I can't still believe how much we spent our days being with each other for the last two years. Not worrying about the bad things and what could go wrong. Just the matter of creating memories that we would be treasuring our whole lives.
It's 9:00 in the morning and I'm currently dressing up for the meet up at a mini-mall here near our houses. Just shorts, black polo, a yellow jacket and my high cut black Converse shoes. I fixed my small backpack, got my pencil case, paper and a bottle of water.
I arrived at the meeting place at 10. “Where are they?” I uttered. I've been waiting for the past 10 minutes. Finally, someone arrived.
“You have the nearest house that you can just walk it, and here I am who came first.”
“Hehe, sorry. I just said I'm already here so when I get here you're already here and wouldn't have to wait.”
Can I just push them off a cliff? It's already 10:20 and we're still waiting. Finally! She's here! The one and only Krysyle Verlice who's been saying she's on her way for the past 20 minutes.
“Blame the traffic not me,” she excused as if I would believe it. We went outside and waited for a trip to StarMall here in Mandaluyong City.
As we were on our way, Krysyle asked something Michane, “You brought it?” while the other said yes. Of course, I'm confused. I mean, who wouldn't if you know nothing. I tried asking but they kept on saying "secret".
When we arrived, we decided to go to a grocery store. "Mama said that we should just buy ourselves some snacks to eat instead of eating in a fast-food restaurant to lessen the expenses,” Michane said, so we all decided to agree.
“Let's do it this way. I'll buy the biscuits, Krysyle will be buying the chips, and you're on drinks,” she suggested and we separated our ways. I picked up 1.5L of soda and went to the cashier, then saw them paying for what they bought.
After that, we went out and decided to wait for the bus that will be travelling to MOA or Mall Of Asia in Pasay. We even argued about where to wait for the ride.
“It's not! The way home from Moa will be passing through here so we should be riding here instead of there,” Krysyle opposed to what I said. More arguments then finally. I'm wrong hehe.
We sat down and took some photos together. Krysyle decided to sleep for a while, while Michane watched through the TV. Thoughts came through my head. I'm only fourteen and both of them are thirteen. Then, here we are, travelling all by ourselves from Mandaluyong to Pasay—will be spending probably the best moment we would have before I leave and study in our province.
We finally got there at 2. Thankfully. We took photos with our faces looking like lunatics who just got out of asylum or mental institution. A facepalm. We decided to go near the bay already, not to miss the sunset.
We strode through the pathway. It's so big that we even got ourselves lost looking for that fountain thing, hoping we could wish in it hahaha.
Finally, we got through the building facing the bay. We went upstairs, then both of them decided to do something first. Yes, just the both of them.
They looked for spots that "we" could be staying for a while. We sat on the stairs and then pulled out their art materials? Why do they even have those?!
“We planned on making a gift for you on the spot. Since we didn't manage to make it last night, hehe.” Krysyle took her things out of her bag.
“Why didn't you tell me! I could've at least make you something also.”
“Eh? Why would we tell you? Where's the surprise there?” Michane uttered as she folds some coloured papers. She's right, hahaha.
They gave me materials. Two coloured papers. , only two! I mean, what can I even do with only—never mind we were folding papers, we started to feel raindrops.
We immediately picked up our things and went inside the building and find a place that we could continue our work.
We sat on the corner of the bridge where the telescopes are. Yes, people! The three of us sat there looking like lunatics who cuts papers with glues and different colours of glitters and pens in our hands.
I am embarrassed for ourselves—sitting in the middle of the mall with hundreds of strangers passing by, looking at us with curiosity in their faces but hey, we continued not minding others. Our reason? "Mind their own business while we mind what's ours."
I finished mine first, then a few more minutes, they packed their things and we all decided to go there already. To the bay. We ran through the bridge, went down through the escalator and realized raindrops are still falling—touches our skin.
We continued and sat on blocks facing the bay, as the sunsets. We opened the pack of chips and ate, opened up their umbrellas and decided to give each other what we made.
Michane were the first to give. She gave me a pink, rectangular, plastic box. I opened it and there were candies with 2 letters. To be opened when I receive it, when I'm happy, when I'm bored, when I'm angry, when I'm sad, and when I miss them.
Then, Krysyle gave me a black glittered jar. It has quotes written in tiny papers and rolled up. She also gave me a card with a heart pocket inside having her simple sentences of messages that are inserted. And one last is a black and pink card with a small piece of paper that you can put your photo on.
