Not the Best First Time

*Ana*

“The next order of business will be supplies.” I am going through the list I’ve written to prevent forgetting anything.

As this is my first time speaking officially to the court, I want to instill the impression that I will be a clear and organized leader. At the same time, I do not wish to make any mistakes. Which, I believe, is going well so far.

You got this. I tell myself with a breath and go to read the following line.

“We will need to send boats over with supplies. Food, bandages, weapons restock-”

“I wonder what his lordship will wear?” The whisper is loud enough to stop me. It’s coming from below. I look at them for a moment before taking a breath.

It’s okay. People get distracted. I tell myself.

But don’t let them distract you. Stay focused. I go back to read my list.

“Like I said, we need to send restocks. They mustn't run out.”

“I heard he plans to match her Empress’s gown.” Another voice doesn’t even bother to whisper this time. I have to look up yet again to see t