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2024-10-29 19:42:56Azrael
Badum, badum; thump, thump; thump.
I can’t forget the sound of our heartbeat and every time he is near; it gets louder. Almost like me whenever I’m near the only person I love. These conflicts I didn’t need it and I certainly didn’t need to see that omega the same way I saw a woman.
I shouldn’t think deeply, but there’s been one question that has been bothering me since the first time we had a situation similar to that time.
Why do I have an uncontrollable urge to possess him? The urge to be his alpha?
I was afraid that I was slowly depending on Leslie, especially since he had integrated into being a part of my life like a fucking habit. He was an airhead, clueless and naïve like me, when I had taken my first determined leap to society.
Leslie may be honest, but he was also mysterious, avoiding topics about his childhood and the few times he did, it was his
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LeslieThe holiday had ended, and before we knew it; we were in a new year. Ben and I had a satisfying vacation in Iceland; no work, no family, and no drama to spoil our fun. We also had a lot of pictures and it had me looking forward to the future… A future with a child.“Happy new year Bell.” Ash said as I smiled.“Happy new year everyone. Everyone seems to be in a good mood.” I sat down in my seat as Jade handed me a cup of coffee.“Taking a break from the scent of paper was all I needed. You Americans sure enjoy paperwork for a developed country.” Jade said, as I chuckled.“There’s nothing wrong with data insurance for fragile information.” I replied, as everyone agreed.Reina walked in with a serious expression and her usual confident streak, then stood in front of the team.“Happy new year team one; I can’t say I’m glad to see your young faces, bu
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Words That Bind: Author-sama Loves Me 016
Music was playing out loud as I made breakfast for the day. I hummed along as I moved with the beat before I felt arms around my waist and my husband’s head against my shoulder.“Someone’s in the best mood in the morning. Tell me, honey?” Ben asked as I smiled warmly before I placed the rolled eggs on a plate.“Is there no reason to be feeling a little joyous?” I asked in a flirty manner.“Enthusiastic rather. I’m happy that your mood has improved.”“My husband is a sweet talker.” I pinched his cheek before he carried the plates to the table.“Mom called; Isaac gave birth last night.” Ben informed me as I sat down.“I’m aware. Sarah was so excited, she even sent me pictures of our nephew. I never pegged that someone in their bloodline was an albino. He was chubby and adorable.” I said as Ben stared at me with a smirk on his face.“I’m sure our own baby will be cuter wit
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I smiled brightly as I read the comments that were on the fan site. Just as Erica promised, she posted a review and had a popular entertainment blogger give her an interview which caused the likability of Azrael’s book to improve by forty percent.“I’m glad to hear that the sales are leaping. Congratulations Campbell.” Reina said as everyone clapped before I smiled.“Real power move getting the president to speak for you.” Sven said as I elbowed him.“All the credit goes to Erica and her team. It wouldn’t have been possible if not for her.” I said as Sven smiled.“The way you say that is like some love-stricken puppy.”Jade chopped Sven’s head as he held his head and glared playfully at Jade with a teasing smile.“Everyone knows he and Azrael are a better match than a woman he clearly has no sexual interest in, and let’s not forget Azrael is worth it.” Jade said as I waved my hands
Words That Bind: Author-sama Loves Me 018
“Hmm.” I moaned as the scent of ginger tea invaded my nose buds. I peered my eyes open before I rolled in the opposite direction, my back turned to whoever was behind me.I felt the weight of the bed sink again in my front before someone placed a hand underneath my head.“It’s time to get up, love.” Ben said as I whined.“M’tired. One hour.” I insisted as he helped me up.“You can have that after breakfast. It’s almost eleven in the morning.” Ben pleaded.I felt something warm hit my throat as I opened my eyes before drinking the warm liquid. Ben leaned my body against the bed before I touched my forehead.“Are you okay?” Ben asked, and I nodded.“My head hurts a little.” I replied.“It’s expected since you were drunk.”“Drunk? The drink was so sweet.”“How many shots did you have?”“Five? I think. How did I get home?” I a
Words That Bind: Author-sama Loves Me 019
Azrael“Where is he?” I asked the moment Reina opened her front door before she stretched her hand to let me in.“His been down since I brought him here. I’d love to stay and comfort him, but I have somewhere to go and I’m worried he’ll do something scary if no one watches him.” Reina said as she placed her hand on her hip.She tossed me the house key card before she pointed at the back.“His at the back.” Reina informed before she left without a noise.I walked to the back of the house where I saw Leslie sitting down on a chair with a black kitten on his thigh, purring low as he absentmindedly stroked.I walked up to where he sat before I sat beside him and yawned; that was enough to steal his attention.“Oh, it’s you.” Leslie looked dejected as he said that.He didn’t say my name? The source of his mood was obvious.“I’m not gr
