“It was,” I said. “It really is beautiful.”
Before Amity could close the door, Fina called, “Did we miss it?” She stuck her head in the gap in the door and the doorframe. “The final fitting?”
“No, no,” I said with a smile. “Come in.”
Fina and Adora both hurried into the room. It was mid-morning, and they’d been dolled up by their own handmaidens. Both looked gorgeous, in their lush gowns and simple makeup. Fina swept me into her arms immediately in a hard hug, and I laughed as she spun me around. “Please don’t smudge the makeup,” Amity said. “We don’t have a lot of extra time!” “I won’t, I won’t,” Fina said as she released me, grinning.
Adora gave me a hug as well, and an air-kiss on each cheek. She was a bit flushed, but she looked happier than she did yesterday. That was about all I could hope for, considering how things had shaken out for the both of us.
“We wanted to be a part of the big day,” she said. “I hope you don’t mind.”
“Not in the slightest,” I said. “I’m so glad you’re here.”
Fina and Adora perched at the foot of my bed. Amity and Rue ushered me behind the dressing screen, and carefully helped me into the gown. Somehow, it was more real than the fitting had been, with my handmaiden’s attentive fingers fastening the closures and smoothing out the lace, instead of Aerika’s.
When I stepped out from behind the screen, Fina and Adora jumped to their feet. They both stepped closer, guiding me to the full-length mirror in the room. Having my two friends at my side in their beautiful gowns made mine appear even more striking. The light caught the gown, my hair—I almost seemed to glow. My naked feet peeked out from under the hem of the mermaid skirt, just a flash of pale flesh under the lacy hem of the dress. Strangely, it seemed to fit and look right—bare skin where I would usually expect to see a delicate heeled shoe.
I wished my mother was here. I wished I’d known her. I wished I knew if she would be happy with how all of this had turned out. If she’d wanted a wedding like this—maybe even a wedding to my real father, whoever he was.
There was a knock on the door. I pushed that thought away. Adora waved off Rue when she stuck her head out from behind the screen, where they were both folding my robe and towels, and hurried to answer it herself.
“Good morning, ladies,” Lady Glennis said. She was dressed in her wedding finery as well, an elegant deep purple gown with shimmering silver detailing. In her hand she carried a white box.
Lady Glennis stepped over the threshold. She smiled and sighed, pleased, when she saw me. She almost seemed relieved. Surely planning this Choice wasn’t easy for her—she was probably just as glad as I was that it was all coming to a close.
“You look beautiful, Lady Reyna,” she said. “The king is truly lucky to have had a Choice with such fine contestants.” She nodded at Fina and Adora, too. “The Court of Nightfall is pleased you’ve chosen to stay.”
Both Fina and Adora nodded gratefully.
Lady Glennis stepped closer and opened the lid of the box. “This is for you,” she said. “The ceremonial crown. Of course you will have a simpler one made for everyday court duties.”
“Oh, Lady Glennis,” I murmured. “It’s gorgeous.”
The crown was pale white-gold, inlaid with moonstone and diamond. It was so intricate, like a spiderweb—I couldn’t imagine the skill necessary to spin the metal into such fine, careful shapes.
Lady Glennis lifted it from the box and placed it carefully into my hair. It was subtle and sparkling. “It suits you,” she said. She smiled again, kinder than I’d ever seen her. “Are you ready?” I nodded. My heart pounded in my chest. I was ready as I’d ever be.
Lady Glennis led Fina, Adora, and me out of my quarters, with Amity and Rue following behind in their wolf forms. The stone floor was smooth and polished under my bare feet. Glennis led us toward the back of the castle where the doors opened to the back gardens. A small path led to the tree line. The garden was so quiet, absent of any guests, servants, or citizens. It was empty and silent, save for the rustle of the wind through the branches, and the occasional chatter of the birds.
