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Author: Waverly Heart
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Maddie POV

One minute, I am making love to my mate. I want to feel him, I want this bond. I need this to be complete. I want to feel everything that the Moon Goddess has gifted to us. Being mates is a gift, that’s what everyone says, and being fated mated to my best friend? That’s the best gift I have ever had.

I mark him and then it all goes dark. I feel like I am floating, and my wolf takes over. I don’t know what happens but when I open my eyes, I see Colt is still under me.

Wait, this isn’t Colt. This is 1006. He is skinny and frail and…oh my god, he is inside me! How did I mate with him? I gasp feeling my neck and then I look at his. Not only did we mate but we marked!? What the hell is going on? 1006 looks at me and he is stunned too. I climb off of him and start to panic!

“Maddie!!” I hear Colt scream at me through the glass. I look at him and feel faint- he looks awful. Pale and sickly and even though I marked him, I can barely feel him. I feel him more than I did before but
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