CYNTHIA's P O VThe following second was spent on me mustering up every last bit of strength I had so that I would not cry here in front of Julian. I didn't want to cause him any additional anxiety than he already had. I've already caused him more than enough trouble with the conflicts that happened in the ballroom.The car came to a stop when we got to a sidewalk that was close to the water and overlooked the Manhattan Bridge, which took me by surprise. Julian threw his head back against the seat before I could ask him a question.‘‘Shall we get out of the car? You’ll feel suffocated here. You need…’’ he paused. ‘‘Fresh air…’’I watched as he got out of the car and opened the door for me. I let out a sigh as I stepped outside, reaching for his hand when he extended it to me, and inhaling the cool air of the night.Even though it did not make the pain that was in my heart any less, the night breeze did feel good on my skin.Julian took off his coat, and draped it around me, knowing th
CYNTHIA's P O V‘‘Oliver is an incredible guy, and all of the other girls absolutely adore him. I believe that is why many of them hold a grudge against me when I rejected him...’’ I was attempting a light-hearted chuckle, but all that came out was a pathetic choke instead. ‘‘You know, being a daughter of one of the most influential families in the country can sometimes has its downfall. People make assumptions, and talk about me behind my back; they say things like, I'm arrogant, a snob, and a spoiled brat girl...’’My bottom lip quivered as I exhaled deeply and allowed another tear to roll down my cheek.‘‘Some of them say that I played with Oliver’s feelings…’’ I whispered. ‘‘Some believe that I was only using him so that I could get good academic grades, because he did tutor me some lessons… They knew my reputation from my previous school, because of John… ’’ I wiped under my eyes. ‘‘But I’m trying my best, and doing everything I can to prove that I can excel too like them. I am s
CYNTHIA's P O V‘‘Thank you…’’ I waved goodbye to Julian as soon as he dropped me off at school the next morning. He nodded, and as I turned to go through the school gate, I could still feel his gaze watching me intently.My heart was restless when I walked across the hallway of my school. As I held the straps of my backpack, I could feel people’s eyes on me. I could hear whispers, faint and frantic, emanating from all directions.They were all talking about me. In a bikini. God… With a hula skirt.But the thing that tore at me the most was the fact that I couldn't stop thinking about the smiles that dad and Arnold had on their faces as they waved me off to the party. They were completely unaware that it was an elaborate plan to embarrass me in front of the rest of the school.What emotions would Arnold and dad have if they were aware of it? That I spent last night acting as the school's clown. That I had been like that since I studied in this school?No… They will never know about it
CYNTHIA's P O VJulian approached me with full strides, while Leina froze on her spot, her gaze jumped from me to Julian, then from Julian and then back to me. All heads were turned towards us, and the room suddenly becoming dead silent.My heart was beating rapidly as I abruptly pushed my hands on the floor to help myself stand up. When I got up, Julian was already standing so close to me, but his eyes were locked on whoever person it was behind me that had tripped me and caused me to fall.‘‘J-julian…’’ my voice was shaking when I stopped him as I placed my hands on his chest to prevent him from confronting or attacking the person precisely, with how he was seething right now. ‘‘Julian, please, don’t...’’ I pleaded with a tone that conveyed both urgency and fear.He clenched his jaw, panting, and he looked very much pissed, but I begged him with my eyes that I didn’t want him to make a scene.I turned around and shot an angry glare at the person who had just purposefully tripped me
CYNTHIA's P O VI took a few moments to look around the traditional restaurant that Julian and I had just entered. The space had low lighting and exuded opulence thanks to the emerald green walls, tan leather banquettes, and equestrian-themed artwork that adorned the walls.I observed a number of men and women dressed formally eating their lunch. Because of this, I felt even more out of place, which was compounded by the fact that Julian was also dressed formally for work in his business suit.I couldn't help but glance down at my outfit, and the embarrassment I felt was overwhelming. On the other hand, I hardly have time to give this issue a second consideration because the waitress was already directing us to our seats.When I sat down after Julian, he immediately picked up on the fact that I was feeling uneasy.‘‘Is there something wrong?’’ he asked with concern in his voice.‘‘I just…’’ I chewed on my bottom lip. ‘‘I just didn’t expect that we would be walking into such an exclusi
CYNTHIA's P O V‘‘I can be your daddy, too…’’ Once more, the man spoke in a hushed tone, and this time it caused me to shiver and almost lost my temper.He was very rude and disgusting!‘‘That’s not possible…’’ I said coldly, wanting him to leave me alone.‘‘Why?’’ He made a strained expression, and there was humor in his tone. His presence was getting on my nerves. ‘‘Where’s your daddy, huh? I've been keeping an eye on you for a while now, and I haven't spotted him anywhere nearby. He might've just left you—’’‘‘I am her daddy…’’ The iciness in Julian's voice reverberated in a gradual but distinct manner.When I looked up, I saw him giving the man the evil eye. He gave off the impression that he wouldn't think twice about breaking the man's neck if he didn’t leave by my side immediately.‘‘Do you have any problem with that?’’ Julian’s voice was so low that it made the hair on the back of my neck stand.Because I had never heard him speak in such a manner before, I questioned whether