“Woi! I just realized we're the only one who uses umbrellas. Look at the others. It's not even raining anymore!” Mich exclaimed as we were laughing so hard while closing our umbrellas.
"How about we say what we like about each other before we say our promises?” Mich suggested and we all agreed. “Woii! It's pouring again! We're the only ones who don't use an umbrella.”
Few more exchanges of words we all realized it's not even misting anymore. Like, we look stupid using umbrellas!
“You know what? Let's not just use umbrellas and let it be,” I said as we were drinking and eating our food.
Tita Analyn called, Krysyle's mom. She told us that she has 5 extra concert tickets for us. A Concert of Kang Daniel here in MOA Arena.
We hurriedly left the bay and Krysyle lead the way. You guys are maybe wondering how tita got the tickets. She's the manager of the ticket booth. Both me and Mich were hoping she knows the way.
We passed through the fountain, the fast-food chains and we followed him to the intersection at the right side of the mall with some constructions site next to it.
I look like someone who's holding a bottle of beer as I was walking holding the bottle of soda. I look like a man walking instead of walking like a lady. A real facepalm. They even got pictures of me walking that way huhu.
We continued walking 'till I asked Krysyle already if she knows where we're going. “I kinda forgot hehe. I just remembered it looked like this.” See? That's what I'm telling that she's "very good with directions".
We walked towards the pedestrian lane and this was the funny part. A group of teenage guys mimicked what we're saying so I returned and said, “Look who's copying someone's sentences.”
Then again, a guy mimicked what I've said. “Mae, let's not waste our voice with some unimportant ones,” Krysyle said with her voice loud intendedly. Then, I whispered at Mich and said, “Say something too.”
After that encounter, I finally spoke about how good Krysyle is with the directions.
“Krysyle, we only came back from where we came from. Do you know where are we going? We came from the bay and now we're back here, having just a big distance from where we sat earlier. It looks like we just toured the whole mall, from north to south and east to west.”
“Oh wait, you're right. We're back. I forgot I'm sorry hehe. Let's go back then maybe I'll remember where it is,” she said. I know you'll say why not ask.
After she said we'll go back I just asked the guard around the Ferris wheel and he pointed north. From where we freaking came from. I heaved a sigh and we started walking again. This time, I lead the way.
After the construction, she finally said, “Oh now I remember!!! This is where we went out last time! I'm finally sure where it is!” She ran and we just followed her.
Then yeah, finally, we're here. We waited outside and it's so cold. We decided to throw the soda and packs of our food. A few more minutes and tita came outside and lead us the way inside.
It's actually my first time at a concert. It's even a kpop idol. He's good at singing and dancing. He's even good at playing darts. I was serenely watching while the two were screaming.
They were so loud laughing. Then when it's finally over, tita decided to treat us. She said it's her gift for me since that'll be my time with them. She's like my real tita. Both Mich's and Krysyle's mother. They trusted me so well with their daughters, and I'm happy.
It's 8 pm and we decided to eat at a fast-food chain. Had a couple more photos with the trees and lights and decided to go home already. We rode a bus and tita was the one who paid for us. Both tita and Krysyle were in front of our seat.
Mich was next to the window while I'm beside her. We were talking the whole time about those crazy things that happened. I walked Mich home to make sure she'll go home safely and went home by myself. I never really went home leaving her going home by herself.
The next day, I woke up at 1 pm. At 4 pm, I got visitors. Can I still even call them visitors where they're always here? Mich and Krys of course. “We decided to spend the last day since you'll be leaving already tomorrow,” Mich said.
We bought food and ate and ate and just ate while laughing and laughing—reminiscing what happened last night and what in the craziness happened for the last two years. Few more hours when mama and papa came home and bought us drinks.
We took photos and ate. Yes. It's all about the food and laughs we shared to create these irreplaceable memories. We bought ice cubes and ran outside as if we were kids. We had thrown ice towards each other. Putting it in each other clothes—to each other's backs.
Then, at 7 pm when they both decided to go home. This is something different. Some, when an important person is leaving, they'd cry with sadness. But we were different. We bid our goodbyes with smiles on each other's faces.
We bid goodbyes with hopes that we'll meet again soon. We bid goodbyes with our hearts filled with joy. I had trust within one another that our connections would never fade. Even if it's not every day. Not all the time. But still talks to one another.