Lady Glennis led us into the tree line. We walked single file on a path so narrow I could hardly see what she was following. The rich, earthy scent of the woods filled my nostrils, making my wolf perk into alertness in my chest. The trees were so tall overhead, topped with green despite the cold weather, and the sun fell in golden columns through the overhead branches, dappling the earth in light. The dirt was soft under my bare feet, save for the winding, knobby roots. I held the hem of my dress up just enough to keep it from the ground, though from what I could tell, none of the Nightfall wolves would’ve been displeased to see a bit of dirt on the hem. It might even be expected. “Where is everyone?” I whispered.
“Shh,” Glennis said.
I saw no one, but I felt them. My wolf knew there were other wolves nearby. A lot of wolves. I could feel them, their presence prickling over me and making the hair on my arms stand up. Where were we going? I’d run through these woods once, but the woods as a human and as a wolf were very different places.
Finally, after walking for what felt like nearly a half hour, we reached a small, unfamiliar clearing. It was not a natural clearing—it had been grown this way, with the trees planted in a halfcircle around the open, mossy space dotted with mushrooms.
It was in a half-circle because it was on a small cliff, no taller than a two-story building. Even from where I stood with Glennis, Fina, and Adora behind the tree line, I knew where the sensation was coming from. The wolves were under the cliff. It felt like all of Efra was here, the same crowd that filled the stadium for the challenge, but this time they were in their animal forms.
My own wolf roused with anxiety, wanting to spring forth, as if she was pulled by the presence of so many others.A violinist in the clearing began to play a delicate tune, the strings lilting through the air as if following the birdsong overhead. Fina and Adora walked into the clearing first and took their places a few paces from the edge of the cliff, to an audience of high-ranking court members in their human forms.Then I was standing at the tree line with just Amity and Rue in their wolf forms at my back. I wasn’t sure what I was supposed to do—no one had told me exactly how this was supposed to go. Icouldn’t see the king either, half-hidden as he was by the officiant as they both overlooked the crowd under the cliff. I glanced around, looking for some sort of instruction, when my father stepped into the tree line with a scowl on his face.“What is this?” he hissed, sneering at my gown. He was dressed in his ceremonial finery, linen layered against the cold along with a cloak, a
What else had I learned in Daybreak that was a lie?“Your Majesty,” the priest said, “my lady. We gather here today under the watchful eyes of our gods to join both of you together in matrimony as leaders of Pack Nightfall and the Kingdom of Frasia. The Choice has guided you to your queen, and now you may enter the rest of your lives together.” He cast his yellow eyes around the guests. “With your court and your pack as witnesses, you will begin this journey.”My father was nearly vibrating with anger as he watched, though if any other wolves noticed it, they made no comment. Fina was already crying as she watched, dabbing under her eyes delicately from where she stood. Even the duchess, stern in her rich purple gown, seemed minutely pleased to see the culmination of the Choice.Lady Marin stepped forward to the priest’s side. In her hands she held a plain wooden box. The priest opened it and carefully took out a heavy piece of thick, plain rope. “Face each other,” he said.We did as
“Just something special for our wedding day,” the king said, obviously pleased by my reaction.The guests in the main hall applauded as we walked in, cheers and hoots filling the room. The king laughed, loud and booming, and waved at the guests with his free hand as he hitched me a little closer. I hid my smile behind my hand. It was a strange feeling, being here like this, the center of attention—it almost didn’t feel real. Like I was playing a role, which I supposed was true. Finally, I felt like I was free from the judgmental, assessing eyes of the council and the court. The Choice hadn’t ended the way I’d wanted—but at least it’d ended. Small favors.The band began to play, and the king led me toward the floor. “I still don’t know the Nightfall dances,” I whispered.“Don’t worry about that,” the king said. “The ceremony was for the rituals of Nightfall. The rest of the day is about us.”He squeezed my hand and then pulled me close, in the center of the dance floor. The other guest
