{Kelsie}What the fuck happened in Jason's office? What the fucking fuck happened? How did we even get to that position where our lips were almost touching. I mean I just started working for him and there are already romance dramas in his office What if someone had not knocked on his door? What would have happened? 'He would've kissed, you dummy' My subconscious replied. First, he had melted me with the little unintentional kiss he gave me on my chin, and then his eyes had told me how much he wanted to kiss me and I was actually okay with it. I was fucking okay with it!!! God. Jason is not the abnormal one now, I am the abnormal one. ***It's lunch time, I sat back on my chair, sighing loudly in relief that I'm gonna take a break. I felt so tired today that taking a walk out there to get something to fill my stomach seem like the hardest thing to do at the moment. My head went upward a little and eyes landed on Jason who was passing by in slow strides, his cold stare strictly at
{Jason}The confused expression on Kelsie's face was not surprising. All I'm just praying for is that she does not put her fist on my nose when she recovers from the surprise. "Jason" Mildred called my name in a way of greeting me. The amusement on her face was noticeable though she was also surprised. I smiled meaningfully at her and quickly glanced at the girl at my table and that explained everything to Mildred. She made a silent 'Oh' sound and walked over to the counter, deciding not to get involved in the drama that is about to happen. "Jason?" Kelsie called questioningly, taking my hand off her back. She has recovered from the shock.Please don't punch me. I brought my mouth close to her ear in a way that looked like I was gonna whisper love words to her "How good is your acting skills?" I asked in a very low voice. She faced me squarely, folding her arms across her chest and my eyes fell down there for a brief second. Stop it, Jason!"What's going on?" She questioned. "O
{Kelsie}I rested my head on the car window, my eyes tightly closed. My head was filled with different scenes that makes me clench my fist in vexation. 'We use each other.'And he thinks he can use me too. Stupid guy. I'm not gonna accept his money if he thinks that is the way I wanna use him just the way other girls use him, and I'm never gonna sleep with him no matter how attractive he is. 'Yeah, I have what they like and they have what I like'.What a prideful guy! He thinks every girl likes what he's got. I had to ask; 'And what are the things you have that they like?' 'Big dick, energy to go for many rounds and the money is always there'Eeeewww. Just thinking about it makes me feel the heat all over my face again. I remembered trying to say the 'D' word. 'Big....''Dick' Does he really have to complete the sentence for me? The guy is rotten. I then told him; 'You don't have to be so blunt, okay?''I was only answering your question' Fast and nonchalant reply. Imagine t
{Jason}I listened to Miss Andrew go on about the project update, demonstrating with her hands and being expressive with her eyes. Her voice was loud enough to wake the dead up from the grave. Everyone heard each word she uttered clearly and her tone was between formal and informal, it depends on who she is directing the informations to at a moment. "....By implementing these changes we can optimise our resources and deliver better result"I nodded in agreement to her sentence. She says out sensible words sometimes, but at other times, she screams like she's on a mission to wake up the dead cells in our body. "Miss Keller, are you taking notes?" Miss Andrew asked with the usual bossiness she throws at Kelsie. "I haven't been playing around, Miss Andrew" Kelsie retorted not looking up at Miss Andrew. "That does not answer my question" Miss Andrew said with a scowl. Kelsie pouted her lips in irritation, but those lips looks sexy in that form. "Yes ma, I am definitely taking notes as
{Kelsie}Can eye contact with your boss make you weak in the knees? Yes! Fuck yes! Fucking yes, it can! It can weaken the whole of your body and all thoughts about a hundred ways to kill him fly out the brain. I could not take my eyes away from Jason's, not because I was strong, but because I didn't have the strength to do that, the highest I could do was blink. The more I stared, the more Jason's eyes looked beautiful to me. I never knew I was a fan of gray eyes, mixed with a particular colour I'm still trying to figure out. "Yes! that is a great idea! What do you think Mr Storm?"Miss Andrew and her ear damaging voice. I almost rolled my eyes but I remembered I should be taking notes. No, no, no, fuck no. The power to stop staring at Jason descended upon me like magic and I quickly focused on my task. "Mr Storm?" Oh, please just shut up, Miss Andrew. Like, does she not ever get tired of talking non stop? From the side of my eye, I was able to get a blurry view of Jason, sitt
{Jason} You know what happens when you employ a secretary with a beautiful body to work for you? Every guy in the company hits on her, tries their luck with her, wanna get on her good side always and we all know what they really want from her. "Mr Storm" My secretary with the 'beautiful body' called my name for the second time, stretching some files towards me, looking uncertain if to drop them on my desk or place them on my hands. I looked up to see right through her glasses and saw little nervousness in her eyes. Kelsie is nervous? That calls for a celebration, but I'd be a dead man if I ever celebrate anything like that. Kelsie will be the murderer of course. I looked deeper into her eyes and even with the nervousness in there, I could still see the look of a serial killer dancing evilly in her eyes. Kelsie is definitely not human, I swear to God, she's not. I collected the files from her "You seem to be getting along well with your other bosses" I roughly slammed the fil