I slept with a smile on my face and woke up with excitement going home to our province. Meeting my relatives once again.
It's 4 am and we got on the boat at 7 am. We slept for a while waiting for it to leave. It's 11 when it left Manila and started its voyage to Bacolod. We were voyaging for 3days. And got home at 7 pm. For the past 9 years so much had changed.
Fast forward, I transferred to my brother's school, still in a STE program, an academic program for junior high school students. I haven't had a friend since then, since I'm not even into socialising. It's just me and myself. My friends, we're only Krys and Mich who are miles apart from me.
Nine years have passed since I left Manila, and it's been over a year already ever since I came back. I started my own business. My dream business ever since I was only sixteen. Mama called while I was at the café.“You're staying at your office. It's not even safe that you have no one around you!” she exclaimed.Here we go again. I'm doing my best to find a place to live okay? It's just that I'm not comfortable with apartments. I have a couch in my office. This is my workplace. I have my bathroom here. My locker. Isn't it enough, for now? I can afford a place in one of the condominiums here near the café, it's just that, I want something that would make it feel like home. Comfortable.“Ma, I'm contented here already. My office is like my room, and this café is like my home. I'll go now. I still have to help them prepare since we're filled with customers. Gotta go, bye I love you!&r
“Here's your keycard ms. If there'll be anything more you need, just ask me. I'll be going now. Have a nice stay.” He turned around politely and left the room. “We'll be leaving now, too. I still have to open the bakeshop. We'll visit here next time. Babush, have fun!” Mich then left my bag on the floor and so as Krys. I went inside and was just stunned at how simple it looks but still beautiful. The condominium may look luxurious but, the owner of this unit has a good taste in simplicity. The kitchen was next to the hallway passed the door. Looking at the kitchen, this may be embarrassing but I think I'll love cooking here hahaha. I saw a note on the island counter. "You'll see the floorplan of the room right next to the entrance door. Our rooms are 2 meters apart facing each other. Bedroom 2 is yours. I'll leave the door open." I looked at the floor plan and analyzed it right away. In
Oh hell, It's 10 already? Good thing I told my staff I won't be able to make it today since I have an important thing to do. What I mean about the "important thing" is, what happened last night. I stood up, went to the bathroom and cleansed my face. When I opened the door, I saw Mr Sevani—I mean, Clint—about to knock on my door. He turned around and smiled. “Hey, I was about to call you. I mean, for breakfast? I prepared some, come on,” he said and so I followed him. It smells so nice on our way to the dining area. Then, there. The food looks so good. I have been loving the looks of the food on Krys' resto but hell, this also looks good. “I cooked a few since I don't have an idea of what you like,” he said and scratched his nape. Why does he look so cute? “I'm not a picky eater. Still, thank you for the food,” I thanked him as we were getting food. “I am just returning the favour for th
A week has passed, I am still not ok with this set-up. Clint and the gang, yes, the GANG, are starting to be friends. For the past week, they've been hanging out in my out my café. I mean, do they even have jobs? Where are they getting this much time? Especially Levine and Krysyle who's been studying law. Huxley, who's a pilot. And Clint, who's an engineer, and currently has an ongoing project. “GOOOODMORNIIIING!!!!” Mich exclaimed as she enters my office. Next to her was Huxley, who also greeted, "morning, Mae!” This is getting out of hand. I'm a little bit not happy with my decision of not continuing my engineering... career If I did, I might be somewhere right now, enjoying my inspection time. Travelling this world. “Morning, Mae.” Here follows the three. I crossed my arms and looked at them with a serious face. “Don't you people have jobs to do and career to fulfil?!” I asked and they jus
It has been 2 weeks and a half already, and I am telling you, I haven't found a house yet. Wonder why not just take a unit in Clint's building? IT'S TOO BIG FOR ME YOU KNOW?! I just want an affordable simple house. 'Till I get to build my own. It has been a week and I am getting more nervous for myself. “Hey! Good afternoon madame.” I turned around and saw him. “Don't you have work, Mr Sevani?” I raised my eyebrows as I was asking him while he was peeking on my office door. “The construction's almost done and I'm done with my round and inspection for the day,” he said while looking inside my office. “Almost done? What do you mean? Haven't you just had an appointment with your client a week before?” I asked and crossed my arms. “It's just for the materials. They just asked me if they could add something, how many are still needed, how much it'll take for them, etc,” he answered with a sigh. He's being talkativ
I woke up due to the noise outside. Seriously tho, what’s with that rush ringing of the doorbell? I stood up and cleansed my face at first, then I took my glasses and phone, and went outside. I walked towards the door and looked through the video intercom monitor to see who’s outside. And to my surprise… “What’s with you? It’s almost noon already and you’re still in bed?” my mom said as I open the door. How can I not oversleep when I’m tired from what we did yesterday? We even stayed up all night watching movies. I don’t even know where he got his energy from going to work after that renovation. “Ma, I helped Clint with the renovation. You both know how I like doing renovations and redesigning places.” I lead them in the living room while I went into the kitchen. “Have you eaten lunch already?” I asked. “Yes, we’ve eaten already,” papa answered as he was travelling his eyes all over the place.
