~Winter~
It's been a month since the Bluemoon incident, and I still haven't been able to get over what happened. It's Brandon’s damn scent and that residual bond causing an emptiness in my soul. I can't move past it, and the helplessness of it is infuriating.
Summer believes I will be okay; I think so, too, but the stares and gossip aren't helping matters at all.
Now, a month has passed, and I can't say I have healed completely; in fact, I still cry about it.
Every time I go out, someone is pointing and gossiping. People look at me with pity.
Brandon has tried to reach out several times, but I shut him out. It is best this way. The earlier he accepts he ended things and it is over, the better.
I have yet to hear from Lesley, but I know I will. At the rate Brandon is going with his pleas, she will come for me.
Even Brandon's mother has reached out a couple of times to check on me.
Who was I kidding?
It wasn't every day a fated got dumped at the altar. I couldn't believe Brandon could do this to me. I still find it hard to believe.
I tried to convince myself that it was all Lesley and Brandon had no choice, but I knew he had a choice. He was a douchebag that deserved to suffer, but I knew he wouldn't suffer. People like him don’t suffer. Elites: they have all the good cards.
Maybe Summer and I shouldn't have moved to Hayland, but we had to. We had no choice.
We had come with some of the children in the orphanage.
Hayland was a cheaper place, and we believed we could function better and provide for the children in Hayland.
We were right, and it would have been so if I hadn't gotten involved with Brandon.
Upon our arrival in Hayland, we had the obligation to meet the Alpha and establish a connection with him to establish our place in the community. That's when Brandon and I crossed paths. Had we not gone to see him, things would have been different, and I wouldn't be so empty right now.
When financial struggles arose due to my inability to contribute my share of baked goods for sale because I was focused on my training as Luna, Brandon stepped in. He generously provided us with the building we now call home and guaranteed a steady food supply.
Despite the current month's provisions, I harboured doubts about the sustainability of his support now that Lesley was in charge and she hated me. We were indeed fucked.
Summer and I have been trying to figure out how to run the orphanage without Brandon since I returned from his home after confronting him about the rejection.
A tiny part of me hoped he wouldn't stop being kind to the children, but it wasn't his call to make. It was Lesley’s, and she did not care for anyone but herself.
I poured myself a glass of gin and sat by the window in the room I shared with Summer, looking at the moon.
"Why did you tie me to that bastard?" I asked the moon. Was it possible that I was fated to suffer?
As orphans on the streets, Summer and I never attended a conventional school. Despite that, we were determined to educate ourselves, learn to read and write and acquire various other skills.
The orphanage we lived in was shit, and once we were ten, we were sent out to fend for ourselves. We were past the age of adoption, and no one would adopt a Gamma and Delta. There was a rumour that we might have noble blood because of our breed, but that was all it was: a rumour and nothing more. Our last names were shit and rootless.
The words Brandon spoke about me at our almost-wedding echoed in my mind. He said the truth – I had to navigate life independently, and perfection was beyond my grasp. How could I be a lady when I wasn’t even allowed to exist?
As I gazed at the moon, I questioned its intentions for me.
"Winter", I heard Summer’s voice say, and I turned to look in her direction. She was wearing her nightdress and looked exhausted. We are more like twins even though we do not share parents. We grew up on the streets together, so we understood each other.
Our dream has always been to make our world a better place in the best way we can. To ensure orphans have a home and a good life. To ensure they do not feel the absence and lack of having a parent.
We started all this to ensure they had a better life than we did on the streets. So they are protected and loved.
So far, we have been trying, but with Brandon out of the picture now, we will need funding, and the bakery business will not supply it. I know this for a fact.
The economy in Hayland isn't good, and the people's purchasing power is low. We might be able to feed the children, but paying the rent would be difficult.
"Still up?" Summer asked me, joining me by the window.
She collects the glass from my hand and drinks the rest of the gin. She did not flinch while swallowing the poison, and I smiled at her.
"I tucked them all in. They keep asking all sorts of questions. Children," she said, rolling her eyes, and I smiled. Then she reached out and gently pushed a loose strand of my hair behind my ear.
"How are you holding up, Sparkle?" She asks, using her term of endearment.
She gave me that name because she said I always had a spark in my eyes, no matter the circumstance. I doubt I do now.
I called her Sunshine because that was what Summer was: all sunshine and no rain. I hoped what happened to me never happened to her. She kept our sky clear, and it should remain that way.
