When we finally arrived at the Palace we were quickly escorted to the Queeness Palace, a Palace maid guiding us to our private rooms on different wings. Rosanna was verbally grateful to be living away from me as she followed her Maid to the north wing. While I smiled and silently followed my guide into the south wing. Ivy and Arden walked with me, wanting to see where my rooms were before settling into their own. Gratefully, my rooms were the last ones at the very end of the south wing, with large wooden doors that were adorned with intricate designs.
Once those doors opened I was stunned silent, walking into the greeting room first. It was a large space, about the size of my room back in the Du Pleasant estate. It held a fireplace, dozens of bookshelves, a dining table with accompanying seats and three loveseats in the middle of the room. It was all warm and welcoming, with flowers and small paintings decorating it and long flowing curtains partially covering the windows. To the very far left were another set of double doors just as ornate as the ones we’d just walked through. These revealed my now sleeping quarters… and it was incredible.
It was twice the size of the greeting room, with much larger furniture all around it. The first thing I locked eyes on was the massive bed with posts that climbed up into the ceiling. Thin, grey and sheer curtains were pinned back by white ribbons. And just a short way distance from the bed was a glass door that led onto a terrace that looked covered in flowers. A desk was pushed up against a window further down that same wall, along with some more bookshelves and a small corner reading area. More loveseats were arranged in the center of the room and twin wardrobes took up the last back corner of the room, along with a beautifully painted divider that I could get dressed behind.
The Palace maid smiled as she pointed out a hidden small door behind that divider, explaining that my small bathroom was in there and that it was fully stocked with everything I’d need. She then informed me of when the Queeness Greeting would happen, as well as when dinner would be served. She then turned to my brother and asked him to follow her so he could see where his sleeping quarters were. After urging my dear brother to follow her, he and the Palace maid walked out, Ivy soon chasing after them since she needed to change into her maid's uniform.
“Alone at last.” I muttered, taking a seat on the edge of the incredibly soft bed.
I looked around this new room and felt a strange sense of peace, knowing that the Duchess, my older half brothers and the Duke himself couldn’t just waltz in and demand things of me anymore. I didn’t have to keep acting like the perfect little daughter that did as she was told. I didn’t have to pretend to be a Du Pleasant. I could reveal who I truly am, and what family I truly came from.
Ivy came back after a short while, dressed in a similar uniform that the Palace maid had on. The only difference was that she didn’t have the Royal family’s gold crest pinned to her collar or embroidered on her skirt. She helped me remove my traveling outfit and prepared a bath for me while I went through my gowns. I pulled out the black and purple dress that the Duchess had gotten me, smiling as I looked at it. She no doubt believed that these dark colors would clash with the golden hair and pale blue eyes that I was parading around with. She probably never thought that I’d remove her little charm and show everyone what I really look like.
“That dress will look beautifully with your dark hair My Lady.” Ivy commented as she scrubbed my hair in the bath. “And the hints of purple on it will make your unique eyes glow marvelously.”
“Thank you Ivy.” I smiled as I thought of it, wondering if the Duchess had picked those colors as a way to mock me, believing that I’d feel hurt at not being my true self.
After the bath I was dressed in the gown and slipped into matching shoes. Ivy combed and styled my hair, weaving a deep purple ribbon through it and pinning it against the nape of my neck in a styled knot. I looked at my reflection then, fighting the urge to rip off the damned charm on my wrist and seeing the real me. But I resisted, knowing that I would feel the biggest sense of gratification if I revealed myself in front of Rosanna and all the other guests.
“My Lady?” A Palace maid knocked on my bedroom door, smiling as she bowed at me before motioning with her hands. “The other Ladies have gathered and are awaiting your company to begin making their way to the central Palace.”
I nodded, thanking her and turning to Ivy who was beaming with excitement. I couldn’t help but laugh a little, seeing her eagerness shine in her eyes as we followed the maid back out. On our way to the main waiting room we ran into the twelve Guards that had all been given dark grey uniforms to separate them from the Royal knights. My brother quickly spotted me, smiling as he joined us as we all entered the waiting room. Our little trio stood apart from everyone else, avoiding them all as Rosanna did what she did best: Make herself the center of attention.
“I feel so dreadfully embarrassed to have been brought here along with my sister.” She started, pouting as all the other Ladies turned to look at her. “Having to compete with her is such a shame…. But at least we’ll all know who will get eliminated first.”