“You’re early today!” Clint said as soon as I walked into the dining area. “Why are you saying that as if I always wake up late?” I answered and he just chuckled. “You get up late every time you don’t wanna go to work.” Why did that sounded like as if I am always lazy to go to work? “That is not what I mean hahaha. What I mean is, of course as a businesswoman, you do always have free time unless it’s urgent or what.” Does he have the ability to read someone’s mind? “Anyways, come on. Let’s have breakfast. Good thing I accidentally cooked too much.’ I raised my brow at what he said. “Are you in a bad mood or something?” He asked. I chuckled and looked at him, “Why does everybody think I look like I’m in a bad feather every time I’m serene?” He smirked and chuckled then said, “Because you’re an unfathomable person, Maesea. You have a very unfathomable mood.” Fair enough. Kinda understand
I woke up with these two by my side. Hmm, what time is it again? 10 in the morning. I quietly stood up and went outside. These four still have works and classes as early as 7 am. I should prepare breakfast for them. I went to the bathroom and went into the kitchen. “You’re up,” Clint said while drinking water. “Yeah. These four still have works and school. I had the thought of preparing breakfast for them,” I answered. I took eggs, slices of bacon, and hotdogs from the fridge, and Clint decided to help me with the cooking. “What time did you sleep last night?” I asked him while flipping slices of bacon. “Honestly? I feel like I haven’t slept at all. They’re awake ‘till 2 in the morning, I think?” I turned to him and chuckled when I saw his eyes. “What?” he asked and looked at his face through his phone. “Continue this, please. I’m gonna make some coffee,” I asked and he took over.
No! This can't be true. Am I so tired that I have fallen asleep? This is just a dream, right? Tell me this is just a dream! Wake me up, please... Wake me up... This can't be true. Mon Coeur is safe, he is safe, he is in the Maldives safely working. Clint is safe...My friends helped me and Anine stand. Each of them started to tear up too, but it hurts us more... Please tell me my man is safe. Please tell me he is just busy, that's why he can't message me. NO! HE AND HUXLEY ARE BOTH SAFE!I gathered all my strength and pulled myself up.“I gotta go. He is safe. He is not— My man is not on that plane! I have to make sure. I will go to their house and a-ask for an explanation! Th-this must be a joke...” I said as tears were continuously falling from my eyes.“S-sei, he's fine okay? We'll go with you—” I didn't even bother listening and just brushed their hands o
I woke up due to the bangings and rings from the doorbell. I already know what this is.When I woke up this morning, I actually received a memo or a text from the head engineer of our company that I should take this day off.I don't really need this but they said someone insisted, and I think I already know who.I went to the bathroom first and fixed myself. It's 11 am and yes, I made sure I would get enough sleep today. I walked towards the door and opened it, of course, who else would be here.“For Pete's sake, it's already 11 and you just woke up?!” Anine exclaimed and I just went inside, so did they.“We heard you'll be free today so we thought why not go to the mall with you?” Krysyle asked and I just raised my brow at them.“Come on, Maesea. It's Clint's order. He called this morning asking if we could take you somewhere no
It has been three weeks already since Clint left and it feels so lonely without him. Solar and Lunar are now slowly growing up.He's busy indeed but he always makes time for us. He calls me day and night, messages me, he never forgets. He also misses the kittens a lot.Ever since he left, Lunar, Solar, and I chose to stay in his room rather than mine. His scent is still all over the place.Sometimes, when I miss him and have mental breakdowns, he sings to me during a call while I hug his shirt.I have not used an alarm also lately since Solar and Lunar were the ones to wake me up by 5 in the morning, licking my nose, purring in my ears, stepping on my tummy. They are the sweetest.
