He strode towards me, his gaze moving from my hair down to my legs. I felt nervous and my heart was
{Jason}The business discussion with Mrs Lions was over and I was more than happy to leave the restaurant. "It's barely a week since you got married and you are already a changed man" Mrs Lions remarked as we walked out of the restaurant together. I arched a brow at her, wondering what she meant by that. "You used to be very quick to anger, but now, not so much" She elaborated politely, grinning. "Oh" I commented as I wasn't sure if she was complimenting me or not, but I knew she was right. Kelsie had unknowingly taught me to be slow to anger."I'm not saying every signs of your short temper has disappeared" I creased my brows. What is this woman even saying? "But I can still say you're a better man than you were before" I hummed. She is literally saying I wasn't a good man in the past, but I can't be that bad, right? Maybe I'll ask Kelsie. By the time I got home, dinner was ready and my lovely wife was already sitted at the dining room. I guess she's been waiting for minute
{Kelsie}Why had Jason told me he loved me? I have no idea. But why I have been avoiding him since the time he said those scary words to me? Yeah, I understand my reasons. He avoided me a lot too and I don't know if that was supposed to make things easier or harder. I can just say he's made things difficult since the time he said to me 'I love you'. I am so complicated I don't think a guy should just LOVE me romantically. Loving me is not even such a good idea. I didn't marry Jason because I love him, I married him because. . . . Because I love his money, I love the benefits this marriage is gonna bring to me, I love it that I was gonna get married to someone insanely attractive like him, someone my family likes, and he knows all that so why bring such intense and terrifying feeling into this marriage to mess it up. Love would only mess our marriage up and he is smart enough to understand that. Now that we were done with the honeymoon that got ruined the moment Jason had said '
{Jason}"I love you, baby" I subconsciously mumbled those words and snapped my eyes open. Oh, SHIT. I glanced at my surroundings and realized it was a bright morning already. The empty space beside me told me that I had woken up a bit late today probably because I had dreamt all night about confessing my love to Kelsie. ('I love you, baby')Those words. . . Why exactly did I even think about them. I puffed out air, pushing my fingers into my hair with my eyes shut. All I have been thinking about since the night of the wedding was 'I love you, baby' and all I've been doing was stammer whenever I try to say it out loud. I am such a fucking coward. I love a girl, yet I am frightened. I am scared I'm not gonna be that good at loving her in the right way, scared of the commitment issues I've got. I sighed loudly and started to climb down the bed. Time to face my wife today and I hope I don't do something stupid like I did on my wedding night, stammering my love confession. Minute