The other ladies laughed with her, smiling as some glanced in my direction. Of course she was using the common rumors that she and her mother spread about me. Pinning me as the dim-witted, clumsy and ill-mannered daughter that was never allowed out of the estate. I was labeled as a woman without honor, dignity or self-respect, and they used what had happened to me two years ago as proof of it all.
But this time I refused to bow my head as they all talked about me. I kept my head up high as their stares bore into my skin. And I most definitely kept my gaze as far away from Sir kaliden as I could. My brother, of course, did the opposite, glaring down at our sister’s chosen Guard with so much hatred that I was surprised he didn’t just burst into flames then and there.
“It’s such a shame to have a sister like her stain the Du Pleasant name.” Rosanna continued, sneering as she turned to look at me.
But before she could say another word, I smiled back, stepping away from the wall I had been holding up and slowly joining the group.
“It would truly be a shame.” I said loudly, forcing them all to look at me. “But of course, I’m not a Du Pleasant, and you never treated me like one.” All the other Noble Ladies’ eyes widened as I spoke, clearly stunned that I’d say anything at all. “And I won’t go on pretending to be a part of your wretched family anymore.”
I grabbed at the little charm on my wrist and closed my eyes for a moment, pulling harshly and hearing the faint snap of the chain breaking. I could hear gasps and faint murmurs begin before I opened my eyes again, seeing the shock on everyone's face grow even more once I showed them my deep amethyst eyes.
“I am Amara Delphia, daughter of the Grand Knight Diana Delphia of the Order of the Violet Wolves.” I turned and smiled, seeing my brother reveal himself as well, linking my arm through his as I continued. “And this is my twin brother Arden Delphia.” I leveled my cold gaze on the pale Rosanna, smiling while everyone else’s shock climbed even more. “We hold no ties and no loyalties to the Du Pleasant family who smeared our mother’s name before her death, and we never will.”
I turned and made my way to the doors just as a few maids opened them and began to ask us all to follow them. As I walked away from everyone I caught sight of HIM standing at the edge of the crowd. His jade eyes were wide as they looked at me and his greyish brown hair was combed back in a way I knew he hated. He still looked the same as he did the last time I saw him. Still toned and lean, with a calm and alert presence that made any room feel just a little safer and warmer. The sight of him sent a sharp pang through my chest, and I had to bite my lip to keep from showing any emotions as I made my way out of the room.
I was hoping to lead the way into the central Palace since everyone else was still stunned by my big reveal. But sadly my dear sister had other plans. She raced up to the front of the group and pulled me aside just as we made it inside the large building. My brother and Ivy wanted to follow us, but I shook my head, motioning for them to keep going with the others as Rosanna pulled me down a small hallway and behind a large pillar.
“You pathetic, narrow minded attention whore!” She shouted, her hands clutching the sides of her pretty white and soft blue dress. “What is wrong with you! Once mother hears about this you’ll be whipped until your back is nothing more than a mound of blood and red flesh!” She stepped closer to me as she screamed, her face turning pink while I kept a calm and level expression. “How dare you insult MY family name and act like some kind of victim!” She grabbed my arm with one hand and started digging her nails into my flesh, making me flinch slightly. “You are the one that should’ve never been born! You are nothing but a tool, a puppet for my amusement!”
“Not anymore.” I said softly, watching as shock registered on her face again. “I will never be your little scapegoat again. I will be my own person now, one without any ties to your worthless, thieving family.” I leaned in closer to her, making her take a step back. “I am a Delphia, and I say to hell with anything that ties me to your family.”
“You little bitch!” She raised her free hand then, preparing to slap me with those large rings on her fingers.
I closed my eyes and sucked in a deep breath, waiting for the impact to sting and spread across my head. But a deep male voice cut into the small seconds of silence, startling me.
“Enough!”
I opened my eyes again and turned towards the sound, feeling my eyes widen as a man with two Knights following him stepped into view. He was dressed in a dark grey formal uniform that shined with different medals on his chest. Gold trimmings accentuated his large frame and helped call attention to the deep red cape that was pinned to his shoulders. He had the deepest back hair I had ever seen, with a few long locks falling over his forehead. His eyes were the most unique thing about him though, they were a deep red color that reminded me of roses. Those very eyes were narrowed as he looked at us, his lips held in a thin frown that was slowly growing more bitter.
“Your Majesty.” Rosanna croaked out, quickly releasing me and stepping away so she could bow.
I shook myself of my shock too, stunned to run into the Crown Prince like this and bowing along with her as he stopped a few feet away. Once I straightened up I realized that he was staring down at Rosanna with so much disappointment. She cowered and started to sniffle when she looked up at him, her pink face now going pale.