{Kelsie} 'About sex?' Those were the words that got stuck in my head after leaving Jason's office. I should be thinking about the argument we had but all I could think of were the naughty words he uttered with his hot smirk. And I can't forget his cologne that smells so nice and is so capable of taking me to heaven, unlike his personality that is so stinky and takes me to hell and then back to earth again. 'You want me to sugarcoat the word sex?' I can't forget that too. I slammed a file on my desk, squeezing my lips. The guy's head is filled with sex and he just says out the word bluntly like it's a child's word. The stupid thing is that I feel heated whenever he says things like that and the confidence in his appearance will always impress me even though I don't show it. I shouldn't show it or he would think I am one of those girls rushing after him. Rushing after Jason? That will never happen, not even in my nightmare. He is a guy with pride and I do not like guys like
{Jason} I sat back on my chair, staring into space, unaware of the people around me in the cafe, temporarily forgetting about Mildred's presence. "But why would Kelsie call me Mr Storm?" I wondered aloud. And that, that is a very foolish question. "Because you asked her to call you that" I heard Mildred's voice giving a reply. "Right" I agreed without questions. "But the way she called my name...." I looked down at the table recalling how she spat out 'Mr Storm' Mildred rose a brow "How did she call your name?" I gave a light shrug "Like...." "Like what?" She pressed. "I don't know! Okay?" My voice was a bit loud now, not giving a damn about my environment. "But if she gets formal with me..." I sighed "Something tells me that would get her closer to the other guys in the company because she gets to have interesting conversations with them while she calls me 'Mr Storm' and have a boring conversation with me" Mildred rested her elbow on the table "And what's wrong with t
{Kelsie}I have been feeling my mum's questioning eyes on me ever since I entered the kitchen for breakfast. My mum staring at me is the least of my problems when I still have the clear erotic dream I had with Jason in it. I sat on the barstool to have my breakfast but I changed my mind when my mum kept staring fixedly at me.I took my meal to my bedroom, no one would stare at me there, but as my AMAZING luck would have it, I met my stepdad at the staircase giving me the same questioning stare my mum gave me. Can they all just stop? They way they have those big eyes on me makes me wanna cryyyyyy!!!For fuck sake, they should stop before I really starts to cry over the fact that I miss my husband so much. ***Going downstairs for anything, anything at all, was difficult for me to do. I stayed in my bedroom, curling up myself in a ball most of the time to think about my loving husband. Why am I even doing this to us? Okay, I remember, to save him from having a great heartbreak tha
{Jason} I assessed Kelsie, from her long, soft hair that I wanna run my fingers through, to her smooth thick thighs. I searched her blue eyes, they lacked the light that brightens them up, the glint of mischief I used to see has disappeared and that makes me sad. Kelsie was too quiet, too calm, too peaceful and it bothered me. I prefer the Kelsie that questions me, groans in irritation, yells out her annoyance, shows how pissed she is at me. Damn, I prefer the Kelsie that throws lots of curses at me. When Kelsie is being fierce, fighting me with her mean words, glaring at me, it makes me feel like things are normal, my life is not out of order. That is kinda insane, right? And very hilarious, but it is true. "Are you okay?" I asked, worried about her. "I am okay" That's not true at all, she looks hopeless. "You're not" I told her. She gazed away "Why are you here, Jason?" "I. . ." I frowned at myself "I don't know!" I said, still thinking about her question. "I gue
{Jason}When I woke up, I knew instantly that something was off somewhere. I scanned the room and saw that Kelsie wasn't there. Something tells me that what happened last night was gonna change a lot of things but I don't want to believe that until I saw a note on the bedside table which says:'I'm sorry I left. I just can't do this anymore, you are too good for meKelsie' I crumbled the paper in my hand, feeling like I'm about to burst. She does not have to leave. She does not have to leave. She does not have to. . . .Fuck!!{Kelsie}Things happened so fast that I can't handle it anymore. Maybe it didn't happen that fast, maybe it's just the complicated me thinking it did. My phone beeped and I glanced at it, just as expected, it was Jason who had sent another message. He has called and sent numerous message. 'Where are you?''Please tell me you're okay' 'Kelsie, why'd you leave?' 'We need to talk' 'I miss you, babe''Please just tell me you're okay''Call me if you need
