“Did you think I was happy waiting for you? We had no timeline for marriage. You wouldn’t even kiss me. I’m a wolf, Reyna, I have needs. I can’t be told to wait.” Again, his eyes flashed as he looked at me, hunger and desire evident in his gaze. My wolf cowered, pulling away from him. “A wolf isn’t supposed to run from a fight,” he continued. “I won’t run from Daybreak to follow your flights of fancy. I’m meant to be a leader. An alpha. When I kill the king, I’ll take what I’ve always been owed.”
Under his burning gaze, I wasn’t sure if he meant the crown—or me. Nausea turned my stomach. This wasn’t the man I’d loved. Was this who Griffin truly was? Had everything we’d had together been a lie?
“You never loved me,” I said. “You just wanted a way into the court.”
“I do love you,” he said. “But you can’t run from who you are. You are a Lady of the Court, and now you will be queen.”
I’d never seen Griffin like this, bloodthirsty and single-minded. “I won’t be a part of this,” I said.
“I won’t help you destroy kingdoms for your own greed. Too many people will suffer.”
“And you think they don’t suffer under the Bloody King’s rule? Frasia belongs to Daybreak. Only under Daybreak can she prosper.”
“You don’t care about the citizens. You only care about the power.”
Griffin rolled his eyes. “I won’t argue anymore with you, Reyna,” he snapped. “There’s no stopping fate. It’s time for you to stop running from it.”
“Fate?” I asked. “None of this is fated!”
“The daughter of the Stars will marry the Bloodied King to bring back the Shining Ones,” he recited, then raised his eyebrows at me.
“Where did you hear that?” I stumbled back.
“You aren’t the only one who can do research,” Griffin said. “Your father was told of this prophecy when your mother first came to Daybreak. The Daybreak priests have kept it safe.”
I swallowed. I refused to believe it. I couldn’t believe it. “If that prophecy meant anything, the king would’ve chosen Adora of Starcrest,” I said.
“You can’t be serious,” he said.
“What?” I asked. “I am a daughter of Daybreak, not Starcrest.”
“And yet your hair shines blonde,” he said, “and your wolf’s pelt is white as snow, and her eyes glow silver.”
“And I am still a daughter of Daybreak.” My stomach dropped. “The prophecy has nothing to do with me.”
“You are of the Daybreak pack, but not by blood,” he said. “You are the bastard child your mother carried in her womb when she married the duke.” He shook his head. “I can’t believe you didn’t know.”
I was stunned to silence. My head spun. Surely, that wasn’t true. Surely, my father would’ve told me.
“This is your fate,” Griffin continued. “Yours and mine are intertwined. When I take the throne, I will be the Bloody King. And then, with the daughter of the stars at my side, we will bring back the fae to learn their magic. Together we will create a stronger race of shifters. Unstoppable wolves. Wolves whose blood sings with the power of the fae.” His eyes glowed with eagerness. “You wanted to see this world—together, we will conquer it.” “You’re crazy,” I whispered.
“No,” he said with a grin. “I am the future.” I turned on my heel and ran.
“You’ll see!” he called after me. “After the Challenge, you’ll see!”
He was crazy. He was crazy if he thought he could kill the king. He was crazy if he thought that old prophecy meant anything. It was just an old children’s story, something the nursemaids told the pups to get them to behave. Go to bed, or the Fae will come take you away! I was a daughter of Daybreak. He had no proof. There was no reason to believe him.
My father had never taken an interest in me. I reminded him too much of my mother. That was why —wasn’t it?
I shoved those thoughts from my mind. That didn’t matter. The prophecy didn’t matter. Even as it sat like a shard of ice in my chest. I made my way back down the narrow hallway, to the secret door into the tunnels.
So much for my escape. So much for our life together.
With the door to the dungeons sealed behind me, the cool air of the tunnels fell over me like a shroud.
Growing up in Daybreak, I’d felt isolated and misunderstood.
But now, for the first time in my life, I was really and truly alone.
