2- Early Departure

The more I erased it, the more it appeared

“Aiys, hurry! I'll be late, " called his mother.

"Yes Mom, wait," said Aiys.

Aiys rushed down to absorb, "Mom, where daddy?" Aiys asked, not getting his daddy in the dining room.

"Daddy is out of town, the flight was early this morning," said mother casually.

"Are you really moving work, Mom?" Aiys asked again.

Mother approached Aiys, "Not sure, dear," he said.

"Let's absorb it quickly, later it's late," added mother, stroking Aiys coconut.

Aiys is still thinking about her mother's statement just now, "Let's eat, it's late," Mom ordered again.

Aiys accelerated his movement, true his mother said. He can be late if he keeps thinking about things that are not sure.

"Aiys go first, Mom," said Aiys.

"Be careful, dear," said mother, hugging Aiys' body.

Entering the right ear and out of the left ear, Aiys did not understand what Mrs. Neni was saying in front of her. The blackboard is monitor in school that must be watched and considered. But, somehow his thoughts weren't here.

Debate of heart and logic

Until when am I stuck?

If it's the sun, it's dim

Will, you moon

Replace my position,

Served h ari, friends complained and complained.

"Alisya Cantara, please pay attention to your lesson!" said Mrs. Neni.

"I've noticed three times," he added.

Keysa had been patting Aiys' shoulder, and she focused on the lesson. Not being ignored, Aiys thought again to Daffa. Aiys is in torment, Aiys can't have a long-distance relationship, and Aiys can't let Daffa go.

"To find Sin A, we can briefly use DeMi, to search for Cos A, we can use SaMi, and to look for Tan A, we can use DeSa," said Ms. Ne ni while drawing a triangle.

Mathematics was previously the subject that Aiys liked the most. Aiys likes calculation lessons, because of that Aiys solidified the choice as a student labeled smart in school, a science major which in hereditary culture is a level cooler than the social studies department even though these two majors have advantages and disadvantages.

Aiys clocks hanging in front of the class, why does the clock seem to be frozen? The needle didn't move and it went numb without feeling.

"Hufff," Aiys said as he looked away at the window.

"Focus, focus Aiys!" admonish Keysa.

Aiys just looked at Keysa sarcastically.

"Later reprimand again," he snapped.

"I ... y ..."

Tringggg ... Tringggg ...

Not yet finished speaking, the bell rang home.

"Finally," said Aiys, relieved.

Aiys immediately put the things in the bag and get ready to go home.

"Key, let's go home?" invite Aiys, while stretching his arm with Keysa.

"Just go ahead, Aiys, I have dance practice," Keysa said with a slightly gloomy face.

In two weeks, the exam practice local dance. There has been a division of the team, but yes, the Aiys team has not been moved to practice. Habits, when the event is near, then practicing furiously.

Aiys stepped out of the classroom alone, the school corridor seemed to pounce on him.

"Quiet, where else?" Aiys asked himself.

Arriving in front of the library, Aiys was silent. Here, at that time Daffa told himself that the good news was shrouded in bad news.

***

February 20, 2017

The date that was first seen on the cellphone screen. Something's awkward with today. February 20th, what is the moment? Aiys is thinking hard as I go to the bathroom. After 20 minutes of carrying out the bath, Aiys came out refreshed and of course fragrant. While taking a bath until now, his thoughts are still on the 20th of February.

Tringggg .. Aiys cell phone vibrating.

"Daffa," said Aiys.

It wasn't usual for Daffa to contact Aiys this early.

[Hello, beb Daf ..] call Aiys.

[In the morning a little angel, it took her a long time to lift her, just woke up, huh?] Daffa asked.

[No, not like usual contacted se this morning,] Aiys replied.

[You know what happened today ?] asked Daffa.

[Thursday,] Aiys replied.

[That's not it, what's up today?] Aiys thinks but doesn't remember anything.