“What is the meaning of this Lady Du Pleasant?” He asked, his red eyes becoming distant and cold as he searched her face.
“I-It wasn’t w-what it looked like Your Majesty!” She clutched her chest and took a small step towards him, her lower lip quivering as her eyes started to fill with tears. “It’s just that she insulted my family, and I just couldn’t take it!” She jammed a finger at me, turning to glare for a moment before returning her focus to him. “She’s nothing but a liar and the daughter of a common whore, she shouldn’t even be here!”
His Majesty sighed heavily, turning to look at me with his penetrating gaze. I felt strangely exposed while he looked me over, and I had to fight the urge to look away from him too. But when he suddenly took a step towards me and reached out I nearly fell back, trying to avoid his touch. His eyes widened when I did that, and a fleeting look of worry crossed his eyes as I looked away, casting my gaze to the ground.
“You’re bleeding.” He said softly, making me remember that Rosanna had dug her nails into my arm.
I turned to look and frowned, seeing the thin streaks of blood going down my arm from the crescent shaped cuts. Raising my arm I looked to see if I had stained my dress, sighing when I spotted nothing on it.
“Let’s get you taken care of.” He continued, motioning for one of his Knights while he turned to Rosanna. “I’ll be waiting for a truthful explanation later Lady Du Pleasant.”
I shook my head as he spoke, backing away even more from his Knight who looked at me pleadingly.
“There’s no need Your Majesty.” I told him, making look back at me as his Knight stepped back, unsure of what to do. “I‘m fine.”
He was about to protest and maybe even demand that I get treated, but I silenced him quickly. Raising my opposite hand and relaxing my muscles, calling onto the dull warmth within my chest. Shyly, I glanced at the Knights and Crown Prince as a small ball of flames danced over my open palm.
This was something else that the Du Pleasant family tried very hard to keep hidden, because I was not only born a Non-Shifter, but I was also gifted, just like my mother. Most Non-Shifters are born with a small ability that helps replace the emptiness of not having their animal form. But I had one of the much bigger abilities that was what had made the Delphia family famous as Knights. I was able to conjure and control fire, manipulating it in any way I wanted and even using it to heal. But the big thing that made my burning core special was that when I conjured up the flames they were always a unique violet color with a deep blue center.
I now used this little burning ball of purple to heal my cuts, cupping my arm with my flame covered hand. I closed my eyes as the warmth spread throughout my arm, letting me know that I was all healed and no longer bleeding. The Knights gasped when I removed my hand, shaking it once to extinguish the flames. Rosanna was glaring at me with tear stained eyes and her hands were balled up against her dress. His Majesty also looked pretty stunned, with his deep red eyes bouncing between my healed arm and my eyes.
The silence that followed only lasted a short while before a maid found us, bowing to the Prince before urging us to join the others in the ballroom. She noticed the blood streaks on my arm and helped clean them up, offering a few tissues to Rosanna to help her still look presentable. Once we rejoined the rest of the Queeness’, His Majesty disappeared down a smaller pathway and through a side door followed closely by his Knights.
After me meeting with the King and Queen I was sulking in my room, feeling so utterly pathetic for letting myself get sucked into my memories in front of others. Especially His and Her Majesty. Ivy wouldn’t stop bringing it, saying how she was so moved with my tales of my mother and how happy my childhood had been. My brother on the other hand was drowning in his own embarrassment, trying to shift all the cringey feelings onto me by teasing me.
I don’t know how long I spent outside crying my eyes out like a lunatic. But when I was finally calm enough, I got up from the ground and gathered my dirty shawl, tossing the wooden sword aside as I made my way back into the Palace. As I snuck back inside I wrapped my bleeding hand with my shawl, fighting back a yawn as I made my way down the hallway. But as I neared my door I froze, feeling the presence of someone nearby.
