Isabella povWaking up early in the morning I'm alone in the bed and didn't notice when Silas left. I'm almost as tired as yesterday and had to drag my body out of the bed.Getting ready for the day I dress up and have to put on some makeup to hide the dark circles under my eyes.Once I'm done I walk down to the kitchen and got myself some coffee before heading over to my company. No one is up this early and I try not to wake them up, walking out of the house I find my driver already in place waiting for me.Opening the door I get inside and greet him, feeling nauseous when the car starts to roll I have to lean back in my seat and focus on looking out the window.We arrive at the company shortly and I have to rush up to my office and empty my stomach over the toilet. I can't keep having it this way! A few more days and I will call my doctor. Rinsing my mouth and wash my hands before I leave my bathroom.Opening the door I see Nelly waiting for me in my office. She has a concerned look
Isabella povThe whole week went by in a blur, all I managed to do was work and sleep. I hardly know what day it is anymore!I haven't seen or heard anything from Silas this whole week and I think it is for the best at the moment. My boys have been occupied with my family and right now they don't ask about their dad, I know it's just temporary and we will have to figure something out soon.There is a knock on my office door and Mia comes walking inside." It's Saturday! Don't you think it's time to take a break from work?" She says and I sit back in my chair. I only planned to go to work for one hour or two but apparently, more time went by than I thought and it is already after lunch."Yes, your right! I just have to finish this up before I can leave" I say and start to write an answer to a company that wants a collaboration with me." Perfect! I thought we should go and get you a dress for the wedding next week" she says and smiles at me, I have almost forgotten about the wedding I
Isabella povEnding the call I just sit in my chair with a feeling my heart is in my throat and a chill runs down my back.Trying to wrap my head around what she just told me I look down at the table. Could this be the case for why I am feeling nauseous from time to time? Am I pregnant with Silas' child?Looking over at my empty glass I feel fear take over my whole body! I have been drinking a couple of glasses of wine and If I'm pregnant it's not good for the baby.Taking my hand over my mouth I look at Mia in horror! That's when I feel his presence beside me." What's wrong Belle?" I hear concern in his voice and there is no way I can turn my head to look at him, I know if I do he will understand there is something seriously wrong with me.I try to breathe and collect myself, Mia looks at me with questions in her eyes before I hear her speak up." I will get the car here right away!" She takes out her phone and I try to calm down.Take a deep breath before I answer Silas." Nothing
Isabell povIt took a couple of hours before it was time for my boys to sleep, my mind kept going back to what if I'm pregnant the whole time. Mia stayed with me and the moment they were asleep I went over to my bathroom with the bag.Opening it up I take out a test and go over the instructions, peeing on the test I place it on the sink and wait the minutes before it's done.Turning around I walk over and sit down on the bathtub, my mind is a mess and I have no idea what to do if the test shows I'm pregnant.I know I'm strong enough to go through this alone if I have to! There is no other option, I would never get rid of it even with how scared I am. I know I'm not alone this time, my family will be with me on this journey if I'm pregnant even I Silas chooses not to be.I sigh and place my head in my hands, this wasn't how I pictured how my life would be. If I ever was going to go through a pregnancy again I always pictured myself being happily married with a man in my life, not a mot
Isabella pov I felt anxious the rest of the weekend and just tried to take a moment at the time, When Monday morning finally came I couldn't wait and called to book an exam first thing in the morning. I'm afraid something is wrong with how tired I am all the time, I have never been this exhausted in a pregnancy before. Mia and Danny is the only one who knows about the pregnancy and for time being I want to keep it that way! I have been trying to wrap my head around everything but I'm still shocked, I didn't think this could happen! "Hey, Bella! Everything alright?" I hear my office door open and Mia comes walking inside. Looking over at her she walks and takes a seat opposite my office desk. " yes! As good as it can be" I honestly tell her. " I have been texting you the whole morning, I need to take your measurements for the dress if you want it to be finished for the wedding. I can take your measures here" taking up my phone from my bag I see she has texted me multiple times, I
Isabella povWe decided to have the meeting with Isac in the afternoon the next day and the whole night I just tossed and turned in my bed, I already have an idea of what he wanted but I can't be sure. So I asked Danny to look into it before I'm going over to the Anderson.The morning at my office started with me having to throw up in the toilet and feeling more exhausted, I just have a feeling this is going to be a long day."Bella I have brought you some lunch and sickness tablets for you!" Mia comes walking into my office, I haven't been able to keep anything down today and I'm not sure I can eat." thank you!" I say to her and she walks over and places the food on the table by the couch, I get up and walk over to her. I see she has brought me a salad and a smoothie, just the sight of the smoothie makes my mouth water and I can't wait to taste it.Taking it from the table I take a mouth full, and take a seat on the couch, leaning back and just enjoying the taste." found something
Isabella povComing into the meeting room I see Isac sitting on a chair and waiting, he looks worn out and older. I never would have thought I would see the day!I don't feel bad for him, he brought this to himself after everything he has done.We take a seat around the table and I take my seat at the furthest end of the table, I don't want to be anywhere near him. Silas comes to my side and takes a seat, he places his hand on my thigh and I let him have it there. My family comes to sit on my other side and when everyone is sitting I see Isac taking a sip of his coffee.I rest back and wait for him to say something but he is just quiet and sipping on his coffee.Well, I didn't come here for this!" Since you obviously have a hard time saying what you want to say, let me make it easy for you!" I say and see when he lifts his eyes and looks at me." You brought us here to let us know you planning on giving your position over to Silas and only sitting at the board, hoping I will offer yo
Isabella pov I carried the box myself out to the car, couldn't talk to anyone, and just got inside and took a seat in the back of the car. The amount of hate I feel against Isac can't even be described! No one said a word to me the whole way home. I just need some time by myself, all these years alone have made it hard to let people in completely. I'm used to taking care of my feelings by myself and behind closed doors. And that's what I need right now! Just some time alone. When the car stops outside my house I open the door and get inside, I don't see Anna or my boys anywhere and I guess they are down on the beach. Walking up the stairs I open the door to my room and shut it close after me, holding the box close to my chest, and feel how tears burn behind my eyelids. For year's I thought it was lost forever and I was never going to see her things again. Walking over to the bed I open the box and started to take out her things one at a time. Her foot and hand prints with a lock