CYNTHIA's P O VThis morning while I was making my way up the stairs to return some books to the school library, scenes from the previous day were playing through my head. I couldn’t help the smile on my face as I recalled how I pretended not to understand what daddy means. Stupid, Julian!After ascending to the second floor to access the hallway leading to the library, I was stopped in my tracks by something. Melanie and Becca could be seen there having a conversation to one another while standing against the wall.Instantaneously, my grip became much firmer on the books that I was carrying against my chest. It would be best if I got out of here as quickly as possible before they could make fun of my existence in this world.Melanie sniffled, wiping the tears below her eyes as she spoke to Becca. ‘‘What should I do? He must hate me so much right now…’’ I frowned, wondering who she was referring to. ‘‘Help me, Becca, please…’’Becca heaved a sigh as she wrapped her arms around Melanie
CYNTHIA's P O VJulian wrapped his arms around me in a bear hug, and I don't think I'll ever want to be out of his embrace. ‘‘Oh, God…’’ His voice was still trembling, and it sounded as though he couldn't believe he could lose me at this very moment. ‘‘Tell me, you’re okay. Please…’’‘‘I’m okay…’’ I said, even though every part of my body was still shaking.He nodded, and kissed my forehead before he let go of me and left, as he walked upstairs. I had to grab the railing to keep standing, due to the continued weakness in my legs.I shut my eyes, letting out a soft cry. Oh, my god… I almost died.‘‘Why the fuck did you do that?’’ Julian’s voice echoed, and that made me abruptly climbed the stairs with my shaky legs while putting the pressure of my body on the railing for support. ‘‘Why, Oliver?!’’‘‘Julian…’’ I called out, but he didn’t seem to hear me as he continued confronting Oliver.‘‘Did you think that you could just do that, huh?’’ Julian lashed out. ‘‘Were you unaware that Cynt
JULIAN’s P O VAunt Olivia insisted that Cynthia must first complete her education, and give birth to our child before she allowed us to get married. And I felt worried about Cynthia because I was aware that she was waiting for this moment. Even though she wasn’t voicing it out, I could sense that she was expecting me to propose to her, for us to build our own family, but Auntie asked me not to let Cynthia know about our agreement.After seven months, Cynthia gave birth to a healthy baby boy who she gave the name Mark Julian. And while I was occupied with the expansion of the business that Arnold had requested me to handle, Cynthia continued her studies.Finally, Cynthia graduated and I’ve never been so proud of her. I believed that as a result of all of the things she went through, she got more matured. She never complained about the fact that I did not offer her marriage.When it was time for Cynthia to get her graduation present from me---it’s not exactly a graduation present, but
CYNTHIA's P O VAt this moment, tears were beginning to run down my face. I couldn’t keep them at bay. Now that it was almost certain that I’m losing this baby.I may not know a lot about pregnancy, but I knew that bleeding was a bad sign.As soon as we entered the emergency room, an array of questions and answers ensued, and I answered them to the best of my ability, while my parents and Julian were listening attentively. Julian refused to let go of my hand even when I was wheeled back toward a room and directed to strip for an ultrasound.The nurse stopped Julian when he was about to enter the changing room, insisting that he wanted to help me change into a hospital gown. ‘‘I can help her, Sir. Just stay with her parents outside…’’Julian did not immediately follow the nurse after initially hesitating, but he did so eventually. Soon after, he began to loosen his grip on my hand before leaving completely.My parents sat in a chair along the far right wall, and Julian stood a few feet
CYNTHIA's P O VTWO MONTHS LATERI groaned as I sat up in bed and stretched my arms. A quick look at the clock that was sitting on my nightstand revealed to me that nightfall would arrive sooner. How long have I been dozing off?These past few days, my normal pattern of sleeping has been thrown off. Simply put, I was mentally and emotionally exhausted to the point where I lost track of time because of it. Even though my parents, Arnold, and Celestine regularly checked on me every once in a while, one of the harmful things I'd been doing was spending most of my time alone in my room. This was another habit I'd gotten into.They have been monitoring the media, calling people and giving them orders, as well as discussing the situation with the authorities. They would act wary every time I descended the stairs, as if they didn't want me to hear about those fucked up news again.I never heard from Julian again after that day. I was aware that his wedding took place last month, but none of