The song ended and Barion stepped away with a bow. “Thank you for the dance,” he said, “and good luck, Lady Reyna.”That was his way of saying goodbye.Outside, the sun had dipped down below the horizon, and the evening edged into night. The wine and champagne flowed, the band sweated through their clothes, and the cake was served down to the glass stand. I was still on the dance floor with the king, exhaustion beginning to nip at my heels like a pup.A bell sounded from somewhere in the room. The king pulled me close to his side. “That’s our cue,” he said. His voice was low, rumbling from all the talking he’d done to the guests. He looked just as tired as I felt, with his crown a little askance and sweat gathered at the collar of his fine shirt.I leaned against him, like my body was about to give up standing on its own since he was here to hold us up. “Cue?”The crowd began to hoot and shout out their well wishes. Scattered throughout the crowd, guests held sparklers, passed out by
My wolf urged me to move closer, to kiss him, to bury my face in the crook of his neck and erase all my reason and logic in the delicious familiar scent of his sweat. I wrestled her into submission.“We should talk,” I said.The king pulled back with an interested smile on his face. “Sure.” He moved toward the crackling fire, then gestured toward the armchair across from his own. He hadn’t changed his clothes, but did roll up the sleeves of his fine shirt, revealing the tanned muscular curve of his forearms. He poured us each a bit of brandy, then offered me the glass. “Let’s talk.” “I know it’s our wedding night,” I said.“You have a keen eye.”I ignored that. “And I know what is—customary.”“Right,” he said, that wolfish smirk reappearing on his face as his warm eyes tracked over my body.“But I—I can’t forgive as quickly as some might be able to,” I said. “I need more time.”The pleased expression dropped off his face. He raised his eyebrows. “This is about that traitor of yours?”
Before I made it, though, he caught up and caught my wrist in his hand. “Where do you think you’re going?”“Outside,” I said. “I need space.”He kept his hand around my wrist as he stepped close. “The last thing we need right now, Reyna, is more space.” He pressed his chest to my back and ducked his head closer, nosing behind my ear and inhaling. “I know you yearn for me.” His voice vibrated into my bones from the intimacy. “I can smell your desire.”I pressed my thighs together. It was no mystery that I wanted him. I’d made that clear the last night we’d spent together in this room. “My body and mind have two different opinions of you.”“Perhaps that’s part of the problem,” he said. “You’re so caught up in your mind that you ignore your body—and your wolf.”“I don’t ignore her,” I huffed, even as my wolf protested. Then I snapped my mouth shut. I didn’t need to justify myself to the king. I wasn’t an animal like the wolves of Nightfall. I had more selfrestraint than that.“We cannot
29When I woke up the next morning, it was to a brisk series of knocks at the door of the king’s chambers. I was asleep in his immense bed, but there was no indentation on the mattress next to me, nor any trace of the king’s scent on the sheets. He’d never come to bed at all.Last night, my exhaustion had overwhelmed my turmoil and I’d passed out nearly as soon as I’d hit the mattress beneath me. I’d never expected the king to give up his quarters to me though. It made my chest ache.I pulled my robe back on and stepped out into the main quarters to answer the door. Amity and Rue were on the other side, cheerful as ever despite the early hour. “Good morning, Your Highness,” Amity said brightly.“Wow,” I murmured. “Can we stick with Lady Reyna? At least until I’m a little more used to it?”“Sure,” Rue said. “This is a big change. I think you’ll love it, though.”I nodded. She had no idea how wrong she was. But, at least with Amity and Rue with me, it’d be a bit more bearable than it w
I wasn’t eager to draw too much attention to myself if I could help it.“Lovely choice, milady,” Amity said.We had a quick breakfast in my quarters, brought in by the kitchen staff, and then the two of them dressed me in the fine gown. Rue tied the laces at the back of the dress, while Amity brushed my hair into a plait resting over one shoulder. When she was done, she pulled another lacquer box from the drawers of the vanity and opened it. Inside was a plain, delicate crown, a simple band of gold like the one the king wore for most everyday ceremonies. She set it on my head with the same care and attention she did when she’d dressed me in the tiara that represented Daybreak during the Choice. But this crown, despite its simplicity, felt so much heavier.“Gorgeous,” she said with a smile.“Thank you,” I said. I didn’t feel gorgeous. I felt tired.Amity led me to the door. “We had best go send off the guests before the hour gets any later.”Outside, it was an icy cold day, with the s