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Azrael was calm as he stared at the box before he sighed and closed it like he had received a disappointing gift. He lowered his head and shoved it aside before le leaned back.“We should report this to the police. I’ll also call management and demand why the staff didn’t check through the parcels.” I said as I raised my phone, but Azrael snatched it before I could unlock.“There’s no need, kid; let it be.” Azrael said as I frowned.“How can you be so calm about this? If this person knows who you really are, then there’s a chance she could hurt you. You are my responsibility.” I argued as Azrael pulled out a cigarette and lit it.“You’re new to handling this situation, so to be safe,” Azrael stared at me. “Stop coming to my house.”I was shocked Azrael would suggest something like that. This wasn’t a case to take lightly.A stalker who had the confidence to send such a parcel seeme
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I stared hard and long at the folder that contained our assumed stalker Nabi. As Azrael had said, her real name was Hannah Wellston. She would be twenty-eight years this year and her portfolio wasn’t exactly impressive nor the company’s standard but she worked as an intern and her weekly reports were actually very pleasant. She was pretty without a doubt with the sweetest smile almost like a child that it was almost hard to believe she was someone mentally unstable. In terms of relative, both her parents were alive, betas. She has a younger brother and an elder sister as well; sadly, the only address written was her parents and I’m honestly sure no sane parent would give their address to a stranger especially one who couldn’t tell a believable lie. I sighed before I heard the door open and hid the folder quickly in my bag because I didn’t want Ben to know. He tends to be too much of a worrywart than me. “Welcome home babe.” I said as I kissed Ben at t
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A year has passed, and we’ve experienced wonderful and painful things together, but we’re fine and strong.Valentin proposed to Lucas, and they had a fast court wedding in April. No one knew but Ancel, and you can’t blame him. He found out the day they wedded.We knew because I didn’t hear from Lucas for two weeks, but his social media flooded with honeymoon and his past lovers called me to confirm if it was true.We’re happy for them but everyone in the family except Konrad hopes they don’t have a child as Lucas’ fertility period ends.There would be so much awkwardness every time Leslie and I saw that child and the age gap. Dominant omegas fertilities are just too long.There were bad times. Isaac and Sarah separated for a few months because of their careers and a client of Isaac that was Sarah’s childhood friend.It wouldn’t be my concern, but Isaac was my brother, and Lucas cried. They were a power-couple so watching them almost throw everything because of another woman; it was pa
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AzraelLeslie’s second pregnancy journey was fierce. Tougher than the duration he was pregnant with Nikolaus.Week ten.Leslie eats mostly fruits because his nausea is heavy. He gets fatigued over minimum effort and sleeps for long durations. He cries a lot, but he bounces back after the mood swings.He craves churros with weird dips and ketchup a lot.Week seventeen.Leslie’s a little underweight but his bump is growing now. The doctor gave us a supplementary diet we’re strictly following. Leslie hates the taste, but Carson Campbell, Isaac and Lucas are great helps with improving the diet.Leslie’s nausea is getting better but his mood swings aren’t better.Week twenty-four.We’re going to go for a gender test but mother insists on a gender reveal party so the results will be mailed to her. Since we don’t know the baby’s gender, we decided to start decorating with neutral colours like orange and yellow, but Leslie wants purple.We haven’t started picking names, but we know bobby is g
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LeslieThe daily life of a marrying a spoilt rich international treasure.I wake up by five every morning for devotion and head to the kitchen. I enter the kitchen and start preparing school lunch for my kid.Ida joins me in the kitchen around six to make breakfast for everyone except I package Azrael’s breakfast because he wakes up when the driver takes Niko to school.Azrael wakes up around ten and eats breakfast late if he eats at all. On days Azrael wakes up early, I don’t work at home.I continue to unwrap wedding gifts from family, friends and fans, sorting things to give out and donate with the servants until I get exhausted.Our habits didn’t change after marriage, and we’ve been married for five months, but things were different in a good way. Pleasant.At least until now.I bolted to the bathroom and crouched in front of the toilet, gripped the toilet seat and hurled in the bowl. My stomach twisted in pain, but gentle pats soothed my churning stomach.“Is that better?” Azrae
Words That Bind: Author-sama Loves Me 107
LeslieThe soft strands of the brush glided carefully around my cheeks and stopped. I opened my eyes and stared at the mirror.The makeup artist did a terrific job making the makeup subtle. My hair was ready, cut shorter than the original length and gelled.Ancel opened the door, surveying seriously with a small note in his hand. He stayed at me and pulled out a white rose from the vase in the room.He placed the rose in my pocket and patted it.“Perfect but I liked the white suit better.”“You were going to make me wear a long veil if I wore that and this is my second marriage.”“You and Azrael would match but the blue isn’t bad. Soft and stable and I get to see you marry.” Ancel said and the door opened.Dad entered with a bouquet of hydrangeas and minor flowers. I recognised the flowers from mom’s garden and dad handed it to me.“Ancel, could you give us a minute?” Dad asked and Ancel winked.“Sure thing pops, have to make sure the set’s perfect.” Ancel said and left the room with
