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Secrets Are a Heavy Burden
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2025-01-25 02:00:21I froze, my body going stiff as I looked up at my dad. Not that I really wanted to go with him. It would be nice since the walk was a long way but hope was not something that I held when it came to my dad.
He frowned again before he shook his head. “She exerted herself too much.”
Translation for that meant that I was too sweaty and I would have gotten his seats dirty. The front door slammed shut behind him and I winced. Luna Ember pulled me close, her arms wrapping around my shoulders.
“I’m fine, Luna. I wasn’t expecting…”
I nearly jumped out of my skin when Alpha Damian turned and threw a bottle at the door. The metal bottle didn’t break but there would be a dent in it for sure. My eyes widened as I stared at the door and then at Alpha Damian. It was rare that I saw any outbursts from Alpha but that was way more than normal.
“Honey…” Luna Ember sighed.
“Go ge
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