{Kelsie}The shock of my life? Jason being serious about the words; 'I love you'Yeah, that's shocking---and scary. There are so many girls he could have fallen in love with, perfect girls that fate would have paired him with, but he had told me he loved me instead of the other girls. I can't love him in the right way, I would end up breaking his heart just the way I did with the other guys. I can't keep a love relationship for a long time, especially with someone that loves me the way Jason does. Matt loved me, and I left him right after breaking his beautiful heart, God bless the guy, he was so good to me. Now, Jason is in love with me, I would leave him too one day. My mum was right when she said I wasn't all that understanding. It's why I can't form a good lasting relationship with the guys I've dated. Maybe Jason is still confused about his feelings. It's probably just lust messing up his brain. I know that it's been a while he's had sex with a girl, maybe after releasing
{Jason}I was feeling that heat again, not the sexual one, I'm not always horny. It's the heat of anger. "You shouldn't have let this happen!" I hissed at the two women standing in front of me, and man, I was missing my wife already. Her magical presence and that amazing coffee would have calmed me down a bit, but she does not work here anymore. She is now my wife. "I am so sorry sir" The two women chorused. I clenched my fist, trying hard not to yell at them. "We are sorry sir" I don't think I can actually stay quiet anymore. "Fuck your sorrys" I cursed not giving a damn about their wince. I wanted to say more, spit out more curses but I remembered Kelsie again. If she is here to hear the venom in my voice as I throw curses at my employees, she would be displeased. "You know how much I hate failures" I stated my usual sentence firmly and they nodded quickly. "You both should have known how much I hate. . .delays!" "We are sorry, Mr Storm" They mumbled with their eyes on the g
{Kelsie}Jason was surprised to see me, no doubt and even I was surprised I ended up at the door of his bedroom. I never knew I was that bold to do something like that, but I guess having a lustful mind can make you courageous to do crazy things. My hot husband had a flirtatious look in his eyes as he regarded my short night wear that barely hid some certain parts of my body. His cheeks turned pink as his eyes traced the shape of my breasts in admiration. I expected him to ask me a question like, 'what are you doing here?' But he didn't. "Are you not gonna ask me what I'm doing here?" I asked as I reached the front of his bed. "You are my wife, Kels" He folded his big strong arms across his hard broad chest. "I shouldn't be asking a question like that when we should be sharing a bedroom in the first place"I twisted my lips, feeling my cheeks heat up fast as I knew he was right. He strode towards me, his gaze moving from my hair down to my legs. I felt nervous and my heart was
{Jason}The business discussion with Mrs Lions was over and I was more than happy to leave the restaurant. "It's barely a week since you got married and you are already a changed man" Mrs Lions remarked as we walked out of the restaurant together. I arched a brow at her, wondering what she meant by that. "You used to be very quick to anger, but now, not so much" She elaborated politely, grinning. "Oh" I commented as I wasn't sure if she was complimenting me or not, but I knew she was right. Kelsie had unknowingly taught me to be slow to anger."I'm not saying every signs of your short temper has disappeared" I creased my brows. What is this woman even saying? "But I can still say you're a better man than you were before" I hummed. She is literally saying I wasn't a good man in the past, but I can't be that bad, right? Maybe I'll ask Kelsie. By the time I got home, dinner was ready and my lovely wife was already sitted at the dining room. I guess she's been waiting for minute
{Kelsie}Why had Jason told me he loved me? I have no idea. But why I have been avoiding him since the time he said those scary words to me? Yeah, I understand my reasons. He avoided me a lot too and I don't know if that was supposed to make things easier or harder. I can just say he's made things difficult since the time he said to me 'I love you'. I am so complicated I don't think a guy should just LOVE me romantically. Loving me is not even such a good idea. I didn't marry Jason because I love him, I married him because. . . . Because I love his money, I love the benefits this marriage is gonna bring to me, I love it that I was gonna get married to someone insanely attractive like him, someone my family likes, and he knows all that so why bring such intense and terrifying feeling into this marriage to mess it up. Love would only mess our marriage up and he is smart enough to understand that. Now that we were done with the honeymoon that got ruined the moment Jason had said '
{Jason}"I love you, baby" I subconsciously mumbled those words and snapped my eyes open. Oh, SHIT. I glanced at my surroundings and realized it was a bright morning already. The empty space beside me told me that I had woken up a bit late today probably because I had dreamt all night about confessing my love to Kelsie. ('I love you, baby')Those words. . . Why exactly did I even think about them. I puffed out air, pushing my fingers into my hair with my eyes shut. All I have been thinking about since the night of the wedding was 'I love you, baby' and all I've been doing was stammer whenever I try to say it out loud. I am such a fucking coward. I love a girl, yet I am frightened. I am scared I'm not gonna be that good at loving her in the right way, scared of the commitment issues I've got. I sighed loudly and started to climb down the bed. Time to face my wife today and I hope I don't do something stupid like I did on my wedding night, stammering my love confession. Minute