[Today's announcement of the results of tests in Germany angel, we will see together ya ..] clear Daffa

Aiys phone drops, calls disconnect itself. Aiys s egara menc Erna one by one message from Daffa, "Test Result Announcement?" he asked herself.

Aiys anxiety has been answered, it is fitting that Aiys is not calm. The news made his mood suddenly change. There is an inner intention, not to go to school. But Aiys can't bear to see the disappointment on Daffa face.

"God, can Aiys ask Daffa not to escape?" Aiys prayer .

At exactly 6.45 AM, Aiys walked into the school with a bad heart. Whatever the outcome, I hope this is the best. Hours, announcements. However Aiys already imagined the LDR.

"Will it?" the question that Aiys is asking himself again.

Lessons started since five fifteen minutes ago, favors learn yet Aiys get. Until the class was over, there was no sincere smile that curved the corner of her lips.

About ego and taste

Please do not go

[Aiys, I'll go to the library later..] Daffa ordered .

Aiys reads the message from Daffa, without any intention of replying. The goal of his footsteps is only one, namely the library. Above the Aiys, it is as if there are already millions of iron steel ready to hit. White chairs with classic carvings are the focus, there you can see Daffa sitting quietly. Aiys glanced at the clock on his hand, the announcement will soon be announced. Her chest grew tight. Daffa who realized Aiys's existence, immediately waved while stepping towards the place where he stood.

"What are you doing standing here?" he asked in front of Aiys.

"Ehemm," said Aiys expressionlessly.

Daffa who realized something strange from Aiys, immediately directed Aiys to sit with her.

"Believe me dear, whatever the result. You are here," while pointing at his heart.

Aiys a is still silent. Daffa already understands what she means, because Aiys has openly said, Aiys can't LDR.

The announcement will be soon. Aiys and Daffa immediately sat down, Daffa succeeded in making Aiys calm again. Daffa typed on her cellphone to see the results of the announcement.

Right, two minutes later. Announcement is out. Sexually they both search for the name Daffa.

 Daffa Andrian declared PASSION. May 5, 2017 learning began.

Aiys's tears multiplied, in tears Aiys said,

"Beb, congrats."

Daffa did not reply to Aiys' words.

"Aiys," said Daffa.

Aiys just move the head.

"Darling, keep your heart for me,"

Aiys is silent, for a while.

"Beb, don't ... go ..." said Aiys stammered.

The Universe seems to know how I feel, what to do. Happy or sad?

There was no twilight sparkle, gray clouds connected above. Fallen leaves.

No birds singing cheerfully,

Silent, dark.

"Trust me baby, everything will be fine,"

"Aiys, you can't LDR," Aiys honestly said, soft as cotton.

"It hasn't been confirmed yet, how come I give up," said Daffa.

"Aiys can't," frustrated Aiys.

Daffa still pays attention to Aiys, "If you miss what? Aiys doesn't know who you are there with, if you cheated on you?" asked Aiys stared at Daffa.

"You, always here," calm Daffa, pointing at her heart.

"Brother, Aiys can't," Aiys cried.

Daffa who realized Aiys was crying, immediately wiped the tears with her finger.

"Brother," called Aiys.

"Hemm," answer Daffa.

Aiys and Daffa eyes met one point, facing each other to cut all the distance.

"Brother, can Aiys borrow his shoulder?" asked Aiys while watching Daffa.

Daffa did not answer, she preferred to put Aiys' head around her shoulders. It was raining, but there was no intention of the two young couples to move.

Under this rain water,

We spill a taste,

Together, without the intention of separating

Please take care of the taste.

***

"Aiys," said Keysa.

"What are you doing here alone, it's going to rain," Keysa wondered.

"What time?" asked Aiys.

"4:45 PM," he replied.

It's been two hours that Aiys has finished reminiscing about Daffa's footsteps.

Soon Aiys took Keysa's arm, 

"Come on, go home."

Don't force erase traces

I erased it more and more

More and more, come back

Hope everything will be fine

Foliage, convey the message of my heart.

Wind, take fly my taste.

~ Alisy a Cantara