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4: “Now and forever.”

last update Last Updated: 2021-05-20 14:53:59

Alpha Flynn positioned himself between my legs and he started to lean down. His hands are still around my ankle. 

"No!" I spat as I flipped my body so my back was facing him and tried to crawl as far as I could. My hand reached the edge of the bed but Alpha Flynn pulled my waist and he pinned my body to the bed with his front. He was breathing heavily and his body temperature was not normal at all. It was way too hot.

"No! Let me go you prick!" I screamed. His body was all over my back and I couldn't move at all. My hands are still trying to reach the edge of the bed but then he grabbed both of my hands and pinned them down over my head.

"I told you, you should know your limits." He whispered to my neck. He kissed the back of my neck and I shivered nervously.

"Let me go.." I screamed as he kissed the spot just below my ear and sucked down. I can't help but moan and I could tell that he was pleased.

"I know that you want me." He whispered before sucking down the same spot even harder than before. I held myself from moaning. Then he slipped his right hand between my front and the bed. His hand slowly wandered from my stomach to my check.

"S-stop.. please stop." My voice sounded like a whisper now. I was trying so hard to hold back my moan. He moved his hand once again and he ripped my white shirt and pulled it away from my body in one swift move. I was left in my underwear. 

His hand traveled from my stomach to inside of my shorts. He opened my legs wider with one of his legs and my body started to shake so hard. I'm scared and i don't know what to do. I can’t believe that this is happening.

He is too strong for me to fight and I know that he is going to rape me!

I can feel his hands brushed against my underwear and he suddenly ripped it very very easily with his index finger, allowing his fingers to touch my entrance. I started to scream, begging him to stop. I tried to close my legs but he held them in the position that he wanted with his legs.

“You can’t do this!”

"We can, you're mine." He said. "Now and forever.."

He suddenly flipped my body and now I am facing him. His eyes have turned dark and I could literally see the black smoke around his body as if he was about to shift into his wolf form. 

He suddenly thrusts 2 fingers inside of me, my back arched in surprise. As much as I hate it, my body still reacts to his touch. The feeling is unusual and I am in pain. My inside is getting wetter as he moves his fingers even deeper this time.

Then he stopped thrusting his fingers inside of me and ripped my shorts and took them off of me. I'm now completely naked with my back against his front and I'm out of breath. I can hear him unbuckled his belt and tug down his jeans, just enough. Then he leaned down to my body again and moved my hair to one side. He kissed my ear and I moaned unwillingly.

He grabs my hips and thrusts his manhood inside of me. I screamed out of pain and breathing heavily. I grab the edge of the bed so hard, trying to hold back the pain.

"Stop." My voice came out as a whisper. Then he moved his hips and the pain began to blow up again. He pulled himself and smashed down into me again. It hurts so much that I can feel the tears building up in my eyes. He keeps thrusting and his pace quickens each time. A small moan comes out of my mouth everytime he sinks inside of me. He slammed down on me over and over again.

“Stop!” I screamed as hard as I could. Tears started to stream down my face. “Please don’t do this.” I begged him. Everything is happening too fast that i can’t comprehend. I hate being this helpless and pathetic. But I am just too scared to do anything else. I am looking at his dark eyes, hoping he will come out from this state and realize what he is doing right now is totally against my will.

He keeps doing what he was doing to me and I can feel he placed his mouth on my neck. As his lips brushed my neck, I can feel he is not completely in his human form anymore. I can feel his sharp teeth and with that, I know that he is about to mark me.

But then he stopped, he stopped doing everything that he was doing. He lifted himself out of me.

To my surprise, suddenly he blinked his eyes a couple of times and his eyes started to get lighter in a second. He looked down on both of his hands that are no longer touching my skin as he pulled himself away from inside of me. I cried out in pain.

His eyes are brimming with guilt. He hesitated to move his hands but he finally reached out to me. I quickly slapped his hand away.

“Don’t touch me.” I hissed, barely opening my mouth. 

Still half naked, crying in his bed, I quickly pulled the blanket and wrapped it around my body. I crawled back and curled myself on the corner of the bed. I feel so gross and disgusted.

I covered my face with both of my hands but I could feel Alpha Flynn looking at me.

“Mitzy, i-...”

“What the hell are you doing?” I cried out before he could say another word to me. “You’re a fucking rapist!”

I could tell my words hurt him by the pain in his expression.

“I would never hurt you.” He said as he took another step closer and kneeled down.

“You already did!” I spat. “You hurt me when you killed my parents and now you claim that I am your mate and I told you clearly that i didn’t feel anything when i see you! And now you are harassing me, touching me against my will! I hate you and i don’t want to be your mate!” I no longer have control over the words tumbling out of my mouth. I am weeping uncontrollably, running out of breath.

“Mitzy, i’m sorry. I lost control and…” He shook his head. “I can’t tell you how sorry i am.”

Looking helpless and confused doesn’t fit him. But I am just so mad at him that I truly get satisfaction from seeing the guilt and pain in his eyes.

“Please…” He begged and he placed his hands on my shoulder. “I’m sorry, this will never happen again. I lost control.” He repeated.

“Don’t give me that pathetic excuse, you’re an Alpha for god’s sake. If you can’t even control yourself, how can you control this pack?” I yelled angrily. I feel so immature, throwing all these words just to trigger and hurt him.

He suddenly banged his fist to the wooden bed frame, leaving a huge crack on it.

I once again turn pale.

“Enough.” He barks. 

I stayed quiet and sobbed quietly, no longer trying to trigger him. Can’t believe the alpha has such a major anger issue.

He sighed, quickly regretting his action after seeing how scared I looked. “Fuck, i’m just… I’m not usually like this. Something about you just makes me lose my shit, I swear.” He said painfully. “We’re in a really weird situation right now. I’m not going to hurt you, I promise, please.” 

He slowly placed his hand on my teary cheek and caressed it softly. I let him this time cause i’m honestly still too scared that my actions will anger him even more.

"And about your parents, I have my reasons." He whispered. It surprised me that he suddenly brought this up. "Mitzy, listen, your father challenged me for my position. The previous Alpha, my father, passed away suddenly when I was 17 years old and I had to take his position. I was 17 and no one believed in me. Everyone thinks that I was too young and incapable to lead the pack. I had so much to prove at that time, especially with my father’s legacy over my shoulder. So when your father challenged me, I took that chance to prove myself that I was capable of standing up for my position as well as the pack. But now, I truly regret that decision. I wouldn’t have taken that step if i knew that he was the father of my mate.” 

He slid closer to me and softly pulled me into his chest, ignoring the push of my hands. I finally gave in and pressed my face against his chest, but still holding the blanket around my body tightly. 

I could hear his heart beats and his body is warm from all the anger.

“If you give me a chance, I will spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you.” He sincerely said.

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Toni
idk if i believe this... if she has grown up a werewolf then she knows her father is at fault by challenging the alpha and her mom tring to kill him in the middle of the night... she should be ashamed not blame the alpha
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