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Clearing the Doubts

Author: Lavender99
last update Last Updated: 2021-10-21 17:11:05

Jeremy POV:

OH MY GOD: I should have listen to Jessica. I shouldn't talk out loud about that. Now the demon kidnap me in his room. He lift me up and stroded into his room I think. Whith a "click", I heard the door lock.

" What... what are you going to do me?" I stutterd and walked back as a smirk appeared on his demonish face. and my back touch his wall and I am nowhere to run away. 

With a devilish smirk, he walked slowly to me ,step by step and finally leaned against me and cage me in his strong arms. I just wanted to break free from his arms but compare to his strength, I have no options to do.

" I am just trying to prove it. Why? Haven't you always been poking your nose into my matters?"

" I.... I was wrong. I am just a little bit worry for my sister and said these things out loud."

" Please forgive me. I won't never do that things again."

" You feel worried for your sister? What? Are you afraid that I would take advantages of your sister? Or, are you worried that I won't be able to show her what dating a bully is?"

"......" 

"Answer me"

" Of....of course, as a brother, I am afraid that you would take advantage of her."

" Didn't you have just said that I can't make my girlfriends lay on my bed?""Or, are you jealous that you are not in her place?"

"What's there to be jealous about? I just said these words because I was just showing her your dark side. And make her stay away from you because you are never serious with your relationships. I don't want her to be your next victim"

" My dark side? Tell me what is my dark side? And she had already had a crush on me and this has nothing to do with me? I am just making my mind whether to help her satisfy her needs or not." Saying that he was laughing like a demon from hell and I could see his white teeth. 

Suddenly, I could feel a hand wandering on my back and it squeezed my butt cheeks. I got a goosebumps immediately. And my brains couldn't think right and I did the most stupid thing in my life. Oh I am just going to die young and I haven't even go to college and haven't feel the feeling of love.

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James POV:

As soon as I locked the door, he looked so scared and walked back till his back meet the wall. 

I don't know why but that look give me a feeling of satisfaction. But this time this is a different feeling from those when I bully the boys in our school.

In reality, I never get mad with his words in the party but I just want to have a talk with him quietly. In the party, his dissatisfied face and pouted lips give me a strange feeling but now, his pleading puppy eyes make me feel like kissing him on his lips just to make him shut up.

What I am even thinking? But the smell entring my nose without my permission from his body is something different from the girls I have ever dated. As I can't control myself, my hands wondered his back and the result is.......

" I got a slap on my face". I think I would never forget his eyes. Reget, disbelief, and scare were written all over his face.

What I see the next thing is that a stream of tears falling from his eyes. I couldn't believe my eyes. 

"Did I bring the wrong person?"

Is the one in front of me is " Jessica or Jeremy". But according to my eyes, I was sure that it is Jeremy.

So why is he crying after slapping my face?

Why I got a slap insted of a hit on my face?

Too many questions are happening in my head but what I heard the next is a muttering sound from him.

" Please don't kill me immediately. I have many things left to do. I have not finish reading the final sereis of many novels in the library and I haven't even paint a picture of sunset on the beach" saying that the was rubbing his hands with closed eyes and it looked like a bunny was praying in front of a fox.

"Oh! hold on, I haven't do anything to you yet you are saying like I am stabbing a knife on your neck," 

" But you are going to do that right now," he muttered very softly.

" What did you just said?" I shouted back with deep voice.

As I have already predicted he shook his head with all of his migh and said" nothing , nothing , sometimes my mouth doesn't cooperate with my brain, Hehe," 

I love his side of clumsy kitten istead of reading book with serious face. " So why did you cry just right now. Am I looked that bad?"

" I am in a room with a guy and I suddenly slap you, so I think you might not forgive me."

" So you are afraid that staying alone in a room with a guy?" I raised my eyebrows and he looked confused.

" I don't know myself very well too. I just don't want to be in danger." 

"Of course, you are already in danger because you said out loud that I am a scumbag and just slap me a minute ago. Don't you remember that?" 

"I won't never say like that again. So what can I do just to get your forgiveness."

He looked so stressed but I won't let a chance go away like that.

" I would think about that but now just wash your face in the sink because if you go out like that everyone will think that I did something bad to you."

" Are you letting me go just like that"

" Of course, what are you excepting from me?" I smirked and he blushed.

******

James POV:

Praise the lord, I can go out like that and as soon as James removed his arms, I flee to the door but A hand caught me.

" I told you to wash your face but why don't you listen to me? Are you asking a punishment?"

" Of course not. Just tell me where the bathroom is. "

" You can just use mine in this room".

He said just like that and strode out of his own room. I just went into his bathroom and wash my face with the cold water just to feel fresh.

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