Summer had concern evident in her eyes, and I nodded.
"It's getting better," I say, and she nods.
"You know we have to leave Hayland," She says, and I know she is right, so I smile.
"Brandon was the one funding the project. Now, with Lesley running things around here, I doubt the funding will continue," She said, making a lot of sense, and I agreed.
Then I sighed and looked at her.
There was no point hiding my true feelings from her. This question plagued my mind two days after the bluemoon incident.
I would lie if I said I wasn't panicking about the situation.
"I don't know what to do, Summer. We can't go back to Brighton, and you know why," I confess, and she nods with tears.
"I was thinking we move to Greenville. We might be able to settle down there. The indigenes are nice people, and the Alpha..." she starts, and I shake my head.
"We do not have the means to get there, Summer. Transporting all of us, including the children, will cost a lot," I say, and she agrees,
"Then we should look for money because we can't continue to live in this forsaken place. I hope Brandon and his bitch burn in hell," She says, and I laugh, then leave the window to pour myself another drink.
I gulped a shot and poured another into the glass before returning to the window.
"Any ideas?" I ask, and she thinks about it.
“Honestly, I just know we are to leave Hayland. It is the only logical thing to do. But I do not know how,” she confesses.
I placed the glass at the window, ran my fingers through my blonde hair, and bowed my head from frustration.
"I just had to get involved with the fucking Alpha," I slurred.
"Our stay would have been blissful if Brandon and I weren't fated. If we weren’t fucking..." I confessed, and Summer remained silent without saying a word. She believed it, too. I did, so it was okay.
"We need to get money, and we need it fast. I don't think we can last any longer in this place. I can't stand the Luna. She is a bitch. She won but still won't rest. I think you gave her a complex, Sparkle," Summer said, and we both laughed, but soon my laughter faded, and tears escaped my eyes.
"It gets better, Sparkle. Just wait and see. Time heals all wounds," She said, and I sighed.
"Does it heal scars, too? Would time heal my scars?" I asked her, and she was silent. We both knew the answer. Scars don't heal. They just fade a little, but you will always remember.
~Winter~ Summer and I remained at the window, drinking and staring at the moon. I wondered what the moon had in store for us next. Would we ever get a break? Will my heart mend? I couldn't tell, and I hated being in the dark. "Right now, I need time to be still to plan our migration," I finally spoke, and Summer was silent. It would have been easier just to leave if the children weren’t involved, but we owed a duty to keep them. Walking away wasn’t an option if we wouldn't be doing it together. That is when an idea clicked in my head. I could not tell if it was the alcohol or something spontaneous, but the idea was vivid, and I was willing to share it. "Are you squirmish about crime?" I asked Summer, and she looked at me wide-eyed as if I were crazy. I knew I needed to calm her down, which I did. "Please just answer," I said, and she relaxed. "No, tell me, Sparkle, I am listening," She said, and I nodded. "I say we rob a jewellery store, sell the loot, head to Greenville and
~Winter~ Another two months passed, and Summer and I never discussed the planned robbery. It was as if it was a forbidden project, and we shouldn't discuss it. Although Brandon had stopped sending the food support, we could still feed ourselves. Regardless of the calmness of the situation, Summer and I had it at the back of our minds that we would have to leave Hayland eventually. Brandon had stopped troubling me too, but I knew it was Lesley's doing, not his heart's desire. I was still healing, and the ordeal with the orphanage had kept me occupied. We baked more than usual, and the people patronised us often to support the orphanage. If baking could secure our roof, I wouldn't be so apprehensive. Returning from a bread delivery, I noticed Brandon's car parked at the orphanage's gate. A lump formed in my chest, and it felt like something was squeezing my heart. My pulse quickened, and a sense of nervousness enveloped me. The apprehension only intensified. Despite the false
~Winter~ I did not give two fucks about Lesley's weak attempt at public display of affection. I knew Brandon didn't love her because even though she interlaced her hand with his, his eyes were fixed on me. I could see regret and pain evident in Brandon's eyes. He was in pain, and he wasn't hiding it. I wondered how bad the threat to Hayland was that he opted to ruin himself like this. I could see he wasn't a happy man, but there was nothing that could be done about it. Lesley smiled at me, and I fought the urge to laugh at her. Knowing she was just a money bag to Brandon made me want to laugh. "Well, this place is an eyesore. We must tear it down and build something better to rent out at a better price to outsiders when they come. If you can afford the rent, you can move back in, but I want you out in six weeks," She said and stood up. "What!" I exclaimed and looked at Brandon. By then, Lesley was leaving. I could see clearly that she was the Alpha, not Brandon. "Six week
