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I poked my stomach lightly. “You’re already making my life hard. I know you’re only a few weeks into this growing thing, but go easy on me, yeah?”

“Are you talking to your stomach?” Aaron was grinning when I looked up.

“More specifically the person inside, but yes, I suppose.”

“Ivan called me this morning. Congratulations, Brenda.” He hugged me and kissed my cheek.

“Thanks. I’m still getting used to the idea.”

“Talking to your stomach will probably help with that.” He smirked.

“You might technically be my boss, but you’re also my best friend’s fiancé, and if you keep that up, I’ll have a few hormone induced words for you, sir.” I flounced over to the bar and separated the résumés .

“I don’t doubt it,” h

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