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he long incline back to my quarters left me sore and exhausted. It was dark in the hallways, and my room was empty when I got there. I reached up and grabbed the sapphire hanging around my neck, then tugged it so hard the latch broke. Griffin had given this to me as a promise—a promise he’d broken. I tossed the necklace carelessly into my trunk. At dawn, the challenge would begin. I washed the dust from my body and eased my aching muscles, but nothing could calm the turmoil raging in my mind. All I could do was try to steal a few moments of sleep.
As scheduled, Amity and Rue entered my quarters an hour before dawn. I dressed in a black and deep purple gown—the colors of Nightfall.
My heart ached as I looked in the mirror.
“Do you feel any better this morning, milady?” Amity asked. “Was yesterday restful?”
“Yes,” I said. “I’m looking forward to the wedding planning.”
Amity hummed in acknowledgment. The Challenge was exciting to the citizens of Efra, surely, but both my handmaidens knew this wasn’t easy for me. Even if my connection to Griffin wasn’t well known—he was still a wolf of Daybreak.
Griffin didn’t seem to think that was the case, though. He didn’t know what he was doing. Somehow, that made it worse. As angry and betrayed as I was, I at least wished he had the sense to know he couldn’t beat the king. I didn’t want to be with him, but I didn’t want to watch him die. No wolf wanted to watch her packmate die.But—was he even my packmate anymore?My father had planned all of this. My father had used me as bait, placing me in Efra to give Griffin a reason to challenge. Would a pack leader do that to one of his own?Did I have nowhere I belonged?The only thing I knew for sure right now was that the only wolf I could trust was myself. There was nothing I could do to stop this challenge, and with Griffin’s admission, I had no reason to, either. At least the king hadn’t lied to me. He’d confused me, challenged me, irritated me—but he hadn’t lied to me. I sighed. It was a low bar, but he was one of the few men in my life who hadn’t crossed it.So today, I would look the pa
Horns blared, and then a young wolf dressed in bright purple bounded into the center of the arena. He spread his arms wide, and the arena erupted into cheers and shouts so loud it sent me flinching backward. The force of the sound was like a wave. People stood up, waved their hands, and threw paper into the arena in excitement.“Good morning,” the announcer called in a voice as bright as a bell. “To my Ladies of the Court and my lovely council members.” He swept into a bow, then straightened up and spun gracefully on his heel to see the arena. “And to the wolves of Nightfall!”The people stomped on the stands, creating a thunderous effect that made the entire stadium rumble beneath me. I gripped the arms of my seat, shocked by the power of the response.“Wolf Griffin of Pack Daybreak has graced us with his presence this morning,” the announcer shouted, “and challenged our king for the right to the throne!” Boos and hisses filled the air with animal ferocity.“Shall we see what this wo
Now the king was angry. I could sense it radiating off him, and my wolf could feel it, too, hunkering down in my chest. He’d been playing with Griffin before, and now Griffin had proven himself a stronger challenger than the king had expected. The king growled, stalking closer. Griffin met his gaze steadily, head low and lips drawn back.Then Griffin lunged forward again. In his confidence, he jumped high, aiming to get his mouth around the king’s neck. But the king saw it coming. He ducked low, so Griffin was nearly on top of him, then slammed his jaws closed hard on Griffin’s front leg, right at the top near the shoulder. The bone crunched under the pressure and Griffin yowled, high and pained. My skin crawled at the sound, and I leaned forward slightly in an attempt to see better. Blood stained the dirt of the arena.The king released him, his teeth stained red. He growled again, hackles up and his head low— another space in the battle for Griffin to submit.I squeezed my hands int