~Winter~ Six weeks was a very short time to plan and execute a crime successfully, so Summer and I had to devise a plan quickly. Planning to commit a crime was one thing; laying out the plan was another. We were amateurs that were under a lot of pressure. We had to be careful not to make mistakes. The options were between Haymonth and Mountain. They were both wealthy places, but Mountain was closer. We spent two days looking around the place while we baked loads of cakes and bread, hoping to come up with some money. Brandon requested we deliver cakes to him at his house for three days, and I planned to make those rounds successfully in the evenings to create an alibi. The bus left Hayland for Mountain in the afternoons, so delivering cakes in the evening would mean we never went anywhere. No one would suspect if an investigation were launched because we wouldn’t be taking the bus; we would be going through the woods in wolf form. It was a dangerous venture, but that was our bes
~Winter~ I arrived home to see the children having supper. There was meat today. Thanks to Pamela, I smiled. It wasn't like we were impulsive when we started the orphanage. Business was good in Brighton until a baking factory opened a couple of chains in Brighton, and we couldn't make sales anymore. But that wasn't the main reason why we left. The Pimp we rescued Chelsea from was out to get us, and knowing we could be targets for pimps ourselves, we knew we had to leave. We never told Chelsea she was the reason we abandoned our home, and we planned to keep it that way. Some would say we should have reported to the Alpha of Brighton but people like us are always cut off from those in charge. That was my appeal to Brandon; he opted to see and welcome us to his territory instead of assigning a Kappa to do it.I guess he ended up acting like them in the end.Summer and I waited until the children were in bed before discussing our plan.I took a shot of cheap gin and sat on the bed to d
~Noah~ There is a time in your life when you feel left behind. Especially when everyone around you has moved on and you are stuck in one spot. That is precisely how Sebastien and I feel. My twin and I did everything right. Top of our class, we graduated before our peers and even helped solve a world-saving case. You would think we would be awarded something great, like, let's say, our birthright, but no. Our father decided we lacked emotional maturity and still had much to learn. It wasn’t our intelligence or strength that was the issue. It was our ability to feel and empathise. Honestly, we feel and try to empathise sometimes, but not as much as our father would want. We are also very selective in that regard. Nonetheless, it wasn’t reason enough for him to deny us our birthright. It has been five fucking years, and his opinion remained the same. At first, we did everything we could to prove ourselves, but he always had something to say. Most of his peers, especially his cous
~Summer~ There was everything wrong about our mission. I felt really uneasy. The day Winter came up with the idea of robbing Jewellery stores, I had to accept that we were in a bad situation and there was nothing we could do. Desperate times call for desperate measures, they say, and that was how we found ourselves, in Mountain in the early morning hours, jimmying locks and stealing what we believed to be valuable Jewellery. Yes, I would say what-we-believe because Winter and I have never owned anything valuable in our entire lives. So when we saw the Jewellery displayed in the store, we just went for the ones that shined the most and looked most intimidating. We didn't even have the time to think about it. Did I mention we forgot to include concealing our identity during our meticulously laid-out plan? We had nothing but our hair covering our faces. They say people are usually dumb when desperate; right now, I just knew we would get caught. The shops are bound to have cameras
~Noah~ Laying on my bed in my room, all I could think about were those frozen blue eyes. She did not know; she didn't even feel it. What are the odds that I would meet my mate and she would not feel it? Her scent was also very off. It gave a 'claimed' vibe, but there was no mark on her neck, or was it elsewhere? Also, if someone had marked her, why were we fated? Winter just stared at me. Initially, I thought it was deliberate, but when Summer asked Sebastien to reject her and Winter looked confused, I knew then that she could not feel the bond. She was a Gamma; the only reason she wouldn't feel is if an Alpha had marked her. She was tainted. I should have rejected her on the spot, but something held me back. Enzo held me back, and the famous battle my cousins fought in the past was now mine and Sebastien's, too, given that he was fated to the green-eyed friend. It was weird. If Summer and Winter were their true names, then their parents must have named them because of their