I just woke up and I was startled when I saw him sitting in front of me.“Good morning, my Ichigo. Had a good sleep?” he asked and immediately put a smile on my face.I slowly nodded and covered my face with my thin blanket while I chuckled.“That ain't hiding, Ichigo. Get up, we'll go visit your site then we'll go somewhere.”Then, as I saw the silhouette of his face getting closer, I heard him chuckle. Next thing I know, his lips already touched mine with the blanket in between.He went outside and as I heard the door close, I tried to breathe normally as I should be!I stood up, fixed myself up and faced the time. I went outside and saw him cooking.What in the bloody hell— It's cold season, 5 in the morning, why did it suddenly feel so hot? Not to mention we're on a high floor.&ldquo
“I'll be heading to a warehouse today and testing the materials. Then I'll be going back and checking the site again,” I explained while on a call with Clint on my way to the warehouse.“How about I bring you lunch—” I cut him off and couldn't help myself from smiling.“Mon Coeur, seriously. You don't have to. I'd buy myself a good lunch I promise, on my way back to the site. You eat something good too. I gotta go, I love you.”“Careful driving, my Ichigo. I love you most,” he retorted then I heard him chuckle on the other line.I took my helmet off and went inside the warehouse to have a talk with the manager. I have to check my materials before and after they are delivered to us, after all.Am I the only one who feels more fun going "shopping" for these kinds of stuff than at the department store?I chec
After dinner, Clint told me that I should take a bath first while he washed the dishes. Honestly, I don't even know how to face him anymore. If only I could lock myself up in a tower, far from here, like what happened to Rapunzel, I would have done that already. I nodded and followed what he said. I went to my room and took some clothes and my towel. When I entered the bathroom, my heart suddenly sank. The bathtub was ready, my favourite strawberry scent can be smelled all over the place. How can he think of this after what I did today? I sat in the tub and took my time cleansing myself... Well, maybe I am trying to clear my thoughts too. But I kept thinking about how I messed this up, how I made another mistake and how I am going to face him and my friends now. I've been there for quite a while, and when I heard Clint's footsteps towards the door, I decided to get up a
Why is it when I am already happy with the person I love, this is where it gets worse. Starting from what my mind thinks, to what my heart feels.“Had a nightmare?” a calm, soft, familiar voice asked. I turned to my side and saw him walking towards me. I smiled in return to assure him that I am fine but he won't believe me. I guess he really knows me more than anyone in a short period.“You know you can't lie to me. Come here,” he softly said and hugged me tightly.I took my time, hugged him as much as I could. I am fine and I think I just need some rest for a little while. Not physically but mentally so I could also rest emotionally.“I was about to wake you up when I saw you crying while being asleep,” he added and kissed the top of my head which calmed me down. Too lucky to have this person beside me.“It's just nothing, don't worry I'
This month is full of fun. Filled with euphoria that can't be even imagined, it feels surreal. We did sea diving, hiking, sightseeing, going here and there, walking under the maple leaves, skydiving, but out of all those, what made it the best is the fact that I did all of those with the man that I never expected to come and love.I feel so happy, yet something's wrong. I feel too happy that I am scared of what may be its consequence. The euphoria is surreal and I can't help but overthink about things like, maybe something bad will happen.Notwithstanding, I brushed those thoughts away and thought of why not just focus on what's currently happening.“You're overthinking again,” he whispered as he wrapped his arms around me. I then turned to him and smiled.I shook my head and answered, “I am fine. It just feels surreal. But don't worry, I won't let this ruin me okay? How
“Clint, you're too good to be true. Do you even realize how you are like Maesea's favourite fictional character already?” Anine asked, making Clint and I laugh.“Muff has tons of crushes but all of them are fictional characters. Maybe from a movie, series, or mostly from books. It's like she was always daydreaming about them but never allowed suitors. Do you even get what I am saying? In short, that's how high her standards is.”“So that's the reason why you accepted me!” Clint exclaimed jokingly, making us all laugh.“So, how's yesterday?” Krysyle asked, making it so obvious that I told them almost everything about my life.“I surprised her,” Clint simply answered. He then fixed my hair and looked at me with a sweet smile on his lips.“He bought a couple's bracelet and a necklace? Okay, now I'm feeling the bittern