The morning of the first festival day brought on a surge of chaotic excitement that affected everyone. And soon the news of who was going to open and close the first day of the festival spread across the Palace. Those Noble Ladies spent the entire morning shouting commands at their Handmaid’s as well as the Palace maids. They were urging them to get things for them, changing their minds about their performance outfit and crying a river when the tiniest things were out of place. Ivy, Arden and I just enjoyed the free show, quietly laughing at the manic range of emotions that was running through the two dancers of the day.When the sun was high in the sky, we were all escorted to the large open plain on the farthest edge of the Palace grounds, on the other side of the Central Palace. Banners, flowers and ribbons of all colors were blowing in the summer breeze from the posts of every shop and game stand. There were hundreds of Shifters walking around too, all full of smile
Of all the people to run into...I thought to myself, standing there stunned as Calix clung to the Crown Princes’ neck.Wait… did Calix say Uncle?“Where have you been Calix?” The Prince asked him, looking down at him with a warm smile. “Your mother told you to stay near the library.”I couldn’t focus on Calix’s answer as I stood there, suddenly distracted by the Prince.He’s very handsome… How come I’m just now noticing this?My mind wondered, recalling the past few moments in which I was near the Prince.He was tall, with broad shoulders and well defined muscles that could be seen beneath his clothes. There were solid black markings on his arms, spaced out and scattered around him. This made him seem mysterious in a way. He also had an air of authority to him that mixed with wisdom and something else that I couldn’t place. The way he was s
The next few days of the festival passed by in a near blur, with Ivy and Arden enjoying the daily changing booths and activities. We tried many different treats and poked fun at each other while we played different games. Ivy burst into tears on the third day when I had shown her the new and simple outing dresses I had bought her. And my brother managed to sell a few more trinkets that I had snuck away from the Du Pleasant estate, adding more to our travelers fund. Little Calix even joined us a few times, introducing us to his mother who was the Crown Princes’ adopted cousin.She was a beautiful woman named Lanalee with straight coffee brown hair that she kept in a neat shoulder length cut. She had the same amber eyes as her son, but her facial features were a lot more delicate and curved than his, making me wonder what his father looked like. She was also very kind and open to us, telling us stories about herself and her son when they traveled around. She had let slip
The last day of the festival was opened by Rosanna, and she, like nearly every other Queeness, dressed in the Royal Fafner family colors of red, gold and grey. Her dress was of smooth glittering red silk that was adorned with gold. And a pale grey scattering of jewelry glinted off her body as she danced. Thankfully she didn’t embarrass herself like some of the other Queeness’ and actually stuck to her family’s Pride Dance. But the dress itself was enough to wonder what was going on in that head of hers.It was far too tight in some places and showed quite a bit of skin too, not leaving much to the imagination. Of course this made it so the men in the audience cheered and whistled loudly for her, no doubt garnering some amount of points for this challenge.After Ivy, Arden and I made it out of the arena we met up with Lana and Calix by a drink booth. We then followed the ever energetic eight year old throughout the festival, watching different side sho
*Prince Dorian*I should have known that things weren’t as I was told. I should have picked up on the signs before my opinion of someone had formed. It should have been easy for me to notice these things… if I wasn’t blinded by false friendship and lies.My choice of friends and those I kept close to me had always been a long and tedious process. I didn’t care for those that wanted to suck up to me just because of my station in life. I didn’t want those that saw me as a tool to better their lives or as some omnipotent guard that would let them get away with anything they did wrong. But even through all the nit-picking and information gathering, a fraud still managed to get through and join my inner circle.This was the case with the Du Pleasant brothers, Marcus and Samuel.I had met them during my time at the Academy and, after months of casual greetings without anything suspicious coming up, I allowed them to join my small
The chill in the air was biting as I walked through the garden with Lanalee. It had been so long since I was able to spend time with her and I knew that once my baby was born I would have even less time. So, even though Dorian wanted me to rest and keep warm within the Central Palace while he traveled with his father to the Capital, I wrapped myself up in a warm cloak and decided to take a walk. We were enjoying the gentle calm the winter breeze blew in when Calix appeared, running towards us in his own little cloak and boots. “Why are you out in the cold My Lady?” He asked me, his breath making little puffs of white blow out with his words. “Calix.” Lanalee chastised, shaking her head at her son. “I told you, it’s not ‘Lady’ anymore, it's Madam, or Your Majesty.” “Oh, right.” He bowed and corrected himself, maki
The flutters and kicks of my little baby increased as the day of our wedding came closer and closer. And Dorian would constantly stop what he was doing to place his hands over my round stomach, smiling when he’d feel our baby kicking against him. His mother had to kick him out of the office a few times so that I could focus on my lessons, making me laugh when he would pout as he walked away. On the morning of the big day, Ivy and Morina woke me up and helped me get ready. They prepared my bath and poured oils and flower petals into the water while other maids pulled out the dress and all the adornments that were going along with it. I was massaged, wrapped in silk and sprayed with perfumes. I was made to lay in bed with a mask of herbs and flowers on my face and forced to sit still for hours while my hair was treated and combed. A light coating of make-up was placed on me while my nails were polished and
