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Chapter 35

Author: Vantae Swan
last update Last Updated: 2023-10-22 12:59:11

Feyre’s POV

Darkness swarmed all around me and I luxuriated in it, the reprieve it granted me from my pain eagerly embraced. A few times I was forcibly dragged from it, jerked into consciousness by whatever frantic attempts my captors made to undo what they had done. I would not let them, pulling back with impunity, dragging myself into the darkness that had saved me from their torment.

Images came in flashes, my half-lidded eyes staring blankly straight ahead every time I was forced awake.

I saw Mordric’s face, pale and panicked as he knelt over me. He turned to the side, his expression contorting into fury as he screamed words I could not hear. There was a hollow feeling in my ear that blocked everything else. Like my head was under a thick fluid that the harshest of sounds just couldn’t penetrate.

I didn’t move, a faint giddiness wafting through me as darkness once more dragged me underneath. Hands clutch my shoulder as someone screams into my face. I barely heard them, body saggin
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