CHAPTER 38

Deep breath.

I opened the drawer and pulled the test out. My eyes were screwed shut. Aw, hell. Where were my lady balls?

Mind you, if I had balls, I wouldn’t be staring at a stick covered in my urine.

'Okay. Shit. Time to look.'

I opened my eyes and looked at that motherfucking hourglass, which was flipping itself up and down, up and down.

“You bitch,” I hissed.

That had to had been three minutes! If not, it was sure as shit the longest two of my life.

“Change. Change.” I chanted, over and over, staring at the tiny screen. “Change you  ooooh shit. Oh. Shit.”

Pregnant. 3+.

I dropped the stick like it was giving me herpes.

No no no no no no fucking no!

I had the implant. How was this possible? I didn’t actually think I would be.

Shit.

There was a person inside me.

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