I jumped out of bed the next morning, startling Ivy as she pulled out my dress for the day. I rushed towards the large mirror of my vanity and moved my hair out of the way, smiling broadly as the reflection of the Mark from the dream stared back at me. The happiness I felt spilled over to Ivy who cheered and squealed when I told her how the Mark appeared on me. And when I stepped out of my room I was quickly pulled into Dorian’s arms, laughing at his excitement. The Temple quickly spread the word on the Prophetic dream they had had, coming to look at the Marks on both our necks and discussing how wedding ceremonies would be different now because of them. I also managed to pull my brother aside before my lessons began with Queen Avelia, explaining how the Marking worked in more detail. He took this moment to tell me that he was planning to propose to Morina and wanted to ask if they could hold their weddin
*Amara* After the Queen left I found that Ivy had been brought to my room and had prepared a bath for me. I was grateful for the soothing feeling of the warm water and the smell of my favorite oils and flowers swirling in the tub. Ivy chatted excitedly about becoming the Nanny to a little Prince or Princess while she combed my hair and helped me slip into my nightgown. I hadn’t realized just how tired I was until I caught myself yawning and almost falling asleep to the feeling of Ivy’s gentle fingers in my hair. So, instead of exploring my new space like I had planned, I crawled into bed and muttered a good-night to Ivy, quickly being pulled into a heavy fog of sleep that I gladly welcomed. The familiar feeling of floating came to me and I smiled as the same clearing that I had met the All Mother in materialized
*Prince Dorian* After my mother led Amara out of the room I turned to my father and waited. I knew that there was something important that he needed to say to me, and my mother knew, so she distracted Amara and walked her out so we could speak in private. “Before I tell you anything,” He started, sitting up as a rare smile grew on his face. “I want to congratulate you, on both retrieving your Mate safe and sound, and the baby.” My own smile grew even more at his words, and I couldn’t help but repeat them in my head. My Mate, my one and only perfect half… My Amara. Erebos echoed my words, his own happiness blending in with mine. Our
The silence that stretched on made me feel increasingly more nauseous as I waited for his reaction. I felt as though the entire world around me had gone still and was hanging by a thread as I continued to wait. A sudden pit of fear started to settle in me and I wondered if he would toss me aside because of this, my mind taking me back to the terrible mistakes I made with Kaliden. I soon felt his arm around me and his free hand came up to gently cup my cheek, guiding my eyes back to his. “A baby?” He whispered, his garnet eyes glowing and filled with amazement and joy. “We’re having a baby?” I shakily released the breath I held and nodded, smiling up at him as my brother began to cheer next to us. He pulled me in and kissed me before dropping to his knees, his hands going over mine as he stared at my stomach. Rosa
Unfamiliar faces passed me as I whipped around like a mad woman, pausing for a moment when I locked eyes with Commander Lovarne. He smiled softly then nodded his head towards the main gates. I followed the motion and felt a bright smile break out as my body started moving again.I could see him standing with his back to me as he ordered some Knights to follow my brother into the Greenhouse. He slowly turned as my boots clicked loudly behind him, revealing his handsome bloodstained face. I was just outside arms reach when his eyes spotted me, and I launched myself into his arms, knocking him back a step. His sword fell to the floor with a light clang and his arms quickly wrapped around me as I clung to his neck with my feet off the ground.“I love you.”The words flew out of my lips as I held him ti
After Rosanna left I ate the soup and nearly half of the fruits and vegetables she had left for me. The pitcher of water was nearly empty too, and I changed into the dress and shoes she laid out for me before blowing out the lantern and going to sleep. That night I had the best rest I thought I could ever get within the Du Pleasant estate, and I was pleasantly surprised when I sat up to find that Rosanna had left more food and water for me while I was sleeping.I ate some more while I took the time to look over my dress and the different options left for me to escape.The dress was thankfully long sleeved, with soft white ruffles that opened around my elbows and brushed by my wrists. The bodice and skirt were simple, yet warm and fitting, with most of it in a pale grey color that was accented by white ruffles and trim. The boots were black and stopped halfway u
The next few days went by somewhat calm, with my pathetic meals being dropped at my feet and the nights growing colder. The Duchess didn’t make an appearance and the physician only returned once to check on me. He smiled when he found me lying on my side, too cold and numb to move and expose my body anymore.I was growing weaker as the winds of autumn brought in a taste of the coming winter. It rained on one day and my pitiful self was powerless against the chill that attacked my bones. My fear and worry over my baby grew in these few days and I did my best to keep my center as warm and dry as I could. My arms and legs felt like ice and my lips stung when I tried to move them. The peaks of my cheeks and the tip of my nose felt tight and sensitive too, feeling a slight sting when anything would rub against them.“Amara.”