A soft knock on the door caught my attention. I glanced over at the door, then sighed and settled back against the headboard. I didn’t want Amity and Rue to know I was awake. Eventually, I’d have to face them—there was a wedding to plan, after all—but so far they’d respected my need for privacy. At some point they’d insist I face the court, but I was putting that off as long as I could.There was another knock on the door, sharper this time. More insistent. Maybe it was Fina or Adora, but I wasn’t quite ready to face them, either. I gazed out the window, as if I ignored the knocking enough, it’d stop all together.That was not the case. Another series of sharp, demanding knocks. I heaved a sigh and finally stood up. Whoever was at my door wasn’t giving up. I pulled on my robe and cinched it tight around my waist, then turned toward the door.Before I could take a step, it swung open.The king stood at the other side of the threshold, and he looked terrible. He had dark circles under h
Everything in my mind was so turned around.“Griffin was in the dungeons the entire time,” the king said. His voice wasn’t accusatory, more interested and curious. “When exactly did you speak to him? The guards never informed me that you paid him a visit.”I blanched. Right—well. If I wasn’t fleeing Efra, I had no reason to keep it to myself, and my foggy mind wasn’t up to crafting a lie.“I used the tunnel system under the manor,” I said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “Did you not know about it?”The king raked one hand through his hair. “Do you have any booze in your chambers?” He cast his gaze around imploringly.Despite it all, I bit back a small smile. “I’m not much of a drinker.”He opened the door and stuck his head out. “Go fetch me some brandy, will you?” Then he closed the door and dropped into one of the heavy armchairs by the low fire. “How exactly did you find out about these tunnels? The system isn’t common knowledge among the court.”“Isn’t it a bit e
My wolf whined internally. I’d never spoken like this to anyone—least of all the king. In my grief, I didn’t care. Consequences be damned. He needed to realize the extent of what he’d done. “Reyna, please,” he said softly. “What can I do to fix this?”“Nothing,” I said. “Not now. I just—I need time. A lot has changed. I have to accept that.”“Am I that bad?” the king asked. His expression was soft and almost hurt. “Is marrying me such a nightmare?”“I don’t know,” I admitted. I set my glass down and washed my face in my hands. “I don’t know anything right now. I thought I knew where I fit in this world, but that’s all been taken away from me. I have to figure out who I am—what I’m supposed to be. If the queendom is only about death and blood —I can’t do it. There has to be more than that.”Again, I expected the king to argue with me. But when I looked up, he was just watching me with a furrow in his brow and that same curious, sad look on his face. He nodded. “I understand.”“You do?”
We made our way through the room, greeting the guests before we made our way to the seats at the head of the table. As the king was roped into a boisterous chat with Cyran, my father strode over with his wine glass in hand.“Reyna,” he said with a warm tone I’d never heard him deploy at home. “It’s so wonderful to see you. What an honor to be the victor of the King’s Choice.” He leaned close to kiss me on the cheek, and then whispered sharply into my ear, “We must speak. Find me after dinner.”I swallowed and reared back, but none of the guests seemed to notice, busy as they were taking their own places at the table.The Duke of Daybreak took his place to the right of me, next to the duchess. I didn’t like how close they were seated to each other—it was making my wolf whine with displeasure. As soon as the wine was poured, my father stood up from his seat and raised his glass high.“To the King and future Queen of Frasia,” he boomed. “I am honored to call you my daughter, Lady Reyna.”
The king walked me to the center of the dance floor, where the other dancers parted easily for us to take our place. The music swept around me, slow and pleasant. The king placed his hand at the small of my back; his hand was so big it nearly spanned the width. He guided my hand to his shoulder, and instinctively I set my hand at his nape. The king’s eyes flashed gold at the touch, and he hitched me a little closer as he took my hand in his to lead the dance.Being this close, my worries began to melt away. I felt the switch as if it was happening to someone else. I knew the knots in my stomach shouldn’t be loosening, and my attention shouldn’t be drifting from my father—but I couldn’t help it. It was like the king’s touch made my body relax, which in turn eased my mind. It was so easy to let myself be led by him in a slow, comfortable waltz. Desire rolled subtly inside me, in the cradle of my hips. The memory of that night in his room lived in my body, and the closeness ignited a spa