CYNTHIA's P O VNothing could have prepared me for the crushing agony I experienced when my mom told me that Julian had departed without even alerting me, or even bidding farewell to me before he flew back to France. Nor could anything have prepared me for the profound sense of loss that caused my heart to tighten, leading me to believe that it was going to cease beating altogether.Even though I was aware, on some level, that he was meant to return and marry her, the fact that he did still hurt. How could he? How, after making love to me? After I had already given him everything? After stroking my hair until I fell asleep? After spending so much time gazing at me with that breathtaking smile? How could he love her and marry her still?There was a painful lump that was lodged in my throat, and it was making it difficult for me to even breathe. In addition to this, I had to fight against my tear ducts in order to keep from crying in front of my family because of him. In total honesty,
CYNTHIA's P O VThe moment the door to the Maxwell villa opened, I was met with a resounding slap across the face from my irate mother.‘‘Aunt Olivia…’’ When she raised her hand to slap me again, Julian attempted to stop her, but she instead hit Julian which caused my eyes to widen in shock.‘‘Don't address me like that, you have no connection to any of us anymore!’’ she said through gritted teeth, a threatening tone was used as she glared at him.It appeared as though everything around me had come to a stop. I blinked back the tears that was on the verge of falling down my cheek. ‘‘Mom…’’Did Arnold tell her about us?‘‘What are your intentions with regard to my daughter?’’ She asked Julian while completely ignoring me. ‘‘Do you intend to take him as your mistress?’’‘‘No, I…’’‘‘There is no future for the two of you, and even if you leave the woman who will soon become your wife, I won't let you have my daughter!’’ And she smacked his face once more, which prompted me to push her aw
CYNTHIA’s P O VJulian grabbed the shower head, turning on the water. He pointed it at me and he made sure to let it pour all over my body, until every inch of me was soaked. ‘‘I’ll take it that it will make you behave…’’‘‘Uhmmm…’’ I agreed mindlessly, not really listening to a single word he uttered, for I was too busy gawking at his dripping wet physique. I could feel my lids becoming heavy, my veins burning under my skin as pure sexual desire course through them.Unwittingly, without even noticing it, I kneeled in front of him, coming face to face with his semi-hard shaft, but before I could even touch it, he grabbed my shoulders firmly. ‘‘Get up before I fuck you again…’’‘‘But I want you to fuck me again…’’ I protested with a pout, still resting on my knees.He chuckled amusedly, lightly shaking his head. ‘‘Come on, Cynthia, we’ve got to go…’’But I didn’t listen, I remained still.Julian decided to bring his arm under my armpits and pick me up against my will, laying small kiss
CYNTHIA’s P O V‘‘Do you think that somebody was listening to us?’’ I inquired anxiously as fear began to course through my veins.Julian gave a dismissive shake of his head before rising to his feet and reaching for the bathrobe that was still hanging on the door of the bathroom. ‘‘No, the rooms are soundproofed. You stay here...’’ he covered himself and left the room.But I couldn’t mind my business in a situation like this. I rolled out of bed and took a fluffy bath towel, wrapping it around my body before following him towards the living area.From the other side of the slightly open door, I could hear a feminine voice. ‘‘Uhmm, Hi… I mean, good morning. I was wondering if you saw Cynthia---’’I rudely pushed Julian out of the way and came face to face with Stef, who let out a sigh of relief upon seeing me.‘‘Oh, Cynthia… I was worried about you!’’I smiled at her and placed a kiss on her cheek. ‘‘Well, as you can see, I’m good…’’ I then stepped closer to her so that she would be a
CYNTHIA’s P O VI completely let myself go, carelessly giving up on trying to hold myself up and completely leaning against his tall, manly frame. ‘‘Oh, fuck…’’ I moaned as I gripped his hair and pulled on it, moving his head and craning my neck so that our lips would touch. I immediately opened my mouth, allowing his tongue to slip inside.Julian added a second finger into my tight canal, starting to thrust harder. ‘‘You’re such a sexy little thing, aren’t you...?’’ he pulled his hand away and brought his fingers which were coated in my juices, to his mouth, sucking them clean before he picked me up and walked back to the bedroom, letting me fall onto the bed, and then followed me immediately.I pushed him down onto the sheets and got on top of him, hovering over his rock hard member. ‘‘Do you want me…?’’ I inquired in a hushed tone as I took both of his hands in mine and placed them on my waist.He nodded with his mouth agape, looking up at me with full of desire and appreciation.‘
JULIAN’s P O VThere was something unbelievably intimate about waking up next to someone, especially when that someone was the one you love.Strips of golden sunlight shone into the room and Cynthia managed to wrap herself around most of my thin sheets.I woke up with my arm lay across her stomach and her head was tucked into my bare chest. We hadn’t bothered dressing ourselves after last night’s events, as we had already seen every inch of each other.Also we were exhausted, that we had drifted to sleep after another heated kiss.Cynthia stirred slightly, which brought me back from recalling what brought us here, and buried her head further into my chest while placing a hand onto my torso.But all of this felt so wrong, since everyone around see us as cousins, and in addition to that, I am already getting married.But then, why did last night feel so right? And why did her touch alone light my body on fire?I knew that my old self would think otherwise, but Cynthia and I couldn’t hap