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Chapter 80 Cacophony

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*Ana*

Who is screaming? I vaguely recognize it. Someone was screaming. The voice was high and shook. It sounded horrified and unhinged.

Make it stop. The screaming is too loud. It hurts my ears. Why won’t anyone make her stop screaming?

I cover my ears, but it does nothing. It still sounds so loud. My hands can barely block the sound. It’s muffled, but like I put my head underwater.

"Ana-" The scream suddenly stops when a hand wraps over my mouth. I feel their other hand circle my waist and pull me in. The arm tightens, and I shudder. I looked up and found it was Mykhol. He’s looking down at me.

“Cousin,” My voice is soft and almost lost as a broken whimper shakes my chest. My legs lose form, and I lean against him as my eyes turn back.

“No, don’t look,” Mykhol tries to cover my eyes now, but moving from my mouth just gives me the chance to scream again.

“Ah!” I scream. I scream from the very bottom of my stomach as tears flow down my cheeks. I don’t need to see it because t
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