Words That Bind: Author-sama Loves Me 106
The doorbell rang, and I opened it. Kaiyo stood there with a pout on his face and glared at me. I spread my arms across the door and leaned back a little.“You’re not here to dump tomato juice on me again, are you?” I asked, and he blushed.I smiled and lowered my arms.“I came to apologise, so listen closely, because I won’t say it again.” He puffed his chest and placed his hand on his hip. “I’m sorry for splashing juice on you and saying embarrassing things.”“Stay away from Mitsuki. You don’t deserve him. He’s mine.” I teased, and he turned red.“S-stop teasing me. Y-you be kissing my feet. I came here today.”I patted his head and smiled. “Do you want ice-cream? Sundae?”“What flavour?” He shook his head and wiped his mouth. “I’m not a dog.”He acted like Becca’s, one of Isaac’s twins in her teenage stage that doesn’t want to be smouldered by adults. It’s difficult to find innocence and pure naivety at his age these days.Everything I wouldn’t describe Lucas, me or Oliver as.“Com
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105LeslieI joined my friends at the table. They were all waiting, so I raised my hand to reveal the wedding ring.“Yes!!!” Everyone cheered.Some high-fives and hugged me.“Congratulations!” Isaac said and grinned. “You’re marrying my brother again. Welcome to the family.”We laughed at the joke, and I nudged Isaac.“I can’t wait to tell everyone, and it was all thanks to me.” Ancel gloated and pulled out his phone.“Hold on there cowboy, Lucas might have already beat you to it. He was the first person Azrael called to while we were in Japan.”“I’m still going to spice it up more. I still have a picture of the ring.” Ancel said and started typing.“Thank you.” I whispered to Ancel. “For helping me with the ring.”Ancel nudged me and smiled. “Anytime. Patronise my company to decorate your wedding. I’ll give a discount even though your fiancée is one of the wealthiest living things in the world.”“Of course. Just set an appointment for next week.”Ancel was genuinely happy, but his ey
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AzraelI took pictures as Leslie excitedly stuck out his head from the train; the breeze blowing against his hair and his eyes excited with the nature scenery around Japan.Leslie was my kid, but travelling brought out that soul in him more. No sleep for me if he was awake, talking my ears out on all the places he wanted to go.I never want him to cry or feel lonely when I’m around.“I can’t wait to take a lot of pictures.” Leslie said, and I sighed.“I’ve missed hot spring baths.”The train stopped, and we headed for one of the popular temples in Kyoto – Fushimi Inari Taisha Shrine.We took a lot of pictures with a temple guide giving the history of the temple. I didn’t believe in any gods, unlike my parents and Leslie is Christian, so I couldn’t understand his fascination with temples.“Should we buy a charm or two? Maybe a souvenir?” Leslie asked.“Kid, these god statures aren’t for decorations and children touch things they shouldn’t. Let’s stick with the papers that won’t leave t
Words That Bind: Author-sama Loves Me 103
103Ben and I watched the examination Dr. Steve had with Niko. They were talking as Niko coloured and laughed.Dr. Steve touched a colour of the Rubik's cube and Niko would match the colours he picked as they talked about random topics unrelated to colours.Dr. Steve came out as a nurse took supervision, and we followed him to his office. We sat down and stared at Dr. Steve.My chest was heavy and my hands sweaty. I exhaled to ease the discomfort in my gut.“I have a few questions.” Dr. Steve said, and we nodded. “When was the first time you noticed your ward’s condition?”I stared at Ben, and he nodded in understanding.“When he was three. Nikolaus has always responded to the colour red as a baby, so I thought he liked the colour and yesterday, I confirmed he sees everything as red, with few exceptions.” I narrated, and Dr. Steve nodded.“What exceptions?” Dr. Steve asked.“Himself, me and objects that are actually the colour red.”Dr. Steve stared intensely at the both of us and exh
Words That Bind: Author-sama Loves Me 102
102LeslieKeystone Kindergarten was a beautiful building with welcoming graffiti and bright scenery. It was the beginning of a session. The school was full of parents, kids, and teachers.Azrael and I held Niko as we stared at the building before we saw a familiar toddler run towards us.“Remy!” Lennon screamed, and Niko broke loose from our hold.They hugged each other, laughing and giggling, then held hands. Lennon was a beautiful boy with a messy mop of brown hair, green eyes, and the brightest smile on his lovely face.“Leslie! Bethan!” Ben jogged towards us and stopped.“He’s so fast.” Ben said and hugged me. “It’s been a while.”Azrael frowned, and I wrapped Azrael’s arm around my shoulder. “You should keep a closer eye on him.”“Or a leash.” Azrael added, and we laughed.Ben checked his wristwatch and stared in shock. “I need to head for the office soon. I have a meeting in less than two hours.” Ben said.“It’s your second son’s first day of school. Be supportive.” I said and
