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*Ana*

“Cousin?” I start again finding his silence.

Mykhol stiffens but his eyes remain on the door. I almost wish he would turn around and start yelling. But we just continue to stand in silence.

“Are you upset?”

“Does it matter?” Mykhol’s voice is so quiet that I almost miss it.

“Cousin, I don’t want to fight.” I close my hands and take another moment to muster the courage.

If I just explain things clearly, he won’t be upset. I’m sure if I explain myself. My reasoning, Mykhol will understand.

He will understand.

“Cousin, I want to explain myself.” I try again. “From a practical standpoint, you going back to school will be-”

“Always so practically aren’t you?” Mykhol’s voice cuts through mine. “Almost to the point of being heartless.” His eyes are like fire. They burn and hurt as they stare down at me.

“But I’m sure you’ve heard that one before, right?”

I have to dart my eyes and swallow again.

“Heartless?”I repeat as an awful memory resurfaces